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26 July 2007;11:04 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
alritey... due to population demands.. i hav to write entry.. zzz..

anywae.. well.. its gonna come 2 an end of another week xia.. gosh.. times flies...

well.. for the last few days.. schs been quite borin.. hw la.. nonsense lessons with nth to do... but nth beats bein crapy durin class or blast songs during OFA.. heh heh... and tues didn make it to sch due to an old injury.. gosh.. age is reali gettin on me.. how m i go make it thru.. sometimes i juz wish i can juz slice my back one way or another... zzz.. alrite.. enough of bein gorry here.. haha...

anywae.. today woke up extremely late.. y? all thanx to bloody alarm tt didn ring.. and neither did my family's alarm.. my mum got up as well.. due to strong dose of flu med got my head spinning with my eyes swellin like i juz cried in buckets last nite... zzzz.. well.. jump myself outta bed thinkin i m gonna b late for roleplay and gonna cause a downfall to ichigo... zzz.. dash my hse out without breakfast.. (tt sux)... anywae.. yea.. took me a while to got on to BUS 2.. and guess wad.. WAS BLOODY SINGLE DECK?! WADDE HELL!!! then along e way.. ppl alight.. ppl board.. when came bedok.. saw some class mates.. so when we got off.. i asked if there was roleplay today.. cuz e nite b4.. jian bin called and ask if got a not? and i was kinda puzzled.. cuz i ask cher in e day myself and she gave me tt confident yes.. but guess wad.. when i got to e class rm.. O ROLEPLAY TODAY CANCELLED... zzz... biangs...made me got up early when i mayb cld hav rest my back more... zzz... anywae.. then had some grp discussion and did some stuff to kill time.. when was 10.45.. outta class we go...

while da ma head to e toilet.. rest of us were like hmmm.. mayb shld grab a bite or somethin.. cuz nxt class gonna b damn borin... well.. we head to C2 to get finger food and small cakes and sandwich to fill our stomachs a bit la.. then head up to 6 floor(biangs... mah fan xia...) for class.. for an hr.. thruout e whole hr.. da ma and myself didn listen much.. cuz da ma wasn feelin well and i was still in a daze.. but not to fret.. JIAN BIN AND KX IN FRONT OF US... made us luff our daylights out... and time went by fast... jian bin said somethin tt i wanted to puke xia.. "wo xing huang.. ke shi wo de ming bu shi di... =huang di lor" biangs... in eng la hor.. "my surname is yellow.. but my name is not floor?(haha.. was juz playin la...)" huang di = emperor.... haha.. o well.. actually tt yellow floor part was juz a nonsense thot tt came passed my mind as i m writin.. well.. improvisation u can say....

finally.. bloody hr later.. LUNCH... due to xiao mei's demand of cheese fries frm C2.. we head bk to C2 again.. well.. i had my usually food there.. *borin* but wad to do.. C2 hav nth much tt caught my eye.. besides seein tt drinks stall lady with tt grumpy look.. tt reminds of e snow white's seven drawf? hmmm.. :X... and poor mama today cldn talk properly due to some probs with her gums.. so thruout e whole time.. er jie, da jie and myself were makin fun of her.. and end up.. mama said somethin tt almost made me puke my lunch out and loose appetite... haha.. well.. end up i still gobbled lunch.. and in e process.. we luff at mama again.. and again.. and again.. and my back hurts.. but i cldn stop luffin... after tt.. was slackin lesson.. well.. we head up to com lab and had some worksheets to do..

and GY took e last copy.. so i was like YAY!! DON NEED 2 DO... WOOTZ... but my happiness came to an end.. while i was doin my powerpoint slides.. cher printed more copies... BIANGS!!! and e other cher came to me and pass me my copy.. and she was like "wah.. call u also don wan to come.. need 2 walk to u.. VIP!!" zzzzz... wad... figurin how 2 time my slides popin out also got wrong meh... zzzz...

and so i did tt work sloopy.. and shockingly.. cher say she will mark on e spot... and uh oh... i m as gd as dead.. after tt... i hand in.. cuz i was more bothered by my powerpoint slides... so doin halfway with music blasted frm diff corners of e com lab and also frm e com tt i m at... was quite nice.. thou its all over e place.... so in e process.. cher called one by one and show wad needs 2 b done.. wad is deducted... and when it came to mine.. she was like "WAH! ehhh.. how m i gonna say ah.. don kenna heart attack hor!" i was like CRAP.. DIE DIE... so bo bian la.. she explain la.. then both cher stared at me.. then there were like givin me tt look like i m gonna get a huge huge huge "F".. well.. i don know.. didn read instructions properly is like tt la... and so after tt.. i head bk to do powerpoint.. while e rest of them ard me PLAY GAMES?! BIANGS!!! GIAN ME TO DA CORE YA... nvm.. i do powerpoint.. since my hse hav to microsoft programmes.. sigh...

after tt.. finally... END CLASS... due to back ache.. i chiong out of class.. along with xiao mei and jian bin.. haha... then we all head out to tap card.. then we head to 1st floor... was quite gian to play pool.. but i still wan my backbone v much.. so nvm.. bid our byes and head home with xiao mei, xiao di... well.. bus 31 was empty xia.. enjoyed e ride till we almost forgot where to alight... haha... then took our time to train station.. and sat to lavender.. bid byes to xiao mei.. and messed up xiao di's hair.. cuz he was sleepin like a log alr.. haha.. o well.. wad to do.. he is a LEDGENDARY "SLEEPIN BEAUTY".... finally after a long wet plus cold walk.. finally got myself home... so far.. been slackin.. stonnin.. watchin anime, playin online games, and chattin ard with ppl.. who eva wanna chat with me ba.. haiz.. ppl say i dao.. end up always i m e one who say hi 1st... wad is this xia... zzzz... o well.. haha.. well.. ppl hav different ways of bein approached i guess... haha..

yep.. tts abt it for these few days... will try update more... wkends is comin.. enjoy ur wkends ppl!!

CHEerz.... :)




21 July 2007;11:53 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
well.. today is reali a great day for me...

wake up extremely early today... cuz don know y cant sleep well... zzzz... anywae.. while killin time.. watch some anime.. cuddled my 2 little doggies who slept on my lap...

when i was abt to fall bk 2 sleep... some of class ppl online.. heh heh.. don need 2 koon liao.. so chat with them till 1 plus goin 2pm.. then showered.. and lala out of hse at 2.30pm... then lala to mrt station.... finally reach city hall...

then shockingly... xiao di was 1ST TO REACH.. OMG!! ARE MY EYES PLAYIN TRICKS ON ME? hmmmm... anywae.. after a while... soon yan reached... then while waitin for kx and kel.. we pak kat.. see who late who treat.... HAHA.. was a joke la of course.. when finally e 2 Ks reach liao.. we all walked to marina sq.. apparently i cant reali remb my way ard.. so after a while.. we found sakae sushi... head in.. and we ordered like don know wad.... then kx's eyes got bigger and bigger each time.. like he kenna shock of his life xia.. so farnie... while eatin.. cldn stop gigglin xia.. anywae.. yep.. after spendin quite a bit there...

i went to buy some stuff at 7-11 while they go to e washrm.. then after tt they came down.. we went mini toons... act like kids... was quite farnie... then xiao di found himself a hp pouch... but apparently.. he dropped his hp.. heng got casin xia.. if not ah.. his phone don know in wad shape liao... after tt.. we didn know where to go.. so i thot go arcade and see see lor.. then saw inital D again.. wah.. much cheaper... 2 bucks... ooo cheaper.. haha... then we played a while... then soon yan saw her pri/sec sch mate... so they chatted for v long while.. so we play frm inital D v4 to see kel play inital D v3.. and he trashed a gina... gosh... killer xia.. but was gd... he chiong in front of tt kid abt few 100m away? PIANGS... power... *salutes to kel*... while playin.. soon yan and kx left.. cuz kx was extremely exhausted.. while soon yan gotta go meet frens... so they left.. after a while..

we head to buy some drinks at e 7-11 again... then head over to esplanade to see NDP rehersals... piangs.. so many mata.. so many roads close.. si bei mah fan.. then we head to e bridge near esplande... and had our drinks.. due to bad view we move ard e place for betta view.. but nth.. then contacted da ma... asked where was she... then we walked ard for gd view... then bo bian.. walked bk 2 find da ma... and watch rehersal with her and her bf.. we acted like kids xia.. cuz there were fruit flies fly ard our heads.. then most of them flew ard xiao di's head... HAHA!! cuz he used passion fruit shampoo.. guess they wanna give him a lot of "PASSION" ba... hehe... anywae.. he took my jacket and acted like a mafia... was damn farnie and cute xia.. luff like don know wad..

then there were loads of performance frm e NDP tt i nv seen b4... was facinatin.... then we waited for fireworks.. and weather sux man... then kenna gan by e matas.. cuz say was dangerous and sai la.. so zzz.. bo bian.. kenna blocked by crowded.. most of us were kinda pissed la.. and also tired frm standin... while waitin.. we shun bian take some pics... then we waited and waited.. finally... got fireworks liao.. we all take like siao... CHIONG AH!!! e pics i took all damn small.. grr... heng xiao di's one was nice.. hehe.. so decided to post here.. after all tt... we wanted 2 find xiao mei.. but apparently she is with her bf and some of her bf frens... so we kenna made to walk to marina sq.. along e way.. we bid byes to da ma and her bf as they head for home... when we got to marina sq.. xiao mei say they all headin for suntec... piangs.. we all xian diao...

so we all walked bk to city link... and bought ourselves drinks to hydrate ourselves... then walked to city hall station to head for home... kel and me bid byes to xiao di.. cuz takin diff lines.. but met at e escalator.. and both of them did a ^5... cool wor... haha.. then chatted with kel while waitin for train to arrive... then we managed to get ourselves into e train... and finally drop at lavender and walk home.. thou no food since sakae till now.. well.. still ok la.. used 2 it... *stomach growls*... ok.. now its givin me a sign to end entry asap.. haha!!!

well... tts all for today.... for now.. pics time...


sushi combo we had.. and we gobble it up within mins.. howz tt.. HAHA...


e drinks of e day.. not to b miz... haha!!! cheerz!




19 July 2007;7:49 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
zzzz... a wk juz passed like tt... but i m glad its over... cuz this wk has been a busy wk.. due to CAs and roleplay again...

well.. today... woke up with red eyes... don know y... then my mum joked.. "bee ah.. ur eyes kenna boxed last nite huh? or had too much fighting dreams" piangs... leng dao.. anywae... showered then head to e bus stop.. waited for like 20 mins? then one bloody bus and was suppose 2 meet at 8.30.. guess most of us were late... and guess wad.. rabaltu, da ma and xiao mei took same bus as me and i didn know... then i shocked them frm e bk.. and didn wanna look at them in e eye.. cuz my eyes painful.. don wanna spead it to them... zzzz... then reached staff rm there.. saw kelly and cheryl.. guess xiao di is LATE! haiz.. tsk tsk.. anywae... xiao di head in staff rm to get our props.. then finally miss chan came...

in e rm.. she showed us our LAST WK's REHERSALS... OMG!!! stress.. then when i saw our grp de.. mine all e way side profile nia.. piangs.. i alr tried my best.. and try not to bk face cam and stuff... but anywae.. yea.. saw other grp de.. thou last grp de kenna cut off... zzzz.. then after tt... cher ask we all if wanna do roleplay today.. cuz we can choose not to do de.. but in e end we still did la.. due to grp 1 de protest.. but guess wad.. director and e lady in charge of cam rm not ard...zzzz... then took some time..then finally cher got video cam.. but was after finishin grp 1 de rehersal... gotta say.. they did betta than last wk wor... got more probs.. then clothings all nice... thou voice still not tt clear.. but e props were all good...

then came our grp de.. seems kinda dead... but was nonsense towards e end... esp when i had no carrier to keep e pencil case... plus when final part when xiao di as a manager was suppose 2 talk 2 me.. he keep gigglin.. then he stumble.. fumble.. and mumble.. piangs... then his face red like ang pao... i also cannot tah han.. wanna burst out and luff... wah lau!! paiseh la... but anywae.. came final grp...

more ppl this time.. props not a lot... but still.. was farnie... and finally... our roleplay rehersal END!!! WHEE... then head up for afd.... durin class.. we debate with cher xia.. cuz all e way.. her explaination all so weird de.. then da ma and myself enjoyed class esp with jb and kx in front of us.... da ma wanna rest on table also cannot... wanna eat med properly also cannot.. cuz jb keep jokin.. then apparently cher keep lookin in our direction.. plus her "diao" ppl session came on... but heck la.. we enjoyed ourselves can le... haha...

finally came lunch break.. 2 HRS.. PLUS BO OFA!! oooo lala... then wanted 2 go C1.. but bo place... so bo bian.. head 2 C2... found ourselves seats but mostly we separate ard e area la... and suvin, soonyan, juliana, jj and andy came join in..
had lunch... then we head to buy some snacks at co-op... well.. da ma and myself bought kel's nitemare item.. MILK!! LOL... i bought one huge de.. then da ma bought small small de... hehe... then we drink and walked 2 e stadium tryin 2 kill time... then end up.. we all luff like crazy.. all thanx to jb again.. while xiao di and gy head to e bball court there play soccer... haha... then we luff and joked till 1.45.. was time for AFD CA... zzzz.. so we head up to 5th floor.. but guess wad.. cher ask we all go com lab at 03-21 to do... piangs.. wasted xia.. so walked down 2 3rd floor.. then did test.. hav to say was quite ok test.. thou as usual.. words all twisted.. quite a no. of them confused la... then finish test.. check check... heng kel, cheryl and my ans almost e same.. except i FORGOT TO ADD ONE AMT!!! WASTED EVEN MORE!!! PIANGS!!!! QI SI WO!!!! anywae.. yep.. finally.. finish today.. and with quite a sad end.. then we all tap our cards to SAY WE R OUTTA SCH!!! zzzz... then ken, xiao di, da jie, xiao mei and myself took bus 2... while walkin 2 e bus stop.. saw suvin and soon yan... then took e bus.. chatted with suvin and soon yan a bit... thou i kinda interupted quite a lot(i m sorry)... and we chatted... then reach tanah merah stop.. then we bid them byes.. then at e bus stop.. da ma bid us bye as well.. cuz she hav a "VIP" to meet with... then actually we wanted to meet her "VIP" de... but cannot wait for so long.. so chiong to train station.. as... if we miz tt train.. we gotta wait for another 10 mins?!.. so we zi tao chiong.. heng board e train in time... then we chat, crap.. enjoyed it... then when it reached my stop.. i decided to company xiao di and xiao mei to city hall.. then reach city hall.. bid xiao mei and xiao di bye.. head off to e plattform tt heads to lavender... suprisingly.. wasn as crowded.. then finally.. reached lavender..

while walkin bk.. 3 ginas approached me... ask me help them buy cigs.. so i anythin lor.. then helped them buy.. guess they gonna BBQ their lungs like wad ppl say... well.. then head home.. then showered.. nua a bit.. chat... RC will always online de... glad 2 hav them ard... if not i wld b as gd as dead at home.... zzz..

anywae.. sis got home ard 6plus.. asked me go company her to see physician.. but i wasn in e mood.. so didn go with her.. guess wad.. she cldn find tt name card.. when she got there.. e place was closed... and she was damn pissed... and she gua gua jiao la.. and i kenna la... well.. used 2 it liao.. wad to do... i guess... due to e fustrations and nonsense debates over small things gotten over me... i been extremely moody.. thou mayb chatty... well... i m turnin myself into a freakshow...

anywae.. i shldn say much liao... tts all for e day.. take care all.. cuz weathers' been bad.. rest more and drink more PLAIN water ya...

CHeeRZ...

p.s.. WISHIN DA MA TO GET WELL SOON WOR.... :)




14 July 2007;12:30 am Y
I will quietly wait for you...
well... today was quite a short day...

woke up late as usual... heh heh... but my mum send me to sch la... then on e way.. i was like... zzzz.. miz remedial... ok la.. no big deal... oops... naughty me liao... jia lat....

then in sch... tap card le.. go lvl 3 and wait... then i ask xiao mei if they were abt to end.. then xiao mei asked me go e other class.. so ok lor... so on e way.. saw kel.. he also juz came.. so we head to class where e rest were.. and quite a no. of them were not here yet... so kel and myself sat with da ma and xiao mei... and WAH! they bought bread xia.. breakfast shiok xia.. jealous.. then kel was like "aiya! forgot to buy drink..." =_=lll.... farnie...then we did rev papers... and kel was like bullet train xia.. he finish e test damn fast.. i take my time.. then was rather chatty... and e rest were all dead... and apparently kenna CAUGHT by QUAH la... piangs... damn suay....

nvm... then time 2 switch rm... i haven finish my qn.. kel alr hand in liao... WADDE!!! WIN LIAO LOR.. SUA... nvm.. then kel msg xiao di and ask where is he... guess wad.. xiao di thot class start at 10.30... msg him 10am.. he still at CITY HALL nia!!! OMG!!! POWER.... then nvm... we change 2 e other classrm... while doin.. finally.. xiao di reach liao.. with tt paiseh come gong gong look.. then he sat with gy... hmmm... kekeke... ok.... fine.. then finish tt test.. QUAH GAVE ANOTHER! zzzz.... then do lor.. then while doin... chatty again. then QUAH saw AGAIN!! SUAY LA!!! PIANGS!!!! QI SI WO... anywae.. nvm.. then abt to finish.. QUAH move ard.. then ask da ma and xiao mei, check check mah... keke.... then wanted 2 hand in... then she walked away.. yakin to jj and andy.... then we don know which part of e table shld we put at to consider "hand in".. lol... then da ma saw... one stack belonged to e 2 "AH BU NEI NEI" de... considered "SPECIAL CASE"... LOL... damn farnie...

then after tt.. we were suppose to go for this META sales meetin.. but end up.. i called annie koh... then she ask we all go for monday's one instead of today... -_-lll.. waste our time... zzzz... nvm... so we head to bfd class... got bk bfd class test.. and biangs.. i didn do well... haiz.. all thanx to over-referencin to e case study.. then kenna deduct lor... haiz... xian diao... guess wkends is gonna b suxy... cuz gotta study... tues is alr bfd CA liao.. cannot afford to do badly... if not its gonna affect my grades a lot... grrrr.... then thurs roleplay rehersal again plus afd test.. its a wk i wldn wanna look forward to...

then durin bfd.. there was one of e heads of sch of biz came to give us a talk on e electives tt we need 2 select soon.. cuz e course is gonna start in OCT this yr... tt means most of us mayb separated frm one another... ARGH!!! sad.... i wish we can all take e same thing... well.. i guess tts mostly not gonna happen... cuz all of us alr got an idea where we wanna go alr...

anywae.. after tt.. suprisingly... we all head for OFA.. cuz accordin to da ma.. in her dictionary.. "OFA NOT ON FRI.. END SCH AT 12NN".... LOL... farnie xia... anywae.. we had OFA.. and cher asked we all do silly things xia... zzz... anywae... OFA CA grade for me was not v satisfyin.... haiz... not hardworkin enough i guess.. well.. thou i been on com e whole time.. but i m still a com idiot... zzz... yep... anywae.. after doin a NONSENSE file with her.. she let us off.. WOOTS... off we go man...

so.. xiao di, kel, da ma, xiao mei and myself head off to TM... cuz da ma need 2 buy somethin frm e hokkiado fair for her relative.. when we left sch along with jian bin and rabaltu.. its chaos... cuz full all flooded... zzz.. so we all jia lat xia.. then walk to another bus stop.. 2 buses also full.. but one of them rabaltu managed to get in and left... LOL... then end up.. jian bin and kel wanted 2 walk there... while e rest of us take a cab... zzzz... after kel and jian bin walk a distance.. bus 10 came... so we try to call them bk.. and 2 of them ran... then we chiong up e bus xia... haha... then we got ourselves to e interchange.. before we left e bus.. there was this boy.. i guess he fell asleep without knowin its alr at e interchange.. and no one bother to tap him.. and we juz walked past him.. and kinda giggled a bit... then finally.. someone tapped him.. and he chiong off e bus.. LOL...

then at e interchange.. jian bin took another bus to head home.. then we saw rabaltu.. her eyes were kinda teary... don know y.. anywae.. at e interchange mac.. we saw mama.. she da bao mac xia... LOL... then while we were on e way to TM.. we saw cheryl, er jie and Athena... they were chattin happily till cldn hear me and xiao di xia... LOL.. so i ran towards them and scare them... hehe... =P... after a short chat.. we bid them bye and head to TM with kel, da ma and xiao mei... when we reached e hokkiado fair.. e stuff tt da ma wanted to buy.. OMG!! E QUEUE IS LIKE ALL E WAY INTO A DEPARTMENT STORE!! LOL... then we decided to go each 1st.. i was abt to die of hunger.. LOL.. so we head to last floor de food court munch... ALSO.. CROWDED.... zzz... but heng.. kel found seats.. so they all head out to buy food.. while xiao mei and myself hang on a while.. when da ma came bk.. we head off to buy.. hehe.. i ate korean food... wasn v nice la.. but well.. cant waste food there can i... LOL... anywae... after eatin.. we head down to get e stuff da ma need 2 buy.. so while xiao mei and her queued... xiao di, kel and myself jalan ard... then we went to e toy department.. and frm there we all were like happie happie... stare at e toys.. i feel like a kid once again.. rembin how i always got lost... and cry like no one's biz.. haha.. o well..

then we head bk down to see if xiao mei and da ma r done.. and finally they were buyin it.. so we roam ard OP shop... LOL... then finally they were done and abt to walk off liao... O.O... wah!! so i told them to hold on, and we all went over.. and i scared them.. hehe... then we all head towards mrt station.. bid bye to kel and head off.. so we took to pasir ris and bk... then i drop off at simei.. go find my cousin... bid them bye.. and hop off e train..(not physically hop off la.. LOL)

then i walked to his place.. and ehhh.. due to e fact tt i haven been to his hse for quite sometime.. but ar-ga ar-ga know e way la.. when reach his blk.. called him and asked wad floor is his hse.. LOL.. oops.. finally reached his place.. then don know y he so happie...(i reali wanna know..) anywae... it was 3.30pm.. he had his tuition in e kitchen.. so i stayed in his rm and watch movie(date movie.. WOO.. FARNIE XIA) and also played com game(DIABLO!)... but in e process.. i was bored.. so see wad he was doin.. guess wad.. HE DOIN ACCS XIA... LOL...

so i join in to listen.. cuz was on bank recon... tts e one i didn reali catch it durin sec sch days.. all thanx to e in and out of hospital... grrr.. nvm... so i sat in and listen... then he doin halfway.. he ask me qns instead of his tuition cher.. i was like O.O..."ehhhh... couz.. i didn do well in this part u ask me for wad xia"... then he stared at me and "YA HOR"... piangs... *fainted*... then he tuition cher luffed... then after a while.. i leave him to do... then head bk 2 his rm and kill time... then ah ma called me.. ask me how 2 go ECP frm PAYA LEBAR... cuz she don know.. and she got SC outin xia.. LOL....

then while i was outside smokin and chattin with her... then after tt... i stood there and finish up.. and by then.. was alr 5.30pm liao... cousin's tuition end... woooo... then his tuition cher stared at me and smile and bid bye.. was kinda stunned thou.. and so i bid her bye as well.. then cousin was like lets go buy alcohol man!!! i was like errr.. ok.. then he farnie la.. ride BICYCLE.. frm his place to east point... zzzz.. farnie la... then i was kind hungry.. so walked 2 east point while he cycled there... then head down to NTUC fairprice.. i bought 2 cup noodles.. and thru-out e whole time.. he was starein at all e wines and alcohol... and so we bought like ehhh more than 2 dozens breezers and 2 bottles of red wine and a large can of STOUT... LOL.... then we paid up.. then while he cycles bk.. i sabo him to bring all e bottles bk... hehe.. so i walk, he cycled bk... then we left e drinks in e fridge and started playin XBOX...

1st we played HALO2... OMG... damn sua ku xia.. either i get lost or die cuz took wrong route.. or he ask himself where he goin xia.. then was like 2 blur folks playin xia... then we order mac.. hehe.. and burgers... by then was quite late liao.. he gotta go bk 2 his other hse at Changi... so he sabo me.. chiong half amt of breezers.. i was like.. ehhh.. ok lor... when i took 1st sip.. its like soda.. bo alcohol taste xia... so i finish like abt 4 bottles in less than an hr plus? oops... now tts scary... then after tt.. he wasn happie i still ok.. so he opened one of e red wines... then guess wad.. he open till e bottle cork split into 2... HAHA!! damn farnie la... then we figure how 2 open.. way no.1.. try to slice it... way no. 2.. try again.. way no. 3.. use lighter burn... and FINALLY!! IT OPEN!! and we were like zzz... xian liao... but still WE DRANK... and after abt 2 glass.. his face red liao... then he started to blabber and walk in an unusual way.. LOL... then he ask me.."U STILL NOT DOWN AH?*hicks"... i stare at him... still far xia.. then he K.O.-ed on e sofa.. then he started punchin e air.. don know y... HAHA...

so i waked him up ard 10 plus.. he still look red thou... so after clearin up all e trash.. we left e place... then he took a bus bk 2 his other hse.. while i walked 2 e simei mrt station... and my stomach was filled with gas.. so burped along e way... heng no ppl xia.. LOL... then in e train.. i was still ok la.. lookin ard.. ppl msg me.. then listen 2 music and stuff... then finally reach my stop.. got off and walk home la.. then while walkin bk.. i msg my cousin and ask if he ok mah.. he say he is home liao... thot i drunk liao.. LOL.. i was still ok lor.. then he was like "DAMN U!! ALWAYS CHEAT MY FEELINS!!zzzzzzz" HAHA.. well.. i got bk.. head for a cold shower.. then wanted to chat.. but i guess not many ppl was in a chattin mood today.. i guess schs gettin tense and everyone is feelin it and gettin tired.... well.. i wish can b more chatty.. but i guess i m always chatty at e wrong time.... sobs... haiz.. wad to do to help them relax...

anywae.. shan't say much liao la.. b4 i emo like juz now and end up kenna taken pic by sis who ka jiao-ed to me cuz she wanna use com.. LOL....

well today's pics...

party party!! LOL... ^^


anyone ONZ to challenge me? LOL....


*courtesy frm my sis(e cam woman) zzzzz...

well.. tts all ppl...

CHeeRz.. :)




12 July 2007;10:58 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
alrite... i guess today.. well.. it was fun come sux... why? cuz we got ROLEPLAY and ITS BLOODY FULL DRESS REHERSAL?! wadde hell.. and guess wad.. 1st, cher say cannot use script.. 2nd, she say we gonna kenna filmed and gonna be shown IN SCHOOL?!.. 3rd.. we all not FULLY PREPARED XIA... and guess wad..

last nite went ZOUK.. drank like siao... but still ok.. as usual, sis dao again... well.. wad 2 do... haiz... anywae... didn sleep much.. was extremely shagged.... dragged myself to sch.. on e bus, da ma and xiao mei board e same bus as me... gosh.. i thot they wun make it xia... well.. i slept thruout e ride... was tired xia... and kinda mean la.. cuz i took whole seat and juz koon there.... :S... anywae... reached sch.. met up with xiao di.. waited for kelly, cheryl and rabaltu... and we wanted 2 take e shelf tt we TONG PANG annie koh.. and apparently we were late in collectin.. and she wasn happie... oops...

anywae... we chiong to e studio.. and saw miss chan.. and guess wad.. we were e earliest... HENG MAN! then we report liao.. slowly some ppl came in la... then some of them don know this don know tt... it was a messy situation... then one grp HAS ONLY 3 PPL ARD?! OMG! JIA LAT XIA... then 1st grp started... then miss chan wasn tt happie... so she gather us and do some self intro.. ehh? wadde... farnie... then we continue... then was our grp ICHIGO!!! OMG!! NERVOUS XIA... and apparently i v nervous.. all cold hands and feet.. some face blank blank... wah... ji panic xia... then end up.. thou was kinda cut chop.. but still we managed to pull thru... then came e last grp tt has only 3 ppl.. AND THEY PULL IT OFF NICELY MAN!! was damn entertainin man... they damn pro... they reali pull it off... was gd!!! *salutes*...

then head on to afd... as usual.. we loiter ard outside... haha!!! so we took some pics.. was cool... then we walked in... then guess wad? revision test... zzz.. xian man.... so we did.. and ms quah wrote tt there is remedial 2molo... WAH LAU... AGAIN AH!!! NEED 2 LEAVE MY BED EARLY!!! I DON WAN!!! LET ME SPEND MORE TIME WITH MY BED CAN?!... hemph!! >.<.... anywae... then da ma and myself finished e test quite early.. so head off and then da jie, er jie and xiao mei and mama came.. so we took off to c1 to CHOP place... LOL...

while waitin for e rest... we change out frm our home clothes.. thou was comfy.. but didn wanna b stared as an ailen... LOL... after we change out le... e rest came and was time for LUNCH... man.. was i hungry... AND ITS JAPANESE FOOD AGAIN!!!! YUM YUM!!! after much gobblin.. was kinda cravin to buy some snacks... so went to co-op.. didn see anythin nice.. so head on to seng city.. guess wad... saw a lot of QQ gummys... woots.. so bought one blueberry... while xiao mei bought 2 pkts of diff flavours and of course.. one of them is STRAWBERRY!! LOL... anywae.. i bought a few more stuff... and we are off to ofa... while doin e so called class test... we munched, played my music and luff like mad... but i reali feel damn noob... NEEDED HELP!!! zzzz... with big thanx to kel, ken and da ma and xiao mei.. i managed to finish man... gosh.. so much i don know xia...

anywae... e thing i will remb today frm ofa is "cher! WAD IS THE "SHIT(sheet)" NAME AH?" and e ans is "U WILL FIND SHIT IN E TOILET BOWL".. piangs... i reali luff damn hard man... and also e blurrness of da ma nxt to me plus ken bein fierce to her while teaching/helping and she complained reali made me luff... and also kx's monitor reali worked damn hard today... cuz he keep turnin e monitor over to compare with kel's de... while kel is busyin runnin abt helpin those with SOS signals... LOL... was damn HAPPENIN TODAY XIA.... so time passed damn fast man.. and was time to change for PE class.. and guess wad... i didn bring my pe attire... so ehhh.. oops... bo bian.. nua again lor.. and quite a no. of us didn bring also... heck la... while waitin for v long time.. we thot e cher wun come.. but guess wad she did.. then she asked wad we wanted to do... we thot of indoor games wld b betta.. so all head off to indoor hall and play badminton... while those who didn hav pe attire cannot play... so guess wad did e guys did.. they fold up their pants... LOL.. was damn farnie... but they look "sexy" xia.. wee wee!! LOL!!! kiddin... anywae.. yep... while spendin time with xiao mei and da ma.. jian bin came along... with HIS EXTREME COLD WEATHER JOKES...

and reali luff non-stop.. and i dropped dead and luff.... was damn farnie.... haha... and finally pe class abt to end.. i luff till wanted to koon... then soon yan wanted to give me a step in the face.... -_-lll... heng i XIAM in time xia.. if not ah... jia lat liao.... then we head to gym to hav attendence taken.. then tried e gym.. was gd... can gym there le... gdgd... then did a bit of weight liftin.. and oops.. my 1 yr of non-wight lift trainin juz gone like tt... zzzzz.... anywae.. then finally CAN ZHAO AH!!! then we all zi tao chiong out and go go go... LOL... then we tapped card...and mr jian bin thot e system too sot tt he hav to leave e card there for don know how long.. while e queue behind #$%^&... was damn farnie xia.. like kids... then we took e stairs down... then bid byes to those who r take diff way frm us.. and left xiao di, da ma, xiao mei and myself...

so we reach Bus 2 de bus stop while waitin.. soon yan and juliana joined in.. so we chatted... then there was a chewin gum tt was bein spit on e ground... at 1st da ma kenna.. then she xian diao... rub her soles of e shoes on e grass patch... then we all xiam tt part.. but guess wad.. xiao di stepped on it like damn shuang xia... when we didn see e chewin gum patch.. we were like ehhh... cfm under xiao di's shoes... guess wad. BINGO! its there.. and he kenna... zzzz.. then he xian diao.. rub e soles of his shoes on e grass damn chu li xia... and then.. e bus came... we all board it... so on board.. quite a no. of ppl... so we were kinda quiet.. esp xiao di.. don know y xia.. LOL... anywae... there was this kid who board e bus with a maid... then he stared at me.. so i let him thru.. while his maid e jammed at e other side... then when we were abt to get off e bus.. he wanna pass thru.. but my hand blocked his way.. then i let him thru... biangs... he not shuang isst.. gotta pass thru once.. pass thru again xia... nvm.. i heck... LOL... anywae.. soon yan and juliana continue with e bus ride... so we bid them byes and head on 2 e mrt station... and heng heng.. we got ourselves seats... while they were chattin.. i was more of e quiet one.. and i don know y... LOL.... anywae.. b4 i reach my stop... i stand up.. cuz too many ppl.. backside big mah.. so stand lor.. LOL...

so decided to take to city hall, kinda send xiao di off.. then take bk to lavender again.. haha.. then head home.. as usual... upgradin work was goin on ard my block.. v dirty and dusty.. sneezed like siao.... then took e lift and when i was abt to reach e gate of my hse... somethin caught my eye.. e view frm my place is wonderful xia.. so i spend quite sometime outside.. and apparently e doggies know tt i m bk.. so they made a lot of noise.. so no choice.. i open e door and let them out... and they were excited... then head off to shower... had chips for dinner.. so now nua-in.. i guess it gonna b a dreadful day 2molo.. but nv FRET!! GOIN HOKKIADO FAIR!! and gonna meet up with my couz for a few drinks at his place.. as usual.. aim me to get drunk.. cuz many attempts to do so hav failed.. well.. don know when is he gonna give up... :X...

anywae.. pics time!

ROLEPLAY GRP:ICHIGO!! YAHOO!!


some of RC18!! WHEE....

alrite... tts all for today

chEErz.... :)




11 July 2007;9:59 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
alrite... today... i came in bloody late to sch....zzzzz.... due to disturb sleep in e streets.....

anywae... today cldn finish OFA stuff in sch... biangs... all e test and stuff r all smackin into my face.. nxt wk is like chaos.. esp tues and thurs... grrr.. both bfd and afd test respectively.... man... when will it eva end....

well.. anywae... had sch as usual... but was emo.. and violent... so pardon me for bein so... anywae... after sch.. did a bit of e roleplay.. was kinda overboard la.. cuz its like its too farnie.. shld see e looks frm xiao di... damn farnie.. i juz burst out... then script towards e end.. xiao di add wrong word... i was like zzzz... piangs.... luff again.. luff till whole face red.... nvm.. then managed to finish e trial run of roleplay... then.. finish le.. SHOU GONG AH!!! LOL

then decided to play pool with xiao di, kel, gy and ken.. and apparently... they all v famous xia.. sec sch frens all over.. mine leh? all other side of sg... haiz.. wad 2 do.. nvm.... so played a bit of pool.. as usual.. I SUX... nvm.. then see gy play with a challenger.. thou he lost.. but he POWER... he and kel... both power king.. finish one game like don know how fast xia... COOL WOR.. then ken didn play.. cuz i don know y... HAHA... anywae.. yep... so after tt.. was alr 5 plus... we left sch.. bid our goodbyes.. and head home... on i took train bk with xiao di and ken... enjoyed e chat... haha.. then walked home.. and was home alone.. for v long time.. well... thou was borin.. but got Rc 18 to chat online with.. WTH... enjoy man.. hehe...

then now.. hear i m.. bloggin.. but its like v empty... but its okie.. and i found many more new songs.. mostly r oldies.. e ones i love to listen when i m down, alone, out jalan-in... its relaxin... so... hope u all like it... enjoy...

CHeeRZ.... :)




10 July 2007;10:08 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
well... another day with another entry....

into 2nd day of sch... shockingly.. was early.. cuz i was at e bus stop... my mum picked me and send me to sch... (ehhh? y didn say so.. at least i wun need to walk... *grumble grumble*.... )

anywae... head to class... saw kel and suvin... both of them were early... but cher was late... hehe... i guess we r not e only ones who r in e holiday mood... o well.. anywae... we waited... then andy reached... then not long later... cher reach.. and i was like damn!... y she come... then nvm.. we head into class.. as i take a seat... e bag on e table look v comfy.. so kinda fell asleep... and so... i look ard.. and K.O-ed... and slept till finally class started... and it was like cher ka jiaoed me la.... she called me i cant remb how many times... then xiao mei who was nxt to me, tappped me.. i was half awake.. but my eyes went O.O... when cher say.. "ivey wake up.. come sing us a song"... i was like huh?... crap... don wanna let me sleep... grrr...

nvm... had lessons.. then was time for LUNCH!!! hehe... but sadly.. cafe1 flooded... so head on to cafe 2.. had e same old food as usual... then all thanx to a bloody msg... i was all pissed.... grrrr... shan't eleborate more.... then we had lunch.. while da ma was on her way to sch.. cuz she cldn wake up... LOL.... so we left cafe2... she finally came.. so we head on to BFD... then cher was also farnie... cuz she kinda grumble here and there abt our sch attendence... blah blah blah... then she started lesson, abt half hr later?.... hmmm... nvm.... thruout class was farnie all.. cuz e guys nxt to me were all makin jokes... so we tried damn hard not to luff too hard... and we giggled... then cher gave black face... oops... worst... our powerful "MAHJONG CHER/ SC" fell asleep xia.... cher also exploded... kekeke....

then we head on to a torturous 2 hrs of OFA... but was quite farnie... cuz we all sat all 2getha in one place... then we had so much fun.... luff.. giggled... i nv had this fun in a class man.... and i shouted for "HELP" frm cher in chinese xia.. and she communicated in chinese with me xia.... cool.... hehe...

then cher let us off early.. cuz we finished our stuff le... and while on e way out.. i almost killed da ma... oops.... hehe..(pardon me for bein too much of a "DOWNLOADER")... and so we head out... then log ourselves out... then head out to bus stop.. take a bus and change to train.. and head to DG.... while xiao mei and da ma head off home...

and seein e stuff tt ken bought... wah... ji rich yi xia.... then stare at him ate waffles with ice cream at Galare(don know if i got e spellin rite xia)... tried a bit... was nice!! YUM!... then after tt... gy left... cuz he got stuff to attend to... then kel, xiao di, ken and myself head to MOS burger... and was like wah... ~~~ffffooooooooooddddd~~~ hehe.... then bought myself a meal.. and apparently i misinterpreted e EBI as fish when its prawn.. and kinda sabo-ed kel... (I M SORRY!).... :S.... then we all ate... chat a bit.. apparently abt e kinda biz i wldn wanna step myself in again.... i feel tt makin quick cash.. tt way may turn u into another person... i m sorry for sayin tt for those who r doin so now... but tts how i feel as i hav almost stepped myself into one... and many hav come out kpkb-in abt it.... so i reali don know wad to say... but if ya doin tt... i will respect tt....

okie... i m becomin another "charcoal" person(but no bbq pls.. steamboat wld b betta.. keke...)... shan't say more... anywae.. lookin at today's pic.. i think a lot xia... i guess i m juz sot ba... oops... wad can i say... they brought in so much diff and wonderful colours in my life... wad will life b without them xia?? well.. juz cant think of it... ehh.. appriciate them cannot meh? =P



well... tts all folks... =.=lll...*looneys off*

cheerz....




9 July 2007;9:14 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
well... today is 1st day of sch after 3 wks of holiday....

it was e suxiest day man... cuz 1st of all... i overslept... i thot class was at 8plus or 9.... so got up at 7 plus.... and OMG!!! MY NAILS LOOK LIKE!!! EEEEE....

anywae.. yea... then chiong out of my hse was like don know wad time liao... reached sch like half hr late? oops.... xian diao... was damn tired man.... then after 2 hrs head on to bfd.... was kinda blur blur... then after 2 long hrs was lunch break.. due to population demand... we stayed at cafe 2 for lunch and did last min afd hw... esp for me la... LOL.... thou it kinda irritated gy.. cuz of his" phobia to hw"... LOL..

heng i managed 2 chiong finish la... thou my hands ached like don know wad... yep.. and so was afd... i kept yawnin like a lion.. and both kelly and xiao mei was like "aiyo"... then gd thing cher give us break inbetween.. cuz we were havin e "monday blues"... lol... and i almost wanted 2 kill her + luff my head off.. cuz she wanted 2 ask me do somethin on e board... then i guess she forgotten my name after 3 wks... so she called me "EVELYN" intsead of IVEY!!! BIANGS!!!! BIG DIFF XIA.... then after correcting her.. her whole face was like "ang pao" xia.... nvm... i luff so hard tt i forgot wad i needed 2 do xia... oops... paiseh.... anywae... then did stuff on board.. with e help frm mama's paper... LOL....

then finally.. she decides to let us off early.. but not much diff la.. LOL.... then we left... while kel and gy heads down to touch e pool table after unable to touch for 3 wks... and plus its damn cheap mah.. compare to outside.... while on e way bk.. i guess xiao di was tired.. he was sooooooooooooo quiet today xia... LOL... after i got home.. i nv do much and juz fell asleep like a log and slept till 9 pm... gosh... i guess i can don need 2 sleep 2nite liao... well... only heaven knows.. and guess wad.. i m abt to fall sick soon... weather now is like warm.. but i m cold... sheez... damn it... sch always make me fall sick... if not ah... there will b someone "scoldin behind my back xia".... zzzz.....

anywae... tts all folks... mayb due to time constrain... my bloggin entries may bcome lesser and lesser... but still... stay tune folks.....:P

CHeeRZ....




8 July 2007;12:05 am Y
I will quietly wait for you...
well.... today ah... slept like a baby... si bei shag xia... got up ard 12 plus...

then gotta shower and head out liao... then xiao di say meet tampines... then when he msg me tt he came out liao.. i still in bed nua-in... then i hit e showers.. pack stuff and head out liao.. guess wad.. i kenna same train as him xia... LOL... so farnie...

then we reach tampines.. look ard for seats... then bo space.. then got a msg frm kel, sayin he reach liao.. wanna go play arcade... msg him when we reach.. i was like HUH?! WADDE... BO JIO... nvm.. call him... ask him come down meet... then he xian diao... cuz he alr at 4th floor.. haha... so he came down meet us...

then we jalan ard tm... GOT HOKKAIDO FAIR!!! goody!!! BUT SI BEI CROWDED AH... its more of lang-ga-in fair xia.. bo space turn.. turn one side lang ga ppl, turn another side lang ga ppl again.. then hav to SQUEEZE SQUEEZE!!! xian... so we head down basement to find food... cuz si bei hungry... so kel and myself bought XXL crispy chicken... then head out and xiao di bought waffles.. so we started munchin and waitin for e rest... then we waited and da ma reached... she lost her way xia.. LOL.. damn farnie.. then me and xiao di walked off.. left kel.. and guess wad.. he kenna STALKED!!! LOL... biangs.. suay... then we waited for kel.. then head down for a cup of bubble tea... guess wad.. xiao di's one leaked.. damn farnie.... then mine was like si bei sweet lor... (green apple yogurt)... ehhh.. isnt yogurt suppose to taste kinda sour?.... zzzz... anywae...

then finally gy and kx reach... then we seriously hungry le... so head to east link food court find food.. then ate halfway... jj and ken reach.. then we munch finish.. head to 24 hr mac find soonyan... then we found ourselves seats and do stuff.. but due to my phone call... i kinda too screwed to do... so didn do much.. and copy a bit frm da ma.. oops...(naughty me)... then gy left, cuz he meetin family to go concert.... sad tt he cldn stay longer... yep.. but anywae... then after a while.. we reali xian liao.. guys most of them bo mood do.. so started chattin and chattin.. LOL.. so we decided to go off frm mac.. then kx meetin fren, so left le... then e rest of us went century sq jalan.. as usual.. all follow me... biangs... then we went "roundin..." like drivin car xia.. then we head to tm... then saw.. GOT INITAL D v4... then xiao di, kel and me dou high le qi lai... gian to play mah.. cannot blame.. keke... then while startin to play.. da ma, ken, jj, soonyan left... sad man.. then left e 3 of us again... LOL....

but heck la... so we played on and on.. and finally i killed 1 round of tt idiot ugly fella... zzz.... so i play e easy round and time attack de... best record somemore... then play again... beat my own score.. cool man... hehe... nice man... then after tt, we decided to play daytona.. ADVANCE DE.. AND OMG!!! I SUX LIKE DON KNOW WAD MAN.... zzzz... kel drive till happie happie... then xiao di kinda in a fix... i worst... last part, kenna trashed by xiao di and kel... zzzz... nvm.. then we head to basement buy tori-Q... then ate.. then wanted to walk off.. then kel.. FORGOT.. wan takopachi... haha.. forgot 2 buy... farnie xia.. then bought le.. we head to starbucks... then kel farnie xia... ppl lim kopi.. he jiak his takopachi there... LOL... then i bought myself a venti mocha frappicino...(don know how 2 spell la... :S).... then drink.. then kel ate liao, also bought one small de.. same drink... *COPY ME!!!* LOL.... kiddin... then xiao di si bei farnie... budget... drink e free milk there... with a tiny cup.. and with e stirer... LOL.. damn farnie... yep... then we joked and gao siao there.. was damn fun man.. i reali enjoyed myself... then after tt... kel walked home while xiao di and myself took a train bk... as usual, we took to pasir ris and bk... so we chat a lot there... was relaxin... it made e ride home enjoyin.... then took to city hall with xiao di.. then took e train bk 2 lavender.... haha.. bo liao xia... but was ok with me la...

then i reached lavender... i was like xian.. so early go bk... so i sat at e park with all my memories come bk in my mind.. as i light a cig... things juz come bk to my mind... as i walked down e road tt i used to run durin my mornin monster trainin.. it brought bk a lot of things.... after finishin... i walked bk.... and bought a drink and head for home... here i m... bloggin....

zzz.. schs abt to start... it sux as life gonna get suxier.... well... i m still glad i came ITE... if not.. i wldn know these wonderful ppl who hav brought many colours in my life... i m thankin for their existence in my life.. and i m gonna keep u all in my heart.... (roya|e Champs 18)...

alritey... tts all folks....

chEErz.....


la kopi man... enjoy enjoy.. ^^



see see.. we can drive car liao.. cuz we got "drivin licence" liao.. LOL..




6 July 2007;8:22 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
was readin xiao mei's bloggie... and i came across this...

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
B = You are always cautious when it comes to meeting new people.
C = You definitely have a partier side in you, don't be shy to show it.
D = You have trouble trusting people.
E = You are a very exciting person.
F = Everyone loves you.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.
H =You are not judgmental.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
J =Jealously
K =You like to try new things.
L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
M = Success comes easily to you.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
O = You are very open-minded.
P =You are very friendly and understanding.
Q = You are a hypocrite.
R =You are a social butterfly.
S = You are very broad-minded.
T = You have an attitude, a big one.
U = You feel like you have to equal up to people's standards.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
W = You like your privacy.
X = You never let people tell you what to do.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.
Z = You're always fighting with someone.

lets see wads mine.....

A = You can be very quiet when you have something on your mind.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.

S = You are very broad-minded.
E = You are a very exciting person.
O = You are very open-minded.
W = You like your privacy.

L = Love is something you deeply believe in.
I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
N = You like to work, but you always want a break.
G = You have excellent ways of viewing people.

I =You are always smiling and making others smile.
V = You have a very good physique and looks.
E = You are a very exciting person.
Y = You cause a lot of trouble.

well... some of them are v true abt me.. some explains a bit of my past... but e L part not v correct.. V part also... I is like half half ba... cuz... love.. i do believe in.. but i know i wun hav mine... V? i don hav a gd physique and looks.. tts damn wrong xia... LOL.... I? i don reali smile.. but i love to make ppl smile and luff.. it help to brighten their day as well as mine.... cuz i rather b e one sad than everyone ard me bein sad...

i juz wish for a simple hug... sometimes it becomes too much 2 ask for... end up... i rather locked myself in a world where darkness is of e essence.... and i hav carried a burden tt i may or may not b able to let go.... i wish to hav more fun with frens and stuff.. but a fear tt i had, hav caused myself to shut myself frm all... ~~how many cuts should i repeat? how many fate should i accept? does it hav an end?~~~ as the scars remind me.... a path tt i shldn go bk... and move on and enjoy with life and with e ppl ard... i m so glad to hav u all in my life...

CHeeRZ....




;11:57 am Y
I will quietly wait for you...
alritey... i m bk with another entry... cuz e whole of last nite was out... so nv blog...

start frm yest ba... was suppose 2 meet ICHIGO members to do props... was suppose 2 meet at bugis at 11.. but i only received at call at 11 when i m still SLEEPIN!!!! zzzz... xian diao.. so chiong down and meet them... then xiao mei came in late... nvm.. we go da bao food and walked 2 my place..

at my place.. guess wad... my doggies wanna give them a "frenly welcome" but guess wad... all of them stay outside of my hse.. and scared scared la.. aiyo.... then after lockin e doggies.. they were makin noise... aww man... anywae.. nvm... and hor.. we don hav mood to do de... so end up, we do more on e edition of the script.. like add a bit more tt kind lor... not so bad...

then frm e cage i carried one of my doggies(miko).. guess wad... all e gals all scared till jump jump on my sofa... =_=lll.... then i put her bk.. and head on with project... then becuz we thot of goin jalan jalan... we decided to jio kel also... so he made his way to my place... but while tryin 2 find my blk.. he alr got lost liao... so farnie.... then he called and ask where... while tryin to locate him frm my hse window(see.. so handy windows... LOL).. finally located him... saw a head.. then he jump jump jump... LOL.... so farnie... yep.. while tryin 2 direct him.. he still blur blur... zzzz... so nvm.. go down and find him ba...

then brought him to my place... my doggies all made noise.. e gals kinda freaked out again... LOL.... anywae... we did some stuff.. then i dao dan again, brought my yoyo papa out... and guess wad? ALL E GALS R ON E SOFA AGAIN!!! and da ma's reaction was e farniest... i don know y.... haha... yep... so i locked them, and we left for bugis..

we took a bus down to bugis.. at there.. while walkin and thinkin of wad to do... i saw my little gal(sab).. apparently i almost killed her.. cuz i haven seen her in a while.... hehe.... then had a short chat with her.... then left liao.. cuz i cant possibly leave e rest of them behind mah... haha.. then after don know wad to do and some of them felt tired... so some of them left and head home.. leavin only xiao di, kel and myself.. my hand suddenly itch to play inital D... so juz nice... we decided to go play... when we reach e arcade, we saw ppl playin outran i think, OMG.. tt driver damn pro la.. drive like mostly v smooth lor... *envy envy*... anywae.. nvm.. we found e inital D V4 de... then we itch to play.. so we started playin lor.. piangs... kel damn pro lor... haiz... he startin alr so xiong liao... i long time nv play ah... biangs... like sai can... then u shld see how xiao di play man.. he can play halfway then ask kel come in help him play xia... OMG!! pro to da piang piang sheng man... LOL... then we made our own licence card.. there was a pic on it... and xiao di's one look cool, mine was ok... but kel's one... HAHAHA... SO CHUBBY!!! HAHA... anywae.. after close to blasting our wallets out(due to spendin juz on tt... we decided to go bk...

while wantin to walked bk le.. i decided to call my godsis... then she was thinkin of goin out.. so y not... so i head down 2 rail mall to find her... so in e process was havin a long chat with xiao mei.... was kinda concern abt her.. cuz she was mostly quiet thruout e outin... so after a chat.. i chatted with my godsis while she is havin her smoke-break... after a while.. da ma called... then we discuss discuss.. till finally godsis finished work.. so we thot abt where to go.... so y not go KBOX.. since tonite is LADIES NITE!!! YAY!!! so we head down 2 jurong entertainment centre... and smuggle some foody in... hehe... then in e rm.. guess wad... WE CANT SMOKE!!!!! cuz frm july 1... most of e entertainment places... not allowed 2 smoke liao.. WTH!!!! sua.. nvm.. while singin.. we munch and munch.. haha... as usual.. i sang my tui hou.... then i sang some chinese zhar bo song... then some parts i went damn high and i pull thru quite ok.. and my godsis almost bow down.. then when we sang wu ding.. damn farnie.. we mix eng and chinese sang... "zai rooftop chang zhe ni de ge... zai rooftop he wo ai de ren.." OMG... damn farnie man... then while tryin 2 kill time, we throw e tibits ard... like act like we in dancin club xia... HAO HIGH WOR... then after tt.. due to e bloody air-con.. we finally freezed... so we sang final few songs.. then left.. and one of them was zhang shao han's meng li hua.. wah... sing till damn emo... zzzz... but was good...

then we head out to e mac and sat there to "defrose"... LOL.. had a couple of cigs.. then left e place and head home.. by then was ard 3 plus am?... hehe... so took a cab bk... and gosh.. e cabby driver was a major chatter.. he chatted with me, frm jurong all e way to my place xia... OMG... power... but he was quite nice 2 chat with la.. it help to kill e time faster... *gd cust service*... LOL... oops... BFD liao.. zzzz... and finally got home ard 3.30.... then kinda got nagged.. but heck la.. so hit e showers and K.O. till now lor.. hehe... bloggie done... i mayb blog in e nite or sort.. i guess today mayb headin to bugis in e evenin for inital D again... hehe... who wanna go, give me a call man.. LOL....

tts all again folks...

chEErz.... =p




3 July 2007;9:30 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
alritey ppl... i m bk after a 3 days 2 nites chalet....

woots... thou was not long nor short... we had much fun... bbq for 2 nites xia.... anywae... 1st day ah... met up with xiao mei and da jie to go buy mama's present... cuz e day b4 was her birthday mah.. so we juz wanna give her lor... hee....

then after tt, we slowly make our way down 2 kel's hse... hehe.... then some of us took kel's parents car, rest took kel's uncle car down... it was quite a silent ride... but overall.. hai ok la... HAHA!!! anywae.. yep... after tt... kel and his parents did e checked in... then in e meantime, some of us bring some stuff to e door of e rm 1st... hehe.... then when we finally got e key, and got ourselves in... we chiong for e rm.. and fell flat there... hehe... :X..... and e 1st thing our dear xiao mei saw... MIRROR lor... LOL.... then she take her hp and take pics with da jie.. then she know i brought e digit cam along mah.. so shun bian also lor... then we also join in and take a pic... hehe...


pic no. 1



pic no. 2


anywae.. kel's parents damn nice lor... his dad helps us with e bbq fire.. while his mum help us in preparation of e food.... *gan dong*.... anywae... so we did e chicken wings... then e guys did e stingray.. and guess wad.. e amt of chilli they put ah... is like bo 2molo xia... esp e last one... biangs... kong bu can....

anywae... after a while, few more ppl came... then annie koh came also... she brought in loads of curry and muffins... and dessert... nice nice.... yum yum!!! hehe.... then bbq is abt to start... we brought everythin down... then we go enjoy e food... was ok la.. cuz i didn reali at much... anywae.. due to e weather.. my body heat was bonkers again... after a while, annie koh left... i head up again... gotta cool... it felt horrible... then many of them came up also... then we had MJ xia... we brought it to e bigger rm... frm there we started playin.... then we played till kel's frens came, then they made alcohol drinks.. kel, brought into e rm and let ken and andy try... after tt... u can see their face look all squash together.... guess they didn reali like it... HAHA... anywae... we played a while, then i took a break and let someone take over... haha... then after a while... some of them gotta go... so pic takin again... LOL...


one of them la.. hehe... bo liao mah.. hehe...

anywae... they all left... i was chattin then e rm with kx... then i come to think of it... guess wad, e whole chalets r all left with guys?! and i m only gal there?... zzzz... xian diao... but was still ok la.. get 2 chat with them... was quite fun and nice... hehe.... then after tt... 2nd round of mj... biangs... mj again... chiong la... LOL.... then after a while... kel and his frens wanna play mj... so ok lor... we head down for 2nd round of bbq... with andy bein e chef.... wooo... haha.... was ok la... e corn was good... thou a bit raw below... well... "ah gu" do de.. cannot complain... haha.... =p...

after tt... kel came down with his frens.. most of them r quite dead frm drinkin... LOL... kel was kinda shaky... but ok la.. saw one K.O.... haha... anywae.. yea... finally get 2 eat a bit... then head bk up with andy, jj, and kx for another round of mj... wah... (mj marathon xia.. but... i LIKE... hehe..) then by then... xiao di came bk with his fren, then they head to e room and sleep.... plus wad? lock e door somemore... then i head on with shower... then i came out.. they were all like knockin and bangin e door like don know wad xia(abt to bring down e whole rm + door liao)... but no one help 2 open 2 door...

and so kel remb gy said tt can use a card bent it and can try openin e door... hehe... so e whole time they try and try... AND FINALLY they got it... and inside lay 2 "sleepin beauties".... sleepin like a log... and andy went to tap on xiao di's face... we all thot xiao di will wake up... but guess wad... he didn... only turn his face to e other side nia... zzzzz.. xian diao.. so we decided to head on with mj again.... while kel's fren K.O... and slowly andy also K.O.ed... so e table was left with kx. kel, jj and me... and as games play on and on.. after some time, some of kel's frens left, but 1 of them was too tired, so continue to sleep... and so we played on.. and b4 we know it... we see e sky gettin brighter... and we were like O.O... wah... tian liang liao ah.... POWER... then andy got up and zhao home and koon seng.. since his hse so near downtown... LOL... after a while, jj finally cldn tah han... fell flat on e sofa... and kel's fren woke up.. so switch lor.. then we play on again... till we all seriously buay dong liao... esp kx.. can see his tiles stackin, gettin messier and messier... then we all, can count tiles blurly, don know which side take, if not take ppl de startin tiles... v farnie... then u can see all our eyes left like "jay chou" nia....


then after tt... we all nv clear stuff.. i zi tao ran to e rm and dao liao... then when i was abt sleep.. i heard door noises... don know 1 voice as me go e other rm koon... O... FINALLY e 2 "sleepin beauties" wake up liao... buay tah han... i tao there... then i was like err... air con sux man... sua... i go bk e other rm koon... then kel sent his fren and kx off... i finally reali tao... then don know was it ard 9 plus wad.. i heard e rm door open... then i was like grrr... which idiot irri my sleep.... zai lai again, tt person gonna get it xia... nvm... koon again, then 1 plus... an idiot open bloody door twice somemore... wah biang... wanna koon peacefully also buay sai... biangs.... qi si wo le.... then koon again, finally 3 plus e person pissed me till i cannot koon... wake up... walked out of e rm.. saw kel on e sofa lookin half dead....

then xiao di went cycling with his fren and shun bian go find Juliana... haha... when they came bk... i was like... ehhh... hungry xia... nvm.. i go jalan... so i was thinkin.. mayb shld buy some cup noodles bk for them ba.. so head to cheers.. buy some food and drinks... then head to subway da bao food for myself.. OMG... e cust service sux man... thou is an ah moh who served me la(cheryl dao kia's hot fave, cfm will kua de... :X).... but biangs.. he and colleague ah... all try to inmitate e couple tt was arguin outside... biangs... job to inmitate ppl or sell sandwiches ah... nvm... sua.. i go my sandwich le.. i made my way bk... so ate my subway sandwich, while kel and xiao di ate e cup noodles... a v CHAM brunch... zzzz...

then ard evenin time, andy came with food and wanna bbq... so 3rd round of bbq... e food was gd... enjoyed bbq food at last man... thou e fire wasn as good as 1st rd... but e food was still good... hehe.... then andy's bro and frens came... then they all brought drinks and played mj... while in e rm... xiao di. kel and me chatted over e phone with da ma... then we crap... haha... then while killin time, we played tai tee and uno... jj joined in e fun as well.. with jay chou songs marathon plus games, like tt.. i find it enjoyable... but nonsense, kel put e POKEMON song... then i was like xian diao, zzzzz... then i cover cover.... wah lau... i suddenly hear e pokemon song damn loud... thot he wanna spoil his phone faster, but NO... he put it close 2 my ears... wah lau.... xia la... then after one rd of uno.. i dao again... this time i smart.. cover seng... then he wanna find my ears.. cannot find.. instead it went all over my head.. messy hair liao la.... zzzzz... but i enjoyed tt time with they all... LOL... then andy gotta go... jj left as well... zzzz... left xiao di, kel and me... then we decided to play 3 ppl mj... and finally we got PLAIN WATER TO DRINK XIA!!!! but anywae.. we play till damn xian... play till we only take one hand or one tile and wash e tiles nia... LOL... damn farnie... thou was extremely xian... but got to see another side of one another... farnie... gao siao... anywae... we finally decided to go koon... ok lor...

then kel and xiao di, head to bed... i was in my bed, blastin e air con.. listenin to my mp3. singin and drinkin long island tea(thanx to andy and jj.. cuz they bought for me.. wootz)... then wanted to sleep... but phone calls keep comin in, i pissed le, juz left it on silent.... in e end cldn sleep.. so played my gameboy till ard 6 plus then fell alseep... till ard 10 plus.. once again, i heard e door openin and closin again... zzzz... wah lau... AGAIN... then i was half asleep.. saw one figure.. and it looked like xiao di... ok.. fine... head bk 2 sleep... then nxt thing iknow.. door opened again, saw a yellow shirt.. so muz b kel lor... LOL.... then after he left e rm.. i wanted 2 sleep on... i saw e hp clock.. was like 10 plus liao... so i got up.. messy look as usual.. when i walked out of e rm, they hav alr shifted everythin bk le... was extremely tired.... then after we checked out, we head down to macs for Brunch again... LOL... then head to arcade for a while, then head bk... then when we reached e interchange, kel took bus home, while xiao di and myself took a train bk... while on e train, both of us were quite quiet... i guess cuz was extremely shag xia... then finally.. LAVENDER!!! wah... get out of e train, zi tao walk bk home like don know wad.. open e door.. go in, head for shower, chat msn a while.. and TAO XIA QU LIAO... till ard 8 plus then got up for dinner.. then online to load pics... and send to ppl....

thou e chalet wasn a v successful one... cuz ONLY 3 PPL STEADY IN E END.... ZZZZZZ.... but overall.. at least i got to know them more betta... which was gd and i was glad tt i stayed e full 3 days 2 nites.... hehe.... today ah... nth to blog la.. cant possibly say how my koonin face look like when i was on my bed at home mah... cuz i cant see... LOL....

yep.. anywae... tts all folks.....

CHeeRZ.....








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The Loner

Ivey Ang(Kei)
single
ITE collage east(simei)
Feb 20, 1989
19+

Loves

SLEEPING
My frens (:
My Handphone (thou reali wanna change it la)
To nua with frens often
Mostly gymin n bball

Cravings

Able to go chilling with frens as often
More bball plays with frens~!(for fun of course)
Good results(of course de mah)
Gain my LONG AWAIT FREEDOM
Travel to countries with frens
Gettin drivin licence
Get a New Computer (old one dyin soon)

The Memories
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
December 2005
June 2006
August 2006
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
May 2009
December 2009



Chattin Paradize


Music of my soul while it waits

The Escapes

Andy(QB/QQ mates)
Celine(Da Jie)
Cheryl Lim
Cheryl(QB/QQ Mates)
Chloe
Drake(Suat Ling)
Elizabeth
Faith(Xiao Mei)
Faiz
Fizah
Jianing(Da Jie)
Jiaying(Mama)
Joanne
Jolene
Juliana(QB/QQ mates)
JJ(QB/QQ mates)
Kelvin(Meanie)
Kelly(Er Jie)
Kenneth(bluff king)
Li Ting(Xiao Mei)[My B2]
Michelle
Netty
Pamela Tan
Qi Liang(Xiao Di)
Rebekah Tan
Samantha Koh(Ah Ma)
Samuel(Samtaro)
Serene(Chio Bu)
Shawn(tutu)
Shunpin Jie
SoonYan(QB/QQ mates)
Stacey
Suvin(QB/QQ mates)
Sze Wai
V (a.k.a.Vogue)
Winnie(Da Ma)
Winnie So(My "Ghost")
Yvonne Kwan
Zaty

Credits

Do not remove credits !
Designer: bonsli ! :D
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