well.. its beg of nov... its a beg of my unhappy month...
why?? cuz 1st up.. was caught for smokin at home?? haha... supposely i deserve it... hahaha... well.. luff it off get on with life.. fine... end up, endless preachin comes in.... tts when it all go haywire....
e more i m being preached, e more i don wanna talk anymore....yes yes ya ya.. its all n always my fault.. i m born let u all see me as a burden... scream at me all u wan.. u all r always rite... n i m e only 1 foreva wrong, wrong n wrong, nv rite in u ppl's sight.... its been almost a wk since i last open my mouth to talk in e hsehold.. e only time i open my mouth, is to tell e hsehold to shut up... bcuz i can barely hear anythin over e phone... other than tt.. nonetheless.. literally speechless at home.. e only time i get to talk is when i m out with frens or in sch...
instead home has become a ice blizard for me... i hav no idea wad i wanna say nor even do anymore... everythin has come to a point where i m hurt badly... isst juz me or m i juz too sensitive at times.... mayb so... i guess.... givin myself an ounce of hope for e betta regardless of wad it is... is juz somethin tt will being by my downfall?? i m seriously very angry, pissed, sad n fustrated.. all come into one formula... but wad does it = to? i hav no idea.. i can barely even find a place to vent my anger.. but instead there is a place n a person tt always came to my mind.... tts where i can find peace to relax my mind a while... but still.. life is full of ups n downs.. it sux when it hits.. n u hav no where to turn to at all... even e slightest person whom u wish to b there, isn... everyone has their own lives to live on.. if u don catch up, u will b left behind... seems to me like i hav gave up n decided to b left behind isn it?
i don noe e ans myself... count myself suay with a lousy fri n sat tt made me injured myself out of e dumbest thing... n somehow gettin all these nonsense... well.. is this heaven's so call "halloween" gift for me?? haha.. sounds cheezed up.. hahahahahaha... this is sooo full of shit... hahahahahahahaha~~ wooo y my tears fallin... hahahahahahahahaha~~ isst sooo funny??? hahahahahahahahaha... i don noe.... hahahahahahahaha...
a song tt makes me felt peaceful for a while... mayb tts y its call rest in peace and fly away......
FLIES AWAY~~~~~~
The Loner
Ivey Ang(Kei)
single
ITE collage east(simei)
Feb 20, 1989
19+
Loves
SLEEPING
My frens (:
My Handphone (thou reali wanna change it la)
To nua with frens often
Mostly gymin n bball
Cravings
Able to go chilling with frens as often
More bball plays with frens~!(for fun of course)
Good results(of course de mah)
Gain my LONG AWAIT FREEDOM
Travel to countries with frens
Gettin drivin licence
Get a New Computer (old one dyin soon)
