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2 May 2007;8:19 pm Y
I will quietly wait for you...
wah... i think my blog can throw away liao... haha... don know when i stop... mayb all due 2 Os...

anywae... its been a long while.... well.. lets go all e way bk 2 after finish my Os....

on 21st nov 2006(wah.. v long time ago xia)... when i finally finished my MCQ paper... i know i m done... i cant do anythin 2 redo anythin... anywae... tt nite.. my close frens and i went 2 nite safari.... wah biang.. i don know how long i haven been 2 anythin like zoo nor nite safari...(i sua ku ma... somemore not rich.... heh... :X) so when we finally got ourselves in, it was kinda drizzlin... but we all still had loads of fun.. esp when i kinda scare them.... all dark dark mah....

anywae... e nxt day, was alr e start of my new part time job... at Video Ezy... e Jurong West Branch.... cuz my godsis was there... thou got familar face there la.. but still quite scared.. cuz its my 1st official job.. besides helpin out at my grandparents stall... haha!!!

anywae.... i went 2 do my hair b4 i start job... but end up... over-run my start work time... oops... was so paiseh... 1st day late... thou i was there an hr early.... -_-lll... xian diao.. anywae.. when i came bk... my whole hair cover till like can barely see my eyes.... my supervisor was like wah... then i was like siao liao... cfm go bk home.. mum will kpkb.... while workin halfway... helicia drop by... and e moment she saw my hair, she burst out and luff.... zzzzzzz... xia la... then after a while she left.. then i did e closin of shop with my supervisor... was quite scary... but all was fine....
e suxiest part came.. e goin home part... cuz its quite a long journey bk... i was like halfdead in e train... after abt half hr.. i finally got my butts bk home.... and e moment mum saw my hair.. she was like OMG!!! "i thot i saw a sadako...." wah biang... i xian diao.... anywae.... i head on 2 my rm and juz drop dead.... zzzzzzzzz.....

and i work e nxt day... and months went by... and there were some things i wasn happie abt... e good thing is tt at least i worked a while.. got earn my own income... don need 2 ask mum for money all e time.... i actually felt good abt myself for e 1st time... at least there was somethin 2 keep me goin... e thing tt made me pissed was tt, there were some days tt i reali cannot work, but end up i still hav 2 compromise a bit... thou it sux... but i enjoyed myself workin there... thou now, it has become other ppl takin over.. i wonder how is it like now... well.. i been settlin in e east side.. so haven been 2 west side in a long time...

and in jan, i actually went 2 genting with my godsis and her mum... wah.. reali cold.. but was fun.. esp in e nite when we head out to coffee bean and sit outside and la kopi.... as my godsis smoked.. i was like wah.... muz b shiok.... and my old habits came bk.. i also help myself to it... cold la... :X..... after tt... came bk.. worked again.... gosh.... busy busy....

after tt.. e nitemare came.. e results of my Os r out.... well... i did badly.... was down.. cuz i put in effort to study for it... cuz.. i reali hate 2 touch books... for e sake of poly... i pia for it... but it came out badly.... cried a bit... but after tt.. i still worked on... and plan carefully for where i wanna go... cuz i keep thinkin, if i chiong poly.. but e courses offered 2 me r not e ones i wan, wads e point of goin for it, and i kinda like hav no intensions of goin for retake... it will end up killin me in e end... so mayb can try ITE(wad quite a no. of ppl call:Its The End...) ... i didn reali think tt way.. partly.. becuz my older bro grad frm e one at bishan... so i was like ITE may not b a bad place afterall... so when i apply... i got myself into e one at Simei... if i m not wrong its e largest ITE so far in sg.... so i was like... whoa.... *shocked*.....

after tt.. i settled tt... i went 2 TAIPEI with my sis!!!! its was damn fun.. thou was tirin.. walkin ard all over taipei... was tirin.. i still remb.. there was once, both of us walked 8 hrs in one day str... frm zhongxiao fuxing to wufenpu.... wah biang... we shopped... walk walk walk... and after tt... our legs almost break.... we took quite a no. of pics... wanna see... go my frenster see lor... muahaha.....

well.. i came bk 2 days b4 sch start.... while unpackin.. i still miss taipei.. how i wish can live there... cuz i love e weather there.. thou was cold.. there their stuff there sold at cheap and reasonable prices...... As i count down 2 a start of sch term at ITE... i kinda feared.... fear of bein alone like how it was when i was in pri and a bit in sec sch... thou kinda used 2 it.. but e fear is still there... and i fear tt i may not get used 2 it... cuz i been in a all gals sch for exactly 11 YRS!!! Gosh..... v long xia....

well... 1st day of sch came... i went 2 sch with one of my fren tt i know frm maple.... she is quite familar with e place and some ppl there.... and guess wad... e bus was like bloody crowded.. we had 2 wait for 2 trips worth of bus 2 get there... and guess wad.. end up late lor.. wad u expect..... haha.... after we got there, we went roamin.. and had 2 separate.. cuz she is in a different course frm me.... and i kinda like xian diao.. cuz i m alone... so i went 2 my reportin place... found my class and sat down... when i sat down.. i was like OMG!!!! all new faces!!!!! WO DE LAO TIAN YE!!!!! HOW M I GONNA SURVIVE!!!!! and i saw my class advisor... she was quite ok... anywae... then there was a malay gal tt sat nxt 2 me.. she said hi and intro herself and her name was stella.. so i was like wooo... someone say hi.... know more ppl, less wall 2 break... so we kinda got a bit chatty and we didn bother listen 2 e speeches... cuz it kills my ears and i end up almost fallin asleep....

and came lunchbreak... i end up alone at e other side of sch... cuz my fren who was caught up at her reportin place... so i had lunch alone... and after tt.. more talks came.. then we had bridge leaders comin 2 us.. tellin us.. they r e one who will bring us students and teacher closer... well... i guess tt didn reali help much... cuz when they ask we all cheer... we all either too shy 2 cheer, if not is didn bother.. cuz we don know one another well.... tt was 1st day...

and 2nd day came.. some of us were quiet as usual... then when we went for all e talks again, i sat nxt to this chinese gal with e rest of her frens nxt 2 her, i was like gosh... i m alone again... but nice thing was tt she said hi... then i hi bk.. but we kept quiet again.... and after tt... lunch... went alone again.... and was gettin kinda awful.... and e day pass with me alone.....

and came 3rd day... more talks... and i sat nxt 2 her once again with her frens... and finally we decided 2 intro ourselves.... and we started 2 chat a bit.... tt gal has now become my mama(jia ying).... after tt... i got 2 know a few more of e gals... da jie(jia ning... haha.. got her name rite this time... :S.. paiseh xia...), er jie(kelly) and mei mei(Li Ting).... with them ard.. i don feel tt alone anymore... was maddness 2 hav them ard... haha.. esp mama... she sometimes emo.. sometimes v bubbly... so cute.... haha!!!! all of us wld like 2 suan her..... and as days and wks passed... i got to know some of my class ppl betta... like kinda chat here and there.... thou i don reali chat with e guys.. cuz i guess i m still not used 2 havin guys ard in a class.... but hopefully will b able 2 get 2 know them better... mayb becuz my ugly emo look scare a lot of ppl away.... well... i scared i smile, i will look vague... i juz wanna b myself and get 2 know and get along with ppl ard me....

but i m lookin forward my 2 yrs here in ITE College East (Simei)... hopefully.. get 2 know more of my class ppl.... yep... shall stop here... will try to update as often as i can.... cheerz.... :)....








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The Loner

Ivey Ang(Kei)
single
ITE collage east(simei)
Feb 20, 1989
19+

Loves

SLEEPING
My frens (:
My Handphone (thou reali wanna change it la)
To nua with frens often
Mostly gymin n bball

Cravings

Able to go chilling with frens as often
More bball plays with frens~!(for fun of course)
Good results(of course de mah)
Gain my LONG AWAIT FREEDOM
Travel to countries with frens
Gettin drivin licence
Get a New Computer (old one dyin soon)

The Memories
October 2004
November 2004
December 2004
January 2005
February 2005
March 2005
April 2005
May 2005
June 2005
July 2005
September 2005
October 2005
December 2005
June 2006
August 2006
May 2007
June 2007
July 2007
August 2007
September 2007
October 2007
November 2007
December 2007
January 2008
February 2008
March 2008
April 2008
May 2008
June 2008
July 2008
August 2008
September 2008
October 2008
November 2008
December 2008
January 2009
February 2009
March 2009
May 2009
December 2009



Chattin Paradize


Music of my soul while it waits

The Escapes

Andy(QB/QQ mates)
Celine(Da Jie)
Cheryl Lim
Cheryl(QB/QQ Mates)
Chloe
Drake(Suat Ling)
Elizabeth
Faith(Xiao Mei)
Faiz
Fizah
Jianing(Da Jie)
Jiaying(Mama)
Joanne
Jolene
Juliana(QB/QQ mates)
JJ(QB/QQ mates)
Kelvin(Meanie)
Kelly(Er Jie)
Kenneth(bluff king)
Li Ting(Xiao Mei)[My B2]
Michelle
Netty
Pamela Tan
Qi Liang(Xiao Di)
Rebekah Tan
Samantha Koh(Ah Ma)
Samuel(Samtaro)
Serene(Chio Bu)
Shawn(tutu)
Shunpin Jie
SoonYan(QB/QQ mates)
Stacey
Suvin(QB/QQ mates)
Sze Wai
V (a.k.a.Vogue)
Winnie(Da Ma)
Winnie So(My "Ghost")
Yvonne Kwan
Zaty

Credits

Do not remove credits !
Designer: bonsli ! :D
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