well.. the 1st wk of sch is over... things has been quite hectic...

there's more project n less theories... well.. i kinda prefered more theory.. but ahh well.. anywae... both core sub got a part whereby all of us were separated into diff grp.. nt so bad...

but guess wad, all e buyin of module books, notes n files has almost burnt a HUGE hole in most of our wallets i believe... ahh well.. usually 1st wk is burnt wallet wk.. so cant b helped i guess...

lessons has brought to a whole new level... so its somethin new.. besides tt ACCPAC programme.. thou gt use it only once, but was sooooo complicated till i almost died... but now tryin to get e hang of it.. nt too bad.. but its like u cant delete or do any crap to it if u r wrong, only can ask e lecturer see wad can b done with it.. so its like a tense up situation if u screw it... haha..

alrite.. besides sch.. of course i gt my own things to deal with.. for e past wk besides e weather gt me partly moody, there r other things tt made me extremely moody n lost... start off due to some blardie issue... e drunkard in e hse is havin conflict with his siblings again.. n guess wad.. i m involve indirectly for waD? i don noe! when they cant find him, they will blast my hp juz to get thru him.. i don noe wad e F is goin on la... its like they r scoldings n grumblin in my ears like as thou i was e one tt did somethin to deserve their scoldins.... wadeva it is.. i m tryin to let it b n nt add on anymore shit as wad a fren has taught me (indirectly thou)...

2ndly... i don noe.. somehow my mind has been filled with dark clouds floatin all over.. but somehow when i think abt somethin or someone, cups n cups of mocha with a lot of whipped cream start floatin pass my head.. its like funny yet weird kind of thot... when i listen to songs.. some songs sings words of somethin or ppl tt i treasure a lot.. but i juz don noe how to handle it.. i don wanna lose it.. at e same time i keep e memories of it in my heart n mind n nt to cause paranoidance in me.. juz like a cup of mocha with whipped cream which i hav a huge cravin for.. esp coffee bean's one.. heh.... when i see ppl walk pass me with coffee bean or starbucks cups, its like "o man... i wan drink mocha xia".. but as i see my wallet.. i can only sigh n walk away... sheez.. i sound like an extremely poor person.. in actually fact, i seriously m now.. lol.... ahh well.. i can only keep quiet n get on with life... mayb i m still takin things too seriously n thinkin way too much...

anywae.. i feel tt some ppl always say.. they noe wad they r doin, no matter if its relationship with ppl or relationship with family... somehow it doesn show tt way... in fact they may hav indirectly betrayed someone's trust, believe n love in them... well.. this may seem hard to understand.. but seriously.. i wish sometimes ppl shldn ill treat their frens or their love ones... ppl r there when u need them, cuz they appriciate u for who u r n they wanna show tt they care.. so shldn u do e same? n nt ill treat them, by takin advantage of them nor steppin all over them to get to where u r... *warnin.. readers, pls do nt get offended.. cuz i m nt sayin anyone in particular nor pointin fingers at ppl ok, cuz i been hearin stories abt how outside ppl stabbed one another.. its like kinda dwell on me.. * somehow, i been extremely moody n down la.. if u see i m in tt position, whether u wanna talk 2 me.. its entirely up to u... i may seem dao, cuz either i m in deep thots or juz merely don feel like openin my mouth...

if u r somehow offended by it.. i sincerely apologise here 1st...

well... m bk...

anywae... few days bk, juz gt my results... gd news.. i made it... bad news?? pass liao still aint gd enough.. somemore my grades shown on e com screen, i luff my butt off... CBD(a.k.a. central biz district?)... hahahahaha~~!!! well.. manged to pull my GPA back to e 2 zone.. but my hope to hit at least a 3 b4 i grad will b quite a far goal judgin frm wads gonna happen when oct 13 arrive... sigh...

ahh well.. anywae.. for e last few days for me hav been whole series of ups n downs... had a whole lot of fun over dinner on wed.. haha... thurs was a evenin of laughter... n fri, went airPORK to fetch ah ma bk.. apparently she came in with all e "DA BAO, XIAO BAO" v gao siao... haha... due to time constrain, gotta rush home, almost miz e train xia.. sheez... finally gt home, watch a bit of survivor.. seems like ppl turn nasty when they r in a hunger for winnin... seems kinda rude.. but its true isn it?

as for today.. gt up early like 6? cuz bro don noe y wake up for work made hell lot of noise... then sleep bk after he left.. then came mum's turn... sheez.. can anyone in this hsehold b more considerate?? rawr!!! damn it.. draggin my droopy eyes up n now m here bloggy... goin out ltr for mayb late lunch or mayb dinner.. don noe.. haha!! ahh well.. m done here...

OUT~~~!!!