well.. back with another entry...

haha... well.. come to think of it, as my hair grew longer n longer each day, more n more things keep passin my mind... well.. finally i hav hand over relatives' biz to e 2 trustable ppl. now i can wash my hands off these things.... well... bk at sch... but somehow keep fallin sick due to my extremely weak stomach... haha... still bother climbin stairs.. almost half of my life went... n my legs were wobbly at e end of it... i bet e rest of them also... haha... o well...

n also last wk.. went phuture?(club nxt to zouk).. was kinda messy... but overall fun... n guess wad... i was sabo to dance la.. n its like i don noe how la.. then i feel like retarded there la... but in e end... sua la.. chiong la.. dance... so malu-a-ting xia! buay tah han... then after tt... met up with my godsis... chilled with her till mornin... well... its nice to chill out once again.. after sch has been extremely down for me somehow... i don noe how to describe la... but still.. life goes on...

i m wishin to get my drivin licence asap la... but still don noe y i m so lazy to go book dates for it la... sigh... mayb scared need retake again ba.. mayb i seriously don like e feeling ba... haha.... well....

yep... i don noe y these days i hav no mood to b online... haha.... so if those who wanna chat with me online, please forgive me... if wanna chat or wad... sms or give me a miss call ya.... hee... sorry... :X....

yep... so far tts abt it la....

cheerz to all.... done for now..

OUT~~~~~ WAITING~~~~~

well... back with another entry...

as much as i wish holidays will nv end... well.. sch is startin 2molo... i guess many ppl r still in their holiday mood.. same goes for myself... haha...

well.. since holidays this time isn holidays for me.. i cant complaint much... as much experiences hav gain... but still lots r lost... n its almost impossible to hav it bk.... wadeva it is.... life hav to go on....

anywae.. i was watch "one tree hill(think was season 3)" with my sis.... well... we watched it like e whole of last nite... much in those eps struck on me.. like those fren betrayals... n how some ppl actually speaks e nastiest things over a recordin video abt high sch when they r actually popular or nt... n end up... as someone wasn bein remembered in that sch.. end up he lost his mind n started killin students... well... its seems quite common in e US i guess.. esp in high sch... but overall... he juz wans some ppl to remember him n show concerns... mayb he gave in too much effort to juz go remember almost each n every single person in that high sch.... n he was bein left alone, with his best buds not contactin him over e last yr.... n end up.. when that guy cldn take it... he killed himself as he knows for sure tt... once a wrong step is taken, he can never go back....

n one more... is a pair of brothers.. where by e older brother is gentle... nice n all.. while his younger bro is ruthless, evil-minded, bears grudges n all.... after they grew up.. when e younger bro becomes e mayor of tt town... he felt rather lonely... n he was almost burnt to death last season by his OWN WIFE! gosh... but he survived... but nt assumin is his wife, he kept in his mind tt its actually his older bro who wans him dead..... so after e high sch gun shootin... somehow while e older bro was there... e psyco guy killed himself... n sadly after tt.. e mayor step in... seein his older bro havin everythin tt he don hav... so bearin much jealousy, he picks e gun n shoot HIS OWN BROTHER! but at e final ep of this season, then he found out tt he made a mistake... n he was extremely guilty... well.. i wun b suprise if he is bein swallowed by e guilt of killin his own kin brother....

well.. sometimes i guess ppl tends to take things way too seriously.. such as myself... esp after much ard e hsehold happen... thou mostly now it involves more of my father's siblings side than own family in which i don reali like it....nt gonna go in details... but still overall... sux it up n move on will b e best....

sometimes things nt meant to b known always gets in somehow... without anyone noein.... well.... i m nt gonna go dwell n make myself even more depress n eva.. when things ard e shop alr got me tired enough... n now its back to sch.. where final sch term exams is abt to come in... its gonna b one of e toughest obstacles in jugglin both things in sch n in shop.. tts somethin i m gonna hav to eva face in life for now... i bet there r more to come.... well... a usual loner in most ways... so bein ignored or wad, i guess cant do much... as i don wanna cause anymore misunderstandins as it hav alr.... juz keepin the faith n hope to finish wad i hav to n move on with wad i need to... as i actually kinda bothered a lot abt wads gonna b e expression on ppl's face... none can b done as well.... gastic pains me more than eva every single day... e fear tt i hav is actually havin a sickness tt isn juz a mere gastic pains.... well... anywae... tts abt it..... gonna go enjoy my last few more hrs of holiday..... sigh.....

DOWN~~~~~~ OUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

well... its been eyons since i last blogged... haha

anywae.., simple entry... juz wanna wish one n all a

BLESSED YEAR 2008!!!!! wootz.....


tts all... haha... cheerz to all... gtg... SLEEP!!!