well.. i m bk with entry.. haha.. as usual, m workin now la... with my partner fallin asleep nxt to me.. cant reali sleep, now at basement doin screenin la... gt visitors comin at e weirdest hrs of e nite.. ahh well.. cuz now most of e local clinics of course nt open..

yep.. apparently politics gt a bit worst here, now my supervisor kenna aim, well.. i guess sometimes ppl wan things either their way or e expressway loh...zzz.. ahh well.. i think after one whole wk of no off, my exhaustion start to take its toll on me... sometimes i don even noe wad day it is.. ><... b4 work, see sunset, after work, see sun rise.. sheez.. luckily nv intro more ppl in, i noe la, ppl work for e sake of income, but start off alr gt grudges or even more things, i think its no point to bring them in.. but still.. frm wad i noe now, they gonna train more staff to come in, cuz nite shift now currently only gt like wad 11 or 12 men operating, with some ppl leavin la... sad tt they r leavin, but its their choice.. wad can i say? i was actually asked when i wanna quit, for now, hard to find job, so most prob will stick with it until i can actually find a stable job.

well.. as much as i don noe y i still don blame myself on e fact tt education do play a part. but still, i choose this route, so its time to walk on n carry on with life. i hav been feelin extremely down, mayb nt juz bcuz of work, but also partly i feel 12 hrs all e time is like borin, don even hav time to do my own things or mayb even sleep, but still now is like i cant reali sleep much also, i usually will b in bed by 8.30 am or even ltr, end up i will b up by like abt 1.30pm. its sux n its borin.. but still.. life goes on...

i m quite xian la, no time for family, e one time i see them is b4 i sleep... i think its been almost a wk since i last saw my bro alr.. haha.. ahh well.. no time for my frens, cuz they r either studyin or workin.. i guess everyone moved on with life while i still feel i m still at e same spot, nt movin forward nor movin backward.

seein my partner sleepin now, i m startin to feel e beat, but cant sleep, ltr both sleep, both cant wake up, complain like shit, all die... cannot cannot.. eyes muz BIG BIG like O.O.... haha... well.. i guess cust service here also plays a part, if u don do things properly, there goes e rice bowl.. sigh.. if only e operations supervisor was bias at all towards anyone else, treating everyone fairly wld hav been betta. guess tts juz a wishful thinkin on my part. i was extremely pissed today, don ask me why, juz feelin moody i guess? or a part of me tt i missin so much tt i cant help but to think where-eva, wheneva... haiz...

k la.. i betta finish up, feel like i m gonna write a whole essay here.. my partner keep wakin up halfway sort of like KPO? haha.. cute xia.. tts all for now, will try update again.

till den...

well... my blog as usual can throw away liao ba...

ahh well.. after a month of bein jobless n low income, finally gt myself a job thanx to e swine flu la.. haha..

now bein a screener at one of e hospitals in sg, nt gonna name it la, for me to noe n for u to find out loh.. LOLX...

anywae.. its been like abt 2 wks liao ba? haha... had trainin on it b4 start work, once start its nt juz office hrs, its like a whole blardie 12 hr shift, of course gt break la.. worst, its at a timin when mostly ppl r asleep, NITE SHIFT... zzz... thou its tirin, plus no life, come xian, but at least betta than no income.. LOLX... ahh well.. money come come cant complain much also... haha...

so far its been fun, thou as usual politics issue is there la, but hopefully wun get worst, now is like day shift n nite shift mah jiam gt grudges against each other, biangs, come on la, all on same team, juz tt i cant stand e some of e day shift supervisors, its like they hav no comtrol of their own team, n they r like everywhere all over e place, or else doin nth, tts y ur team members kenna complain for nth la, u think its worth it? i pui man! =X...

ahh well.. workin these 2 wks is like no time, cant spend time with frens cuz they r schoolin or workin in e day, den nite wanna jio me also xin ku, cuz they either gt their plans, arbo i workin, but mostly bcuz m workin nite la, so nite activities wanna find me is like hell la.. haha.. ahh well.. sincerely sorry for tt... ahh well.. finally my off comin on 13.. heh... cant wait, wanna like sleep whole day, i noe no life la, but reali la.. nite time chiong, is like tirin.. eyes can barely even keep awake now, day of course don need to say, cfm sleepin, nite is like after finishin wad i need to finish, waitin for e time to pass, its a drag, wanna sleep but scared ltr cannot wake up.. LOLX!

k la... done for e entry.. will try update if m free la...