I M DAMN HIGH NOW!!!
FINALLY 1 THING IS SOLVED... I M EXTREMELY GAY(nt ah gua but happie hor) ABT IT!!!
I M GLAD THINGS TURN OUT TO B OKIE!!! JUZ WAN ALL TO B HAPPIE!!!!!
WELL.. MORE OUTSIDE PROBS TO COME... BUT I M REALI GLAD ITS ALL SOLVED!!!! YIPPEE!!!
but pui.. still sick.. voice "sexy", nose tap sot... zzzz...
well... done for today... time for more stuff doin n also chattin...
cheerz.... :D.....
i guess e words said to me were nth but pain i guess...
anywae... today i finally broke down.... gosh... tt sux.... esp when i cant even get to talk things out.. watch movie n all... its like a home sick day.. it sux exceptionally.... sigh... wad m i suppose to do?
anywae... start off with yest.. as my distance drift off frm some...i sat at a corner alone n all.... i come to think abt.. wad m i suppose to do to stop those painful words tt were said to me...
it comes of indecisiveness of myself n also e fustration i face.. frm home or anywhere... m i suppose to b jealous? well..partly it is..partly its not.. its more of e anger felt by others n somehow it wasn told to me.. n e misconception of expressions n words used that somehow caused miscommunication tt starts to fall in place.... but still.. i hold my words... thou ppl may not like e way i do things sometimes...
but still if i m rite.. i wun mind fightin back.. if its my fault or wad so eva... pls tell me.. at least i can do wad i need to do.. if its not enough to make it up to do.. i hav no idea wad to do.... well... as usual... a self blame of bein over sensitive... a said of human nature.. its whether i m able to get over it...
anywae... as i walked home in e rain yest... a lot of thots came passin my mind... e amt of insurance incurred frm e companies for my grandparents who passed on, e accs bein done to get e procedures on-goin to get e money, e contiunation of insults n arguments in e family, e day n nites of non stop work, sch n fustrations tt i nv feel i can handle tt much.. as much as i needed rest.. its like a nv endin journey.... juz like life..... conflicts in frenships is part n parcel of life.. as much as many wld wanna avoid or prayin hard it wun even happen at all..
a river tt was muddy.. juz like how messy i feel now..wishin tt it wld b clear once again....
even if it happens.. i guess its always e tough thing to confront n settle.. juz like yest or today... juz when i wanna try settle thru phone call.. no outcomes so far... but sadly.. yest msn conv was juz like a miniture war.... or mayb thinkin too much or givein ownself pressure for nth is unncecessary ba.... well.. regardless of wad it is... i was given a pkt of famous amos cookies... which i reali appriciate a lot... n i was nuts enough to go take a pic of it.... n it was nxt to me on my bed for e whole of today....
e cookies tt was given to me durin yest's 1st lesson.. but no matter how tough this gonna b, this is gonna b my motivation to settle this n to keep me goin....
well... tts my words for e day... "WINNERS NV QUIT.. cuz QUITTERS CAN NEVER WIN"
ALL DOWN~~~~~
I DAMN MYSELF FOR BEING THAT WAY!!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!!!!
I DAMN MYSELF FOR BEING EXTREMELY SENSITIVE!!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!!
I DAMN MYSELF FOR BEING INDECISIVE!!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!!
I DAMN MYSELF FOR FALLING SICK AT THIS TIME!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!
I DAMN MYSELF FOR SHOWIN TOO MUCH CARE N NO ONE BOTHERS!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!!
I DAMN MYSELF FOR NOT WAKIN UP TO REALITY!!! DAMN IVEY DAMN!!
sigh.. enough of curses... its time for me to do major self reflect.. sometimes its not like i wanna say things out.. but if it get too worryin.. mayb others can help u betta than me.. if not.. well.. cant do much... aiya.. don wanna think of it la..y all these make me so tired... i wanna juz die somehow... AIYA!!! DAMN LA!!
tts all...
ALLL OUTTTTTT~~~
was dad's birthday.. so we decided to go hav a simple brunch... well.. guess wad.. we had turtle soup la.. i muz say... e soup wasn v nice.. but e side dish we ordered was good.. lolz.. lets see...
side dish.. stir-fried fish.. was good....
here comes e turtle soup.. wasn as nice as e previous stall we usually go... sigh~~
anywae... after tt... dad head on to his frens' place for some major mahjong session... so, mum, sis n myself droves ourselves to bishan... sis said she wanted to get her eye brows done.. so we head for one of e saloons.. when we got in.. i wanted to sit down.. but b4 my BUTT can even TOUCH E DAMN CHAIR, i kenna drag in liao... n was to lie on their so call "bed" ah... then e person started take e somethin la (don know how 2 spell la) n wanted to do my EYE BROWS la.. i was like "WAIT!! WADS GOIN ON?!!".. to my suprise.. it was mum n sis who wanted me to get my eye brows done INSTEAD... so guess wad.. I KENNA CHEATED FEELINS LA.. i was shiftin ard la.. then e person who happen to b e BOSS was like "STOP MOVIN LA!" zzz.. so i had to GUAI GUAI lie there let her do la.. n i muz say.. ITS GOD DAMN PAINFUL LA!!! PUI! finally when she finish.. i got up... OMG! it doesn even look like me la.. mah jiam i juz undergone PLASTIC SURGERY LA.. =.=.... thou mum n sis say nice nice.. look more gal gal.. o.O... zzz... anywae.. after tt... paid up.. i wanted to take plaster n cover la... bth alr.... then head for singtel n wanted to do somethin abt e modem la.. but too many ppl...
so head down for bugis.. but along e way... went to a bubble tea shop, Rockery...n got myself a cup of NICE, YUMMY STRAWBERRY SMOOTHIES... WOOTZ... suggestion to those who LOVE STRAWBERRY LIKE XIAO MEI.. PLS TRY IT WOR~~!! lol... =P
nice.. yummy... shiok.... hehe... =P... juz for LI TING XIAO MEI..XP
anywae.. head for singtel shop once again.. n sadly... TOO MANY PPL!! so we decided to head for home.. had dinner.. blah blah.. watch batman begins n pia maple... blah blah.. so tts for yest...
for today... got up early... met ryl n athena for breakfast.. after tt.. met kel at tamp interchange.. then took bus.. saw kelly, meishan n daphne... then we all walked in for accs.. cuz no MPS.. y? cher went for seminar lor... anywae.. then after accs had lunch... was quite quiet thou... then after tt.. head for BCM.. was doin roleplay script la... cuz need to hand in by end of e wk... zzz.. anywae... took a few pics... n this is my roleplay grp... besides xiao di i worked with last time... this time hav kx, suvin as well as azrika in e grp as well.. cool wor... so heres e pic..
nice pic of us... wootz....
anywae.. after tt... took bus with xiao mei, da ma, suvin, xiao di, ken n cher for a while.. then took train back with xiao mei, da ma n xiao di... n finally got home... n now here i m havin dinner... well.. its not totally mine... haha... i shared with my sis.... was quite nice..(cuz.. its somethin made my hand.. so was ok la...)..
yummy yum yum~~ =P....
b4 i forget!! HAPPIE BIRTHDAY TO MY LITTLE MIKO!! WHO TURNS 3 YRS OLD TODAY!!! :P
yep... so tts abt it la.. cheerz to all....
p.s. I M STILL NOT USED TO MY EYE BROWS LA!!! PUI!!!! AHHHH CHOOOOO!!! DAMN FLU!! DAMN!
1st up.. had acc class in e mornin.. gosh.. was like beat la... came in like almost half hr.. on my way up.. saw andy, xiao mei n da ma... so went up with them.. head for class.. then after tt.. was accs accs.. n MORE ACCS... sigh.. was extremely borin...
after tt.. came lunch.. it was like gosh.. i haven eaten in 20 yrs... n was spicy... wootz.. remind me of my sec sch days.. when i wanna eat malay rice.. its like not much stuff left for me to buy.. but ITE de.. biangs.. tok gong.. n e chilli.. well.. shuang.. but not 100% shuang.. lol... then had a few rounds of tai dee... then head back to class for another hr... zzz...
after tt.. bid bye to all.. head down to my cousin hse... i hadn seen him in months ba.. xian.. he on holiday when i hav to torture myself to drag my sleepy head to sch... zzz... anywae.. went his place.. change out of uniform.. n off to east point.. got a few drinks n snack.. head back.. had a few movies watched.. play e guitar.. gosh.. i can nv forget how it feels like to hold on to e guitar once again... (not those aracde ones of course)....
zzz... candid season.....
after tt.. was tryin to help him clean up his messy rm a bit.. guess wad.. i found his extremely old cigs... accordin to him is like 4-5 yrs liao la.. n its like e small pkt which appeared last time.. ITS DAMN OLD SCH XIA~~!! lol... check check check.. CHECK IT OUT~~
its like only with 10 sticks.. n becuz of e AGE of it.. e sticks all become YELLOW la
after tt.. was time for dinner... made scramble eggs topped with ham n sausage... was yummy... gosh.. i was eatin n eatin... hoho... was good...
yum yum food... hoho... =P
after tt.. was in his rm... saw a interestin statue la.. but guess wad.. yuan lai its not for pai sui.. buts its actually a TONG GONG la.. gao siao la.. if u see ah.. bao jiak u will remb e man we all see b4 de... in CHINA~~ LOLZ...
familiar to u?? haha.... =P..
after tt.. left his place at ard 9... had a NONG NONG bus 12 ride home.. was bored to tears la.. keep yawnin until tears fall xia.. mah jiam cryin.. haha.. then finally got myself home.. n here i m now la... kinda exhausted.. but well.. it kinda took my mind off frm wad i m facin for a while.. was all good....at least it wun make me go nuts for no reason...
well.. abt to lose my voice after all e singin... zzz... its gonna b fri.. havin fear.. live stuff in pubs r always scary... well... i don know la.. tolong wun happen la...
anywae.. tts abt it la.. cheerz to all... n i wun say emo... oops.. juz said...
OME~~~~~
guess wad... today after goin shoppin with my QB mates... i notice when they tried on clothes n stuff... it dwelled on me tt i envy them lookin v pretty in pretty dresses.. well... today went shoppin with them... seein them goin frm shops to shops tryin many clothes.. lookin nice in most of them make me envy wor... haha...
well.. today as usual... blardie calls keep comin on.... made me all more emo than eva... worst... i today kept givin false alarm la... zzz.. wadde... sorry everyone.. today gave false alarm n news... :S.... qing yuan liang wo.... >.<...
e most nonsense thing is that... when i got home juz now... my mum n sis were like sayin y not 1 day drag me go for shoppin xia... omg.. at 1st i thot was shop for their stuff.. end up they say.. wanna shop for ME la... i m like huh? shop wad... they say mayb i will look cute in dresses... i was like = =... i guess they muz b out of their minds... its weird la... e last time i wore dress was like... my st margs sch U?? haha!!! lame~~~ anywae.... i don know wads gonna b planned out for me by them la.. judgin frm their evil looks... i don know how 2 outcome will b.. its a mystery... i somehow half-hearted... don know if i shld look forward or wad...
well... tts abt it la... i m glad tt most of them who came shoppin today mostly got wad they wanted... thou some nv get... but overall was good... but still i ENVY la... lol....
cheerz to all... :)
EMO~~~~
finally.. last fri had my presentation.. wasn in front of all ppl la.. cuz i came earliest.. so was 1st to present... well.. i think i was too draggy... was bad la.. sigh.. bo bian la.. i did my best le.. do rest is up 2 e marks la.. then came wkends...
a lousy wkend.. besides bein able to meet jia ying mama at her area for e 1st time along with kel n athena.. haha was pretty cool.. we crapped n ka jiao jia ying mama quite a bit abt "most of u know who" la.. anywae.. then head for home...
after tt came sunday... met up with chio bu n ah ma for their lunar gatherin or sort la.. kinda left out there.. plus its like timin wise la.. cuz nxt day got sch.. zhao so soon.. guess wad.. sort of kenna grounded for e wk after much debate.. but wadde heck la.. i came bk its alr good enough... don always everythin pick on me....
well.. i guess after all these while i m still a pai kia in a way.. n its like i don know.. it juz sux la.. hangin on to this plus so much stuff to handle... its killin... keep sayin u will b there no matter wad happen to da family.. well guess wad... i m e one who has been there... u hav been takin ur job as an excuse to get away frm those blames.. while i get them for no reason... aiya... heck la... after all these.. i guess e no. of conversation among e family is gonna get lesser n lesser... they think they r bosses.. so let them b la.. n when things screw up.. don come findin n blamin me for not tellin u earlier...
argh... it sux to b me rite now... well.. i did e best i cld.. if they think they r smarter.. its their biz... sigh... communications here is havin a serious breakdown... they still don wanna listen nor believe it.. thinkin tt they r e big shots... pui la... roar....
tts abt it....
back to emo-in.. somethin juz pop out n it got me in a mess again... pui...
ROARRRRR~~~!!!
cute little 1~~~ naughty naughty....
our v shy lady.. who uses her bag to cover... tsk tsk~~
after tt.. head down frm TAMP to CLARKE QUAY juz to meet sam n serene... biangs.. damn far la.. at 1st i don feel like goin.. but aiya.. give ppl face jiu go lor.. after tt.. reach there with a blur face (cuz almost fell asleep along e way)... then end up.. we had dinner at this thai restaurant... then after tt.. went pub with some of their colleagues... had quite a bit of drinks.. then walked home... gosh.. its was a terrible walk back.. kinda shaky... damn it... ever since i got my gastric probs.. i cant reali go on as much as i did last time.. but o well... finally got home at ard 2 plus ah.. then was on e phone with athena until 3 plus ba.. then guess wad.. after tt.. whole nite was starein at e ceiling till mornin... was damn jia lat la..
finally got up at abt 7.30 frm bed.. then saw my cute little miko.. shun bian take a pic lor... haha..
there u hav it folks.. hehe..
then dragged myself to e shower... then head to school... n it was a disasters.. blardie single deck.. i wanted to sleep la.. then one auntie juz smack her backside into my leg la.. *elo gy.. pls "do somethin abt it la"* oops.. hehe.. anywae... when i reached class.. i was e 1st to reach la.. then i was like zzz.. xian la.. then greeted cher... n his jap is tok gong de lor... haha.. cannot "pray pray" xia... then had his lesson... almost fell asleep.. n seein da ma in bad mood today... sigh.. n everyone with their monday blues.. haha.. o well.. after all tt... had IAC.. wanted to sleep again.. cher tapped on me.. her hands were like ICE-IN COLD la.. kia si lang... anywae.. came lunch... da ma, xiao mei n ken left.. then left v few ppl for lunch.. haha... but was alrite... then after tt.. had BCM.. which we only did SW test n some survey n learnin e e-mail system in there... was all xian la.. but ok la.. then finally sch finish.. took bus 2 with da jie n xiao di.. then took mrt back with xiao di back.. had quite a chat..
then came home.. sigh.. my bedroom de fan broke down... zzz.. damn it.. heng got extra... but today weather damn cold..i m still burnin for no reason.. so ppl.. if ya hands r extremely cold.. feel free to grab my arm for warm... lolz... yep.. so tts abt it for today la.. haha.. anywae... mich was tellin me abt this farnie mv on youtube... frankly sayin.. its kind of an insult to jay chou n fei yu qing la... if u watch it, u will get wad i mean.. anywae.. heres e video.. ENJOY~~!
cheerz to all...
P.s. hope da ma n serene get well soon... take care wor...
EMOOOO~~~
anywae.. when we got there... we almost lost our way there la... cuz its like there was 2 halls... then we dig e place.. n finally got to e rite place.. lol... then we head in.. we saw some of her current students.. we felt damn n i mean SI BEI OLD la... ("not me la" claims mich)... then while waitin.. it was a lot of chattin.. then we crap n joked la.. abt sudden weddin crashers n nonsense la.. guess wad.. we also saw MISS HUANG!! she slimed down a lot... also v pretty... awww.. i miz e days of havin home econs n F&N lessons with her back at sec sch.. thou i was kinda mean back then la... oops... XD.... after tt.. came e pastor to do e startin.. so when we weddin bells came on... e door open.. n we all saw a stunnin beautiful miss lau walkin down e lane... omg.. she is damn pretty la... but still.. can see her eyes kinda puffy.. mayb she didn sleep well or too much tears of joy....
as there were singin of hymns?(don know how 2 spell).. oops... plus prayers.. n came e xchange of vows n rings for her n her husband... then of course.. not to miz... their kiss shown to e world... thou was short la.. (cuz too many ppl + cameras flashin like crazy)... after tt.. was pics takin with e bride n groom.. mich n i were like.. "BAO JIAK SHE FORGOT ABT US!" well.. it came true la.. until when we abt to leave.. we saw MRS SIAU outside.. then mich made a comment.. then mrs siau damn fast la.. faster ask cam man take pic for us.. n for e 1st time.. mrs siau actually hook her arm ard mine.. n took a pic.. i stunned la.. then nxt to me was mich.. n nxt to mrs siau was miss huang la... cuz mich frm e beginnin quoted " if i don take pic with miss huang today?! I WILL SI CHAN LAN DA UNTIL SHE TAKE PIC WITH ME!" lol... e one we took today gotta wait la... zzz.. but anwaye...
i managed to get a pic frm e photo sent to me la.. hehe... nice wor.. show u all..
there u hav it folks... aint it nice... wish them nth but happiness..... cheerz.....
after all tt.. mich n i head back to ps.. cuz she meetin her aunt.. so we went there.. i had my lunch.. then we chat n jalaned ard a bit la.. then she meet with her aunt... while i head for home.. was a short journey back.. after tt.. i changed back into home clothes.. n wanted to sleep.. cuz.... modem taken by my sis.. i cant online.. then wanted to somethin abt my oral presentation usin lappy.. but sis was usin LAPPY N E MODEM... then argued... but in e end.. i take she was lala-in pass my ears.. then head for e room n stare at e ceiling.. until mother come bk at abt 4 plus.. then munch a bit.. then watch tv... then head for shower.. n off to grandparents place...
on e way.. was an unpleasant journey.. i got nagged for those unncecessary prob.. when its none of my biz... guess it my sis complainin for e smallest stuff... i alr let her use e modem n lappy liao.. was else she wan.. my head ah... argh.. pissed.. sua.. i didn bother shootin back... cuz its like e same old crap over n over again... somehow.. no matter how much i explained myself.. it comes back e same.. y not saved my breath....
then finally reach grandparents place.. str away.. i lock myself in e rm watchin tv n enjoyin e air-con.. n had dinner in there.. after tt.. was on e phone with athena for a while.. when my little cousin came runnin in again.. cuz her "gang" didn come.. lol... so she started throwin balls at me... then when she came near.. i grabbed her n started ticklin her.. she screamed!! hoho... =P... after tt i wanted to go grab a drink.. she didn wanna let me go.. so she grabbed me by my shirt.. so i dragged myself to e kitchen with her behind me... after tt.. her little bro came runnin.. haha... so we all play a while.. n e cutest thing.. he love to wrap himself like a ah ne.. when his towel came loose.. he will go "JIE JIE JIE!! BAO AH BU NE!!!" omg.. i cldn stop gigglin... so cute~~~...
here r e pics again... hoho...
ah bu ne ne lookin for stuff.. i wrap him up de.. hoho...
smilin.. with my grandpa behind emo-in?.. lolz...
unhappie with his sis takin his stuff.. lol... happen to take... LOLZ..
happie as can b... hee.. kawaii ne~~~
after all tt... we headed for home... sigh..yet another HORRIBLE JOURNEY again... kenna shoot shoot shoot.. but halfway we got a shocked la.. cuz got one lady biker.. she was lyin on e bike n mah jiam like sleepin.. look like she doin stun xia.. reali damn kong bu... then as usual mother goes on naggin..
but it came a point in time when she started mentionin abt bro n father.. tts when i cldn control myself frm bein quiet... n i startin sayin stuff tt were facts.. n she said 1 line tt caused a silence (i m not gonna say wad it was la..) but... i muz admit until now.. i m still feelin jia lat.... thou tt line has been say a thousand times till i m suppose to b numb... end up.. it still hurt... n it still hurt when my grandpa ask me abt bro whom sometimes i see at TM... it still hurt when those memories come gushin pass my mind... it still hurt no matter how much i wanna sweep those sorrows tt were bein caused by them... n somehow.. i m back to my cry baby days which is bad... crap~~~
much is said... so its time to stop.... tts all for today...
EMO~~~~
p.s. check out this song tt i juz added.. its call home by chris (frm american idol)
its been school school school... well.. tues had IAC de CA la... guess wad.. thou can balance la.. but don know if i get e overall stuff rite la... so we will see wad happens la.. n guess wad.. even if i do well in tt part.. i guess i screwed my MCQ section ba.. WHY? cuz i sux at theory lor... sighs... anywae... then came wed... had blardie listenin compre.. was kinda complicated... don know if its true or false... gosh.. its kills xia... died.. n i notice i got chou with YELLOW!! N I MEAN Y-E-L-L-O-W!! y? cuz my IAC qn paper was yellow.. then my listenin compre qn paper also YELLOW! gao she mo gui~~!! sigh... anywae...
then after all that.. came PE... its BBALL time.. lol... was kinda high.. haha.. but 1stly.. changed into pe gear.. then andy, jian bin, kel n myself went to play.. after tt.. cher changed location.. so sua.. head for indoor hall.. BIANGS... ITS DAMN HOT TO DA MAX LA.. hav to fight for oxygen in there xia.. only 1 or 2 blardie door open nia.. n there r like 100 over of us students there.. plus few chers... n so.. at there.. e malay gals wanted to play.. so end up.. ken, jj, andy, jian bin n myself.. verus them.. gosh.. chor lor xia.. lang ga like drivin bo licence... (oops.. sound like sayin me xia.. =X).. ANYWAE~~~!! n poor andy's injury on his back became worst xia.. zzzz... after they got tired n rest..n so, kel, sy, ql all join in.. n we all play n luff la.. damn gao siao lor... can barely breathe while luffin... haha... after tt... disaster came...
3 sport management gals came askin if they can play against us.. all of us were damn tired la.. but.. end up i head for a drink 1st... didn know wad was goin on... plus e amt of heat in my body is alr takin its toll.... when i came bk.. kel, jian bin n sy were alr playin against them... sy was bullied by them la.. at 1st i see i wasn v happie alr... then end up.. wanted to go close n watch... then end up.. some of them ask me go sub sy.. cuz she reali kenna bullied la.. so i sub with her.. play with jian bin n kel against them... in e end.. not only we trashed them.. we help sy n ourselves bao chou... e feelin damn shiok... but e price i paid at e end of e game is tt.. i was burnin to da core... n my face was extremely red xia.. damn... mah jiam i shy la... zzzz.... then after tt.. head for home with da ma, xiao mei n ken... haha... on e way down... pe cher saw us la.. 1st thing was she luff at my face la... wad xia... zzzz.... then don know if she ask or comment la.. if i wanna help e bball team play... so i don know la.. but frankly.. i don like playin with new ppl.. somehow i m kinda used to playin with andy, jian bin, kel they all liao... if ask me play with new ppl.. its like mah fan la.. chong tou zai lai.. wo tub bai bo ar ne eng la.... cheEEEEEEEEE...
anywae... head for home... came nite.. suppose to go zouk with my sis n her fren la.. guess wad.. on e way saw my sec sch frens xia.. haha... then due to over crowdin... we decided to go MOS instead.. gosh.. MOS de queue damn short la.. when we got in.. e songs all so dance de... eeek... so end up.. sat with my sis n her fren kua free "movie" la... haha.. then my sis ah.. biangs.. she mah jiam order don know how much drinks la.. drink until i almost seh la.. sheez... but she more jia lat.. so had to tai her home.. but halfway bo bian.. ask my mother come pick us.. oopx.... anywae...
came yest.. DEEPAVALI... was awaken by athena's msg at 11 plus ah.. HANGOVER!!!! ARGH!!! HEADPAIN AH!!!! WANNA DIE!!!! but after replyin her.. bed i knock back again... then sleep until.. 1 plus.. i was like HOLY CRAP!! MEETIN AT 2 I M STILL IN A MESS.. DIE!! then ji tao jump into shower n rush out.. but guess wad.. i 2nd earliest to reach...zzzz.... anywae.. after tt.. ryl reach.. chatted n munched quite a while.. athena came... then after eatin n crappin n playin with e baby who was at e table behind us.. so KAWAII... she keep playin with ryl n kel.. haha.. so cute... after tt.. we head for big bookshop to find stuff for entertainment.. so we jalaned ard.. n decided to buy drawin block to draw.. haha.. guess wad.. ryl, kel n myself decided to draw... n e whole block is at my hse rite now... was lookin at wad we drawn la.. quite gao siao.. i got e pics in here... hoho... check them out...
this is wad i draw la.. e gal pic is done by ryl actually.. haha...
this is done by kel la... quite cute la... only e eyes look farnie... hahah....
then after tt head up to ryl's home while athena head off for dinner with her "darling" la.. (not gonna say who)... hoho.. then ryl, kel n myself reali slacked la.. then ryl took us to her old memory lane... guess she reali miz her sec sch life.. aww... then we chatted quite a lot.... luff quite a bit.. as usual with ryl's sillyness... oops... =X... i was half asleep most of e time cuz shag mah.. but in e mist... don know who take clip.. n something... n don know how my hair become so "style"... m prayin tt ryl got rid of e pic.. which i think she wldn la.. zzzz... o well... i bo xing xiang liao la.. zzzz... crap.. anywae... then we watched tv till 10.. meanwhile athena was so bored of e dinner over there.. cuz its like crapily long.. haha.. after tt.. we left ryl's hse at abt 10 plus?? then i walked with kel to his place there.. so we crap.. till athena called... then chatted with her till kel's blk downstairs.. bid him bye n walk on to tamp station.. my phone was like "HOT" la... cuz athena called.. then home called.. then ppl call go pub.. for don know wad la..zzz... then end up.. reject e pubbin part... help my mother buy soft drink... n chatted with athena while... haha...
then finally reach home... sis was usin e modem again... zzzz.. then chatted with athena over e phone... after tt was online... then chattin with QB mates/ RCs plus my godsis... then till like 3 or 4 plus ah.. then went to bed.. roll until 5 or 5 plus then finally fell asleep... as for today.. a disaster mornin.. almost cldn get myself out of bed.. whole bus ride was yawnin n yawnin.. lol.... then reached class also yawn n yawn.. then discussed with cher over my oral presentation... GOSH!! IT SUX LA!! so many points missin xia.. heng i didn keep QUIET abt it.... if not its reali over la... zzzz... had a mini break.. come back.. we were gossipin n talkin abt supernatural thingys... haha... was quite relaxin la.. then came IAC... i tell u ah!! DIE!! i like mah jiam forgot xia... MR QUEK N MR HUANG!! NEED U ALL HELP LIAO!! SOS~~~ LOLZ!!! =X...
anywae.. then head home with da ma, xiao mei, ql... da jie n ken only took same bus nia.. cuz da jie stay near mah.. then ken goin meet his fren... today's train ride was quiet i muz say.. haha... i don know y.. mayb all tired ba.. i also... i look like whole world owe me money xia.. oops... SORRY PPL!! QIN YUAN LIANG WO~~~!!
k la.. i think i went on too much liao... lol... tts abt for this wk la...
to QBs n RCs.. jia you for nxt wk n followin wk's oral presentation.. plus those in MPS.. JIA YOU FOR CA.. hav to pia liao.. i opened e book last wk n wanted to study ah.. i then notice... apparently... I KNOW TOTALLY COMPLETELY NTH ABT IT!! I M MEAN IT XIA!!! PUI!!! i know i cfm die sui sui liao... zzz.... anywae... yep... tts abt it la.. cheerz all...
i m off to do some self-reflect.... EMO~~~~~
CHECK IT OUT!!!
this one is direct translation of jap song la.. biangs.... almost died xia..
enjoy.. cheerz...
emoooooo~~~~~~~~
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.
Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.
The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.
Your views on education
You may not like to study but you have many practical ideas. You listen to your own instincts and tend to follow your heart, so you will probably end up with an unusual job
The right job for you:
You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.
How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.
What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of things that you cannot control. Sometimes you show your anger to cover up how you feel.
Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.
Got this quiz frm seein xiao mei n kel's blog... so decided to do it.. n this is wad i got la... most of it r true... except some r not la... but anywae.. if u wanna try.. here is e webby.. http://www.quizbox.com/personality/test82.aspx
