well... yest went down to ah ma n chio bu's work place.. lunar bar.. guess wad? su yong kang performed... lol.. loads of uncles n aunties were there... v happenin... thou was squashed here n there.. but was all cool.. listenin all his old songs were good..... after tt.. we played ard.. seein ppl drink waterfall.. n its like farnie la.. guys vs gals.. end up e GUYS lost... biangs... farnie xia.... had nice time listenin to all e songs.. tt bar isn as sneazy as i expected.. quite a nice place to go if ya wanna listen chinese, korean, eng songs.. mostly r e 90s songs la... which is cool... then after tt ton outside till like 6? hope on e 1st bus n home i m... dead in bed within 15 mins...

as for today... got up 1 plus? haha.. then was on e com.. till like late noon.. then head up to grandparents place for dinner... n so..nua down there.. while my little couz was bored.. cuz her "gang" (my other 2 little cousins)... didn come... so she find me.. sat on me n started pokin me... wanted to tickle me.. cuz she know when i m off guard i cfm jump... so she poke poke poke.... i jump a little.. but after tt... i poke her back plus tickle her.. so she started runnin ard e hse...but she ran finish liao.. she come bk to e rm n stare at me...then i poke n tickle her all over again.. n she zhao again.. then after tt.. her little bro came runnin also... then he also wan attention... then i poke him.. he cover.. n cover.. n cover... after tt gave me an innocent cute cute look... awww.... so whole time i cldn even sleep a while.. cuz was huggin e garfield bloister n wantin to sleep xia.. zzzz.. so b4 i left my grandparents place, i managed to take a pic with my little couz.. she was v cam frenly.. well.. her little bro ran away... damn... shall take one asap.. haha... anywae.. here r e pics...

me n my beloved lookalike... GARFIELD... LOLZ..



my couz n me.. pic 1... she look kinda relutant here xia.. zzzz....



my couz n me pic 2... awwww.. aint she cute... hee... =D


after tt.. head for home.. guess wad.. its my 2nd time seein my mum flarein up at some bloody drivers who always wanna eat to e nxt lane without signalin... its so inconsiderate la.. pui... anywae.. bk home in 1 piece... kinda bored of maple somehow.. i don know y... guess its becuz no one wanna pt me.. T_T... sob sob... o well.. anywae.. tts abt it la... n i m sooooo not happie now... i wish i can roar a person out of this hse now... its gettin on my bloody nerves.. makin my blood boil 100 degress celcius... argh~~~~ *bear with it.... * ROAR~!~~~~!!

OUT~~~~~~~~~~~~~

well.. its been days since i last updated.. anywae.. well.. last fri went to carlton hotel for my mum's birthday dinner.. organised by my sis... i muz say e food there wasn reali nice.. but they hav got e best dessert there... haha... was quite a unpleasant dinner.. i don know y.. e whole environment there was like quiet... e whole table was quiet.. i eatin my own food.. n dad got mood to open a 50 bucks red wine... n half e bottle was done by me... oops... anywae.. after tt... we head for home.. i guess e drit apart feelin within e family has shown unknowingly.... seein some food reminds me of some of RC ppl's fave food if ya know who i m referin to la.. can see cannot eat... oops.. XD... so here r e pics...

finishin black forest cake.. heavenly~~~


red wine on e table.. cost abt 50 per bottle? gosh.. how ex can it go?? LOLZ..


plate full of food.. yumz


Baby oct on display.. was cold.. but good.....


DESSERTS~~ wootz...

as for sat... met up with QBs n RCs for CIP.. thou we got ourselves lost at botanic gardens n ended up pinic-in there.. but was all good fun... haha.. slackin with one other under e hot sun was torturin yet fun... haha... n i wore e wrong shoes la.. leg kenna blister... argh.. suay la.. can hardly walk properly sometimes.... zzzzz.. tts sux...




As for yest... finally watched HALLOWEEN.. watched it with jian bin, kel, ryl n athena.... well.. i muz say it was quite a gore movie.. y so? its nth but killin n blood spill ba... its abt this dude call michael mayers who has kinda a psyco prob.. end up he turn himself into a psyco cold blooded killer la... seein this movie reali reminded me of a lot of things n e thots i had in e past.. as i only miz e part abt havin e guts to do so ba... well.. i held grudge easily in e past... a lot of things were in my way... n its like i didn think much n lived in my own world n shut myself frm e rest... end up i reached a stage where i carried quite a lot of similar thots as michael mayers... so its like seein this movie reminded me a lot.. somehow it has dwell upon me tt mayb this show wanna hint me nv to cross tt path again.... thou i was kinda affected badly by it... well.. i wun blame anyone for invitin me to watch this show.. i guess even if i didn watch in e cinemas mayb i wld hav catch it online.. so to ryl.. don feel bad okie? its not ur fault at all... =)...

well... guess its back to sch... apparently was a wet weather n drowsy.. but thankfully we had a short day.. cuz we didn hav any BCM lessons for some reason.. so ended up.. we head for town for lunch n did HW... haha... cool rite... after tt... head for home.. n now.. here i m bloggin la... guess 2molo its gonna b an extremely LONG day... but cool thing is tt.. wed is an extremely short day.. which is even more cool.. well.. tts abt it la... as usual i been emo... all thanx to tt movie... its like wheneva i close my eyes.. e thots of wad i had came flowin.. its reali torturous to stare at e ceiling thru e nite... sigh~~ cant do much abt it besides flippin ard e bed like an idiot... n finally my mum n sis comin bk frm thailand trip... yep.. so tts abt it...

all out~~~

i m feelin extremely down recently... i don know y.. i guess its becuz of wads goin on ard me ba.. i guess e useage of com i m goin has been noticed by e family n they r like goin haywire over it... lets take yest for example.. cuz today is a holiday.. so yest i played all e way till mornin.. so i guess my sis who is goin haywire over almost anythin n everythin.. she was on my tail again.. threatenin to take away e modem... well..

this time i know she will go after it.. so i decided to do somethin back... so i hide e modem in a compartment where no one's hand r able to reach it besides mine.. so i hit e bed.. then came sunrise.. my sis knew i hid it somewhere.. she went into a frenzy... searchin for it.. so she was like bangin n flipin over stuff... then came drunkard dad goin abt shoutin for i don know wad reason... n its was a bad mornin i muz say.. thou i was sleepin.. its like everythin was heard.. n insults were made behind my back la.. e one tt killed me most was "aiya.. shld hav killed that ivey when she was still a baby.. i wun feel so stress abt her usin e com now..." well.. guess wad.. i m still here...argh!! i felt so hurt since then until now i still m.... its hard to swallow for this one...

for then pass few wks, my sis has been on my tail for almost every slightest things.. thou i was on e com.. i still do e hsework n stuff.. well not all la... but i m not a 100% slave for christ sake.... thou i know work piled on her has been killin.. but doesn mean she cant relax.. her temper has been gettin more n more foul.. n its makin my mood more n more foul.. i don know y... mayb sometimes i wanna joke with her or wad.. end up i kenna shouted at or kenna somethin no sibling will do ba.. i don know... its damn hard to swallow this up... its sux to b me rite now... sometimes i wish i cld shout bk or whack her bk to face wads goin on with her...

anywae... on e happy side.. i juz got a mail frm my sec sch fren.. who also carries e same name as my da ma la... she is also call winnie.. well.. i call her "gui" is becuz she always roam ard e sch.. one moment u see her.. nxt moment she disappear.. haha.. she is a nice fren to b ard with... but currently.. she is in aus, sydney... she juz send me a mail full of goodies.. 3 mini pooh toys n a large pkt of interestin jelly beans...n she wrote a mini note on a mini card..she was at a disney shop where she thot of buyin somethin for me.. damn touched xia... anywae.. e jelly beans r all with unique flavours.. range frm fruity to choco.. to a lot more.. i ate one craramel corn.. its damn nice... it feels like paradise.. it made me felt betta for a while... i miz her load.. thou i still see her on msn n stuff.. but seein her in aus happily.. i m happy for her as well...here r some of e pics i took when i got e mail... =)





well.. thats abt it for today.. i m feelin worst n worst each day.. with this temper of my sis where she pin point at me even when i didn do anythin wrong.. e family goin haywire in my face.. my bro's runaway which is more than a yr alr.. n still not settled.. n e new stuff tt is gonna challenge me in sch... i wish i cld juz end it all with my life.. i juz don hav juz e rite amt of guts yet.. i guess e day will come soon.. i feel like givin up.. its v tirin to hang on.... can hardly even catch my breath sometimes... well.. i m off...

wishin my xiao mei jia you for her work 2molo.. cheerz...

all dead~~~~~

well.. forgot to update abt yest.. so here it is... yest.. FINALLY went to watch RE3 xia.. haha... i watched with kel, xiao di, jj and andy... 1st.. we all meet at city hall.. as usual.. all e guys were late la.. i stand ard like gonna koon la.. finally they come... then we head for marina sq.. we were suppose to catch e 5pm slot.. but apparently left 1st roll... =.=... sua... so we decided to catch e 7.20pm slot in e end... so while waitin for time to pass... we had dinner.. then we sat outside chat.. then play arcade... after tt we head to e cinema to grab some munchies... xiao di n andy bought nachos.. me n kel got jumbo hotdogs.. n jj got himself cup corn.. haha.... while starein at e hotdog i feel somethin was missin.. e sauce... haha... as my hands were full.. so i asked kel to do it for me.. haha.. see how nice he did lor... (pic below)


after tt.. we head up to e cinema... n got in e 4th roll.. after tons of nonsense commercials... while some where not bad la..(like previews of some comin soon movies).. then came e movie... haha.. started off with some scenes taken frm e previous 2 REs.. sound effect was damn loud n scary la.. most of us cua sai... well.. i admit.. some part i cover a bit la.. n some part i was ok.. then i see kel n ql coverin their ears when there is nth comin.. so cute xia.. then see andy use his hand cover his face n jj almost at e edge of his seat... haha.. cute xia...

when e movie end.. it was like ard 9... then e guys head for e toilet.. while i waited for them.. was lookin at e sky.. haha... then e guys came bk.. we sat n chat abt maple.. lol... after tt.. we all head for home.. for wad leh? of course PIA MAPLE LA....

then came today lor... pia with da jie n kel maple till mornin.. then was on e phone with da jie.. then after tt.. was starein at e ceilin till 12.. where mother came screamin like don know wad juz to get me up.. guess wad.. 1st thing.. maple liao lor.. haha... pia until now.. reali dyin.. only ate 1 meal.. cuz i didn know e time.. so juz ate a plate of rice.. then pia somemore liao lor.. now gotta stop.. later modem take away frm me ah.. i cfm cry.. haha... yep... tts abt it for today.. short n sweet... =p.... AHHHHH!!! 2MOLO SCH AGAIN!!! SUX!!! SOMEMORE 1ST LESSON IS E WORST.. I DON KNOW WAD WILL B COMIN XIA.. PLUS ELECTIVE... AHHH~~~ DIE~~~~ JIU MING AHHHH~~~~ *siao liao*...

tts all folks..

lalalala~~~ siao siao~~~ lalalala~~~~~

well.. this has been my expression for e last 2 days..

my sis has been havin foul temper.. wheneva i wanna joke to cheer her up.. end up kenna scolded... haiz... juz 2 days bk... my sis used e modem.. then she joked with me.. askin if she hog e modem too long wad will i do.. then i say in a jokin manner"chop u lor".. then after tt she kpkb liao... haiz.. then after tt.. all e scoldin happened lor... haiz..

then after tt.. sua.. she debate with my mother outside e rm.. i lay in bed.. then out of e blue.. she walked in n i kenna a tight slap frm her..haiz.. don know la.. then yest mornin woke up.. e modem is gone.. she took it to her office.. not lettin me use it at all.. howz tt... haiz.. end up whole day was a dreadful day.. but thankfully jolene came my hse.. cuz she miz my doggies.. haha.. she had a fun time playin with them.. esp yoyo papa being playful.. after tt.. my sis came bk... well... kinda a debate again.. i juz cant b bothered to talk to her... but after a while i try to talk 2 her... well.. i don know wads up with me...

but i m till on top of my temper somehow.. juz tryin to contain it.. so tt it wun go haywire.. i still wan this family to b intact thou my bro is no longer in this hse.. i don know.. whether i m fit to b in this hse.. its like... a thot tt i cant explain... well.. tts abt it for today ba.. at least today.. modem is still intact... but e mood i m feelin is still down.. i don know how to make myself feel betta...

feelin down.......

oops.. yest too busy maplin n tired to update.. forgive me... anywae... yest had a time of my life... went ecp with QB frens... 1st up... ehhh... me n xiao mei were one of e last few to arrive... y? cuz xiao mei overslept la.. hahaha.. forgiven.. then we ate while rest went for cycling....

after tt.. we wanted to walk to e stone thingy there... jj saw us.. after tt we saw e rest.. haha.. all of them look exhausted... n heard xiao di fell... *ouch*... anywae.. we chat a while.. then head for e beach n play sand.. LOL.. while e guys played beach soccer.. i was walkin ard with xiao mei findin shells.. blardie hell.. so many rocks more than shells.. but some stones looked pretty... =P...while da jie tryin to direct mama e way to ecp.. she tripped onto e rope n fell.. *ouch again*... after tt... i head into e sea for e swim.. aiya.. nv throw ppl down sea.. wasted xia... zzzz... oops... anywae... yep... into e sea i go... biangs.. so dirty n salty... gross.. n e current is strong... i wanted to head up to breathe.. then e blardie wave smack rite in my face... =.=... anywae.. after tt... head up... head for shower... was damn shiok.. but i kenna burnt a bit... damn it.... anywae.. after tt... we all walked our way to parkway parade to meet da ma n cj.. while walkin.. i piggy back da jie.. she was light la... compared to my uncle la.. haha... then we finally reach parkway... but while down e stairs to basement.. my turn to fall.. all thanx to my slippery slippers... zzzz... crap... fell on my butt... =.=... shi painful de lor...

after tt.. we reached swensens... call cj n da ma... they came.. then some felt tt shld eat dinner 1st.. haha.. so some went for shoppin while some went to eat... so cj n myself jalaned ard... then after tt.. met up with da ma, mama, da jie n xiao mei... while they were high on shoppin for clothes... cj n me were kinda xian la... shoppin is not my style la... haha.. then cj said he wanted to jalan alone... so he left.. then after tt.. i head for e other exit for a smoke... i saw him again.. this time he was like emo la... after tt join him for a while.. then we head bk to swensens la... then after tt all came.. then we head in... had a yummy yummy sticky chewy choco ice cream.. wootz.. yum~~ then xiao mei n da ma ate choco fondue... looks good~~ then e unexpected thing happened.. CJ TREATED US~~ T_T.... gan dong... then after tt.. we headed for home.. while e east side ppl head for e opposite direction.. cj sent xiao di, da ma, xiao mei n myself in a cab.. n poor gy took bus... then we reached bugis.. companied cj buy his wanted CREAM PUFF... haha.. then we all head bk...

well.. i was walkin bk.. somethin bad happened la.. i don know isst suay or wad la... guess walkin bk frm bugis will b VERLI DANGEROUS thing... but zzz la... i wanna save my transport fare also cannot meh... pui... yep... so tts abt yest... for today? AT HOME NUA LOR~~ SI BEI BORIN AH~~~ JIU MING AHHHH~~~

anywae... cheerz to all.... =P

i found quite a few oldies song.. go checkout my playlist.. enjoy... =P

well.. today mood was much betta... glad today went out meet ryl, athena n kel.... today got up... nua online a while.. then head to tm slack.. then head to kel's hse to slack even more/koon.... then after tt meet ryl n athena at CS there.. then head to tm eat.. jalan.. slack.. nua.. chiong arcade...

then jb came out for break.. chat a while then head bk for work... then we all slack again.. after tt.. ryl went bk.. was kinda xian.. thot if all left then me bein alone is ok de la.. but athena n kel stayed with me then we send ryl off n head for starbucks to chat n slack.. chat even more.. then slack slack... then play arcade again... then was like ard 10 alr.. i reali appriciate them company xia... hee... THANX KEL N ATHENA N RYL!!! :D! my mood is kinda high now.. i don know y.. mayb thanx to ryl bein high at e bus interchange treatin my bag as her "bf"... haha...

anywae.. after tt... kel n athena head for home while i took e train bk.. i saw my pri/sec sch fren, krystabella.... its been like 2 yrs since i last saw her.... so on e train... we were chattin non-stop n e train ride was like fast xia... haha.. was ok la.... we x-changed contacts... kinda brings bk some memories... hope everythin for her goes well... all e best for her A lvl tts comin soon... yep... after tt.. alighted at my stop... then while walkin bk.. a FAT stray cat was walkin ard my legs... was so cute.. so i sayang-ed her a while.. then after tt it followed me all e way to my blk downstairs... haha... then one weird old man followed me into e lift... gao siao... then whole lift up i gave tt pissed stare.. cuz while i was walkin to e lift.. he was walkin in n out like somethin is there... gives me e chill xia.. *shivers*... anywae.. yep.. then now.. home swt home n bloggin n chattin.. if anyone online.. pls say hi... if not i stare com screen all e way... oops.. haha... lame... anywae.. yep.. tts abt it for today... today's pic.. my green turtle... KURUMI-CHAN! hehe.... a gift frm a fren whom i haven seen in quite a while also.. sigh...

cheerz to all...

HAPPIE HAPPIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY~~~~ WISHINGGGGGGGGGGG 4 MOREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!!! YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

well... today's entry is gonna b a short one la.. cuz i m kinda pissed with myself today....

well.. today got myself a haircut.. not much change thou... juz tt kinda neater ba... anywae.. came checkin of results.. guess i screwed badly... i got ABC for e 3 subs.... biz reali wad made me screwed la.. n my GPA i muz say its e most pathetic one i hav eva seen...

well.. later will b collectin my specs.. n mayb go find ryl n athena for dinner n a chat ba... haiz.. i m extremely disappointed in myself.. guess e theory of "u reap wad u hav sown" applies to almost everythin sometimes... sigh... yep... tts abt it.... it sux to b me rite now...

hearin most of them did well.. n also some.. thou i haven ask.. but i know cfm do betta than me... so yep... sad la... but no point la.. hopefully i will get over it la.. b4 i turn myself into a psyco.. LOL... tts lame... well.. yest was bored... so decided to take my old QQ hair b4 i went for haircut with not much changes la.. HAHA.. yep....

there u hav it...
Before...


Afer


yep.. cheerz to all....

A Song For A Lady


The Promise of H.O.T


well.. these 2 songs r kinda ancient to me... haha.. had been tryin to get these songs.. n finally i got them.. these 2 songs were how i got to know this band.. H.O.T. but sadly.. they spilted up yrs ago.. most of them went solo.... thou half e time i don know wad they r singin la.. cuz i m not korean... but its nice...

i don know abt u... but its nice la... haha.. well... i kinda miz e band thou.. they hav quite a no of nice songs.. n their dance moves were cool... but sadly they spilt up la... haiz... well.. tts abt it for 2day...

2molo is quite a day for me.. well.. 1stly.. collectin my specs.. 2ndly.. mayb gettin my hair a little trim... lastly.. checkin results.. well.. i cant say i m all excited la... i wish holiday nv end.. but i also wish sch start.. cuz can see everyone again... see la.. contridictin here... zoinks...

k la.. tts all ppl...

cheerz to all.. :)