16 May 2005;11:52 pm
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I will quietly wait for you...
H.O.T
At last, mid-yr is over... well.. most ppl shld b out in town, havin fun, while me stayin at home 4 the whole wkend, slpin eatin and growin loads of spare tyres ard me... but anywaes....till today, i still don know where and wad i m aimin 4 in life... but aimin in sports, the thots there hav slowly disappear.. 4 some reason, i don know wad i m doin, lazin at home, not doin anythin, but packin, ironin washin and cookin, mopin as well... after exam season 2 me, seems like a maid season 4 me... well.. wad can i say??
haiz.. now my yoyo papa is in a matein season, all the while, he will go find koko mama, and he will wanna mate... and he will make those so call "mate pls" whine..... well... cant afford 2 let koko get pregnant, till after my sis and mine exam... but 4 my sis, she ends in june, as 4 me, its somewhere in october i guess.. and my parents thot of goin 2 hong kong 4 vacation trip..i don know.. and my bro's situation is gettin more than outta hand.. haiz... i don know.. its like everytime he comes home, he and my mum will b like havin war in one rm.. even my sis cant even do anythin abt it.. i don know, returnin home frm sch 2 me, used 2 b the excitment of gettin 2 bed and slp, now with all these, its more like, dyin and not return, hangin rd somewhere will b a betta option.. but i don know where shld i hang out, as ppl can see that i m more 2 the anti-social type.. but i don know wad ppl think lah... its their point of view.. but i cant help but 2 think that way....
haiz..this seems 2 b a sad entry... haiz.. but i m lettin my life go... rather die early... mayb with some car crash or get stabbed... wadeva lah..... kz lah.... me stop here.... before i reali lose it... haiz.. sian, hadn been goin out... heck lah.... cHeErZ...
this entry is another korean band, H.O.T, but for some reason, they split up.. but their songs r still damn good... (:
