I will quietly wait for you...
well.. its sat now...
sometimes i wonder to myself, how can i luff over things that its always there to handle.. as much as i wish i can let go of wad i m facin now.. somehow luffin it off may help... but after a while.. it still comes bk... its like still there...
this wk of sch has been quite ok for me, seems like i juz didn wanna remb anythin tt i m facin, so managed to hide it off for a while.. in fact, been havin no sleep nites for almost this whole wk.. n its seriously gettin me killed.... but still no matter how it is, i feel its wayyy betta than bein home.. i juz don noe y... i don like e feelin of bein home more than before.. somehow its juz seems to me, home is juz a place where i do my daily biz n nth else, no communications, no nth..
its like 4 walls n a ceiling n me facin it all e time... with hws to do... phone calls to chatter on... but juz no communication in e hse.. e atmosphere is as gd as killin me already.. i juz wish i can get out n breathe some air.. but still.. after breathin freely, comin bk home its a drag... don ask y, tts juz now it is....
n this whole wk, i m kinda like a chatterbox who almost cldn stop yakin... n seems to b in command.. well.. guess wad... somehow i don noe how i end up becomin like a commander or wad.. but sorry hor.. i m nt.. haha!!! n yep.. bk home, seems to b ppl steppin all over me juz becuz i m e youngest... as thou she has e biggest position over e hsehold juz becuz she is earnin... hav she eva wonder where her roots r frm? who companied her when she brokedown... n guess wad, she wasn even there for me when i needed her.. all she was with her best fren clubbin while i was locked outside e hsehold juz becuz i didn get her home... juz bcuz of e top 2 role model.. e youngest one gets all e blame n coverin up for them... sayin tt they noe wad they r doin la.. will b home la.. n guess wad.. outside of e door i go... till e dawn of a new day... how nice is tt.... hahahahahahaha!!!
well... OFFF!!!!
