29 May 2008;2:04 am
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well well.. another entry once again... started off...
"HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MR KELVIN QUEK!!! hav a great day ahead..."
*cough cough*
anywae.. movin on... guess wad?? I M BLARDIE HELL DONE WITH MY BLARDIE CAs.. WOO HOO~~~!!!!! time for some break b4 nxt friday arrives.. knn its actually CATs paper la.. i si bei worried xia... i prayin n tolong things don go haywire.. so b4 tt day... for now, time for some relaxin moments.. enjoyin e cold weather these few days...
cant wait to nua with frens once again, thou busy sch de busy sch, busy work de also busy work.. so kinda tough to meet up i guess... o well... cant do anythin much now can i... haha... its kinda borin here.. free time chiong viwawa.. yada yada yada... haha.. now anime don reali watch much... been watchin D.Gray man, Vampire knights which r all cool.. n been watchin this yaoi anime called "junjou romantica" ... this its damn nice.. well.. i watch it juz becuz its nice n nth else.. so if u all thinkin somewhere.. pls come bk.. haha... =P.... n my music list is once again fill with rock, emo, sad songs... arrr damn... thou can put some happie happie songs.. guess.. it aint my style.. sheez....
but still.. overall.. i m done with this wk or so called month la.. in terms of biz la, sch la... so... its a pretty much relaxin time for me... juz cant wait to finish with jun 6 n await my holidays tt arrive 10 days ltr... cant wait man... its like so near yet so far... haiz... damn long... test of patience.. well.. *NOTTTT*... woo hoo.. i can juz jump up n down now, thou its like 2 am plus plus in e mornin la.. HAHAHAHAX!!! i wanna hang out with all of my frens... whheeee... cant wait~~!! yay yay~~!! cant wait~~!!! yahooo~~!!
k la.. tts abt it la... donez...
cheerz...
26 May 2008;9:34 pm
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well.. first start off.. thou didn celebrate with e rest.... juz wanna wishJIA NING A HAPPIE 19TH BIRTHDAY WOR!!!!!
haha... anywae... i guess this month will b one of e most entries i hav so far?? haha .. cuz partly i start to managed my time a bit betta? i don noe.. but still.. sleepless nites still counts... anywae... did quite badly for my CATs mock test... i seriously doubt myself wads goin on... cuz its like i did study.. i guess it didn help or somethin is up with e way i study?? sheez...
anywae.. last fri.. was a hell of a birthday celebration at sentosa.... y leh? cuz was like hmm... siloso beach of e dead? haha.. no la.. cuz its like bought drinks, snacks n all... chill out there.. was all cool.. then came all ppl gettin a bit seh seh.. wads more.. happenin xia.. well.. aint gonna go straight into details.. but overall was quite a relaxin time... cuz it brought bk memories when i came with my relative who brought me here when i was kid.. thou he is no longer ard.. but still... can nv forget e nonsense tt we did... somehow lookin at e sea or e sky n smokin, its like indirectly can feel their company there... gosh.. ok.. tt sounds weird... anywae... slacked till mornin... along e way.. loads of things happened.. haha... for some reason n for some caused la....
then came mornin where all like.. reali "buay tah han".. mostly chiong cabcab bk... well.. poor me n e rest mrt-ed bk... n hell of a ride.. cuz its like a chaos mixed feelin... end up, was suppose to go shop n check files n do project.. end up i knocked out till like ehhhh evenin time... >.<... alamak!! then came sunday...
went streetfest tt was held at suntec.. n WAH BIANG EH~~!! FREAKIN CROWDED.. mah jiam turn one corner will lang ga xia.. sheez... but all e cosplay characters were all damn cool... had a ball of a time there lookin ard... cldn take pics thou.. cuz my phone sux... sheez... but was all gd.... after tt, i decided to go some place n slack my mind off a while... so ended up somewhere at esplanade... lookin out to e bridge where all e cars were like vvrrrooommmin away... suddenly tears came rollin... was like somethin tt i cldn even describe.. cuz i don even noe how it came... like i was cryin out to somethin tt i don noe wad it was.... it was somethin so weird.... after tt.. decided to head for home..
n there i was.. home for e evenin... today was like chaos... y leh? cuz Aa1 CA... n there goes my A grade.. all thanx to my part B.. gdwill.. i guess end up i still cldn do it... sigh... i guess things r gettin to me reali fast... ja ga-in so many things at e same time is like a bomb tt u hav to keep runnin after it... to make sure it doesn blow in ur face.... man.. this sux...
o well.. rantin enough for e day... time to get down to some serious biz alr... i wonder if i will need to travel to overseas this holiday for some freakin meetin... as usual.. things r still nt cfm... argh.. i hate tt kind of meetin.. its like yada yada yada.... haiz... well..
i guess tts abt it la...
=.0<<< eyes left like tt liao... i m tolong-in i wun need to marathon to finish things till mornin... i wan my bed~~!!!!
22 May 2008;6:54 pm
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well.. currently is a borin moment for me now...
i so don noe wad awaits me as i m waitin for certain things to b reported to me... sigh... this is ruinin my time to spend with frens... it sux to da core... well.. 2molo is gonna b a happenin nite i guess....
n as usual.. gonna do wad i do best... hide 1 corner n stare at e sea... don ask y... juz tt i somehow find peace there... guess this is wad emo ppl do best?? CRAP~~!! lol.... o well... anywae... today came in sch like late xia.. cuz i cldn even shut my eyes... n when i can finally whack myself to sleep, its alr time to chiong sch... sheez... it has been happenin for e last few wks alr... its extremely tirin.. n its reali a hinderence for me... sigh.... o well... i hope after this whole CAs n CATs finish, can finally let myself enjoy e holidays..... somethin tt i reali cant wait... haha...
o well.. now life in sch for me hasn changed much... i m enjoyin with e ppl ard me... its reali cool... haven felt like tt in a extremely long while.... as usual for me... emo songs durin break time is nv fail to happen... haha... somemore when lesson is on e highest floor.. there's wind n all.. reali coolin... hehe.... but always end up havin a lioness hair la... messy to da core... it juz somehow reminds me of how i actually spent my break hrs at e roof garden... slackin there... even fell asleep there sometimes... haha... some memories there xia...
well.. to those ppl out there who hav lost somethin dear to them... bear in mind tt, in life there is always losin n gainin.. when u lose somethin, u gained somethin on e other hand.. but mayb to u, e difference between e gain n e lose seem so huge....Also, life has always nv been fair... efforts need to b put in... n try nt to make e ppl ard u feel insignificant.... u nv noe tt person will b a fren who will stay when u need.... everyone ard is important... don take them for granted...
yep... tts abt it la...
cheerz to one n all.... =)
20 May 2008;8:42 pm
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o well...
i m kinda moody.. so decided to write one...
well.. guess wad... came bk frm sch early today.. all thanx to my nonsense gastric... so juz deal with some book studyin... n after tt.. i knock myself out in order to forget e pain.... heng managed to knock out faster... all thanx to previous nite of late turn in.. don noe y i juz cant sleep till like 4 odds in e mornin... haha.... had lessons at like 8.. end up came in a tiny bit late... zzz.. wadde hell xia...
2molo is gonna b e same thing again... guess someone is gonna give me mornin call... i don noe if she will give la.. hav a gut feelin she wun.. haha.. aint gonna say who... sighs... 2molo CATs mock test.. biangs *SOMEONE KILL ME PLSSS~~!!* its like so much to store in e brain, mah jiam like takin GBs to store in xia.. sheez.... but still.. like wad ppl say.. it gives a good gage of how e main CATs paper is like... cuz i juz gt e letter containin all e info of e exam things la.. n guess wad.. my desk no. is like a 7k no.?? so u can imagine how many ppl is gonna squeeze their ass into e hall xia.. but guess wad.. exam hall at expo la.. so gonna b a huge "casts" of ppl there... haha...
well.. i muz say.. today's class was quite okie.. managed to catch up with things in class.. but nt with tax la.. as usual.. i don noe i juz cant take tt cher... well.. understand tt go sch for own self.. but i juz reali wanna whack e cher at e sight xia.... damn it... violence in mind *whacks it off*... o well... anywae... life has been turnin for e better a bit... i m happie with wad i hav.... but still... loads to carry on... as usual.. ppl always say.. life goes on.. it doesn stop till ur last breath....
so things as always will come along ur way... n how its gonna turn out to b... is all in both ur mind n hands.... yep.... i juz cant wait for e damn holiday xia.. cuz one, i will b finish with my CATs, 2, i will b finished with e CAs in sch... so gonna b quite free by then... n e promise made to hang out for coffee is onz... don forget wor b(2)... haha... =P..... as hangin out with e rest of my frens... juz cant wait to break away frm sch for a while.... sadly now.. i m missin my godsis who's currently in KL la... its been a long while since i last seen her... sigh.... ahh well...
i guess tts all for today la...
cheerz to one n all... :)
4 May 2008;10:21 pm
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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO E MAY BABIES!!!!
well... its may alr... alr countin down to a lot of things xia... o well... ppl's birthday, CATs comin up, common test comin... welll... times flies i guess...
anywae... recently had a mini chat with a neighbour whom i haven seen in YRs... he's also abt 2 yrs my senior... he was talkin abt how nonsense ppl can b... its like when a person frm his class thinks tt she didn do anythin wrong... so end up pushin all e blames to him... assume tt its a miniture prob, n he was e one who was gettin all e attention n makin this prob BIG... but guess wad... she was e one who made a big prob out of it by sayin ard...
end up, e whole grp believed her n another gal n another guy who started spreadin ard e grp tt he was v closed to. sayin tt stickin to my neighbour, u will end up kenna stabbed at e bk... but its like when e 3 of them nt shuang with some ppl in e grp, they will start stabbin e person to him by insultin tt person till no end.... n he juz listen wadeva it is... its come a point in time whereby a person changed, n ppl may see things differently... but still... he said.. its like... a prob, juz tt they don wanna admit it... n causin a big hoo haa in e grp.. n wads worst, they actually made sure e whole grp doesn talk to him.... i mean how childish can they go? hav tt grp of ppl eva consider wad happens when this hits them, how wld they feel? happie? shiok?
but still... he is now all on his own sch... thou he has a few classmates ard... but still.. tt whole grp tt he was closed to, still gives him tt look like, why de fuck shld i talk to u, ltr u stab me at e bk.... when i heard.. i was like.. come on la... its like ppl rather listens to wad ppl say then seein for themselves.... ppl in tt grp hav actually lost a fren juz like tt... well.. he juz said.. they r in their own world.. cant even b bothered with the ppl they actually hurt... n he was glad tt he saw rite thru those ppl.... in a way he calls them shallow ppl for nt actually seein e truth.. n comfirm bite a conclusion tt e person is rotten like an apple.... o well... i guess life always isn fair...
i hav been thru wad he has gone... but still... i guess.. tts life i hav to go thru.... its always an obstacle tt stops us along e way.. n make us reflect wad we hav done, as well as think of e way to overcome it....
o well... tts abt la....
done for this month i guess.. haha.. i don noe.. mayb along e way entries will come by ba....
