welly... back again with new entry...

haha... anywae.. start off.. eve of cny.. had a reunion dinner at grandparents' place... nth much ate.. cuz so much seafood which i cant even touch.. so it was like eatin air? haha... o well... kinda used to havin nt much food ard to b eaten... then head down for a stroll to digest.. haha.... seein coffee shop was like empty... 7-11 was flooded... was kinda funny... anywae.. was juz killin time.. so head to 816's playgrd there to slack.. brings back so much fun memories... then after tt head for home....

1 day of cny.. so many unexpected relatives frm my dad's side came.. all lookin bored at usual.. n when they came i was like still sleepin? haha... tts rude.. but still... no one woke me up.. so juz take it as nth.... after they left, its up to my grandparents' place to sleep again... wanted to get some rest, end up my little cousins all came runnin, ridin on my back gettin me to play n watch WINX with them la... haha.. was cute.. after tt, head for home, change again, head for marina sq with mum n sis n guess wad.. for e 1st time after 7-8 yrs.. we actually watched a movie.. n it was KUNGFU DUNK! lol... e movie was good... funny to da core.. kinda lame at some parts.. but was nt bad... after tt.. we walked ard suntec a bit... but due to my new shoes, my poor toes hurt like crazy... sheez.... after tt.. head for home n knocked out again...

2nd day of cny... slacked e whole day till evenin head for "AH MA"s place for "BAI NIAN"... had so much fun.. drank quite a bit of red wine, a bit of beer, also some hard liquor... after tt.. crashed at her place till nxt day noon.. haha...

as for yest.. bored e whole day... till evenin... met up with godsis... tried on my new yr clothes which is to me la.. "EXTREMELY GIRLIE" n when she saw me.. she juz stunned n whole time went "OMG" with her eyes abt to pop la.. then we watched a movie, end up 2nd godsis wanna meet for chill... zzz... so end up slack for sometime n met 2nd godsis... so we chilled... quite a lot of things to catch up on... haha... also 2molo my godsis is gonna hav her 1st day of sch... haha.. wishin her all e best... after tt.. we chilled all e way to this mornin... was all good... had to walked bk... thou there was trains n buses la.. but still.. so near... y nt walk lor.. was extremely quiet n COLD~~ lol.... but still e walk was ok with music plugged in my ears... but as usual.. wearin new shoes.. so leg hurts again la...

today didn slept much.. i don noe y... guess juz don wanna waste time on sleepin.. haha... wanted to come online.. but sis was usin lappy... argh... anywae... now my whole family is out.. leavin me alone in e hse with no disturbance... heh.... chewin on milk candy n typin is fun! haha... anywae... cny has been quite borin... but still i enjoy it... cuz don need to go sch mah... oops.. die... hav been playin n nt studyin... woo~~ i m soooo DEAD..... o well.. juz sing till e days pass till i can calm myself down.... much thots n emotions step in these few days... its been drainin much of me.... e feelin sux man... sheez... when will it go away.. its juz stayin there no matter how hard i wanna leave it to b.... when will i wake up to reality n nt lettin it strike when i m nt ready for it... damn... pui....

o well... i guess i hav to keep havin e faith in myself as e days pass.... tts all la... hope everyone had a great holiday or great time collectin ANG PAOs... haha.... sch/work starts 2molo.. sux man.. but still.. suck it up... zzz...

cheerz to all....

finally decided to update.. since cny comin la.. don let it rot like siao...

well.. its tt time of e yr.. where ang paos considered pourin in... well... guess wad.. e cny to me is like nth... more of reunion then done... well... i guess cny will b one of e most free days for me... its like nth.. borin as it is.. so if ya same as me.. feel free to JIO GO OUT JALAN OR SOMETHIN~~ haha... =P... as much as i wish i can go genting rite now n enjoy e long wkends.. well..

i m jammed in sg... with crampin of exams comin in whereby e CATs n all comin asap.... well.. e only chance i get to relax a bit will b e upcomin HK trip... sheez... tts seems long... well.. cant reali wait to go xia....

well... these days sch has been fine.. thou i don noe y i m still in mood for missin sch n missin out on so much things in sch... well... i reali don noe wads up with me... i m still feelin e tireness... guess my stomach weakenin has started to take its toll... but wtf.... things r ok so far.. i m glad to talk around.... after lookin at all my CA grades... well.. still ok... a lot more diff than in previous terms n wad i gt back at sec sch la... haha....

well.. been watchin shows n news around here n there... after readin today's newpaper, i feel like killin some taiwanese ppl... biangs.. say our eng sounds weird? alamak... theirs leh? hav they eva relfect upon wad r they n e citizens there speakin eng like? its like nonsense la.. so wad if ours sound weird... then they muz b insultin e englishmen who started eng speakin xia... gosh... wonder wad was goin thru their minds...zzz...

anywae... i don noe y these days e weather has been like hot or cold or even both... but now at my hse here seriously relfects on how my mood is... COLD~ well... i been cold i guess... n my nails today is like crazy la... all thanx to some artist in e hse.. haha... come wad.. somethin like bronze on 3 fingers.. then e rest is wad? ORANGE! wadde F?? guess wad those 2 orange nails represent? cny lor... wadde hell.... siao... thou i admit la.. nail polish do look nice la... but i guess my image more of emo? haha.. don noe la.. anyhow whack.... i also nt interested in it anywae... juz a "tester" they call it? haha....

also.. slowly after things r gettin done one by one... new things r also comin in.. more crisis to face... less mood for food.... more mood for get aways... less mood for books n preparation for exams.. also.. nt to mention more time to kill lungs? =X... oops... o well... i guess... livin a world in darkness is inevitable? bein able to keep myself up happie seems so tough.. i seriously don noe y... i guess i dwell n wallow into all these things too much... argh.. ok.. tt sux... time to listen some oldies to keep myself down... actually.. a sudden thot of somethin its like hard to explain... i was watchin this show on ch 8... was 9pm show ah... abt one guy who is togetha with this gal, end up he likes her best fren ah... when things turn out bitter... he told e gal things to sort of like betray her best fren, end up things so far i see its like turnin for extreme bitterness... i guess tts how some things r.. when things u cant get it.. u juz go e betrayal way.. thinkin that u can get back to where u r previously... but nt knowin actually many ppl will get hurt by tt fact...

o well... much is said... so tts abt it la.... juz wanna wish one all a PROSPEROUS CHINESE NEW YR! n if ya nt havin cny... wish ya ENJOY YOUR HOLIDAYS!

cheerz... :)