WAIT TIL E END OF TIME~~

25 August 2008;6:35 pm Y

I will quietly wait for you...

well...

sch today was ok.. besides lecture.. thot there was no costin lecture.. end up gt... for those who gt my wrong info... sorry sorry!!!!

have been doin more of tax n aa1 revision.. guess hav to start on costin as well.. b4 i forget everythin n return to my lecturer... >.<.... ahh well... anywae... after sch... gt bk my tax revision paper.. aint happie with e wad i gt la.. cuz juz bcuz of one blardie ommition of an entry.. e rest of my ans wrong... damn painful la.. spend quite a bit of effort doin them... aa1 still kinda jammed.. but don noe y didn think abt askin... mayb i m juz shy?? or fear kenna nag or wad... aiya! i don noe la...

n dad's is landed into e hospital... haiz.. leg swollen like pig leg back then still don wanna see doc.. see la! now hav to say hi to hospital liao... zzz... n i feel A&E's service there is like damn SLOW!!!! biangs... made us wait like almost 3 hrs juz to get my dad's admission papers done... after he gt himself in... i didn wan mum to noe tt my gastric pain said hi to me... so i kinda storm off, let them think tt i was juz pissed with e waitin part... didn wan them to noe....

finally gt myself home.. but didn feel like eatin... so juz let it b la.. as much as i worry abt dad's leg... i don noe... its like somehow i m juz angry with him la... drink somemore.. drink... fell down also don noe... whole face also injuries.. aRgH!!! pisses me off~~~ somemore while waitin to do his admission papers, his leg injuries was flowin water out la... mah jiam like blister... it looks damn painful la...

sigh... communication breakdown seems to b on e way... it juz seems so quiet... haiz.. juz sux.. don noe y... i juz wish i cld b e one helpin... juz tt, no chance given... roar!!! i m gonna do my things alr....

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23 August 2008;2:52 am Y

I will quietly wait for you...

well.. its sat now...

sometimes i wonder to myself, how can i luff over things that its always there to handle.. as much as i wish i can let go of wad i m facin now.. somehow luffin it off may help... but after a while.. it still comes bk... its like still there...

this wk of sch has been quite ok for me, seems like i juz didn wanna remb anythin tt i m facin, so managed to hide it off for a while.. in fact, been havin no sleep nites for almost this whole wk.. n its seriously gettin me killed.... but still no matter how it is, i feel its wayyy betta than bein home.. i juz don noe y... i don like e feelin of bein home more than before.. somehow its juz seems to me, home is juz a place where i do my daily biz n nth else, no communications, no nth..

its like 4 walls n a ceiling n me facin it all e time... with hws to do... phone calls to chatter on... but juz no communication in e hse.. e atmosphere is as gd as killin me already.. i juz wish i can get out n breathe some air.. but still.. after breathin freely, comin bk home its a drag... don ask y, tts juz now it is....

n this whole wk, i m kinda like a chatterbox who almost cldn stop yakin... n seems to b in command.. well.. guess wad... somehow i don noe how i end up becomin like a commander or wad.. but sorry hor.. i m nt.. haha!!! n yep.. bk home, seems to b ppl steppin all over me juz becuz i m e youngest... as thou she has e biggest position over e hsehold juz becuz she is earnin... hav she eva wonder where her roots r frm? who companied her when she brokedown... n guess wad, she wasn even there for me when i needed her.. all she was with her best fren clubbin while i was locked outside e hsehold juz becuz i didn get her home... juz bcuz of e top 2 role model.. e youngest one gets all e blame n coverin up for them... sayin tt they noe wad they r doin la.. will b home la.. n guess wad.. outside of e door i go... till e dawn of a new day... how nice is tt.... hahahahahahaha!!!

well... OFFF!!!!

20 August 2008;9:42 pm Y

I will quietly wait for you...

ahhh... well... bk again...

well... anywae... been moody as bad as it is.. as much as i wanna go on n finish up this yr... its nt goin well.. 1st up... i m tired plus lazy to do any homework.. motivation pls anyone? LOLX....

plus in sch.. i been havin fun in some classes, but mostly rest is like dead.. n i mean DEAD!!! cuz its like juz damn worksheets worksheets n more workshit? ahhh... anywae.. kinda chatty n nonsense these few days.... cuz e atmosphere is like full of killin aura?? LOLX.... juz wanna try lighten up things, as much as i, myself also like dyin here...

well... finally i found those jrock bands old songs... some new but mostly old... damn nice... n kinda hooked onto some of miyavi's songs... his guitar playin.. BIANGS!! cool or wad~~~ haha... yep.. n his style is somethin tt we don see everyday la.. imagine one day u walk ard town, then u see someone with miyavi's style plus all e tattoos... wa!!! fierce la.. muz hav spent hundreds n thousands on everythin ba... hmmm...

ahhh well... another wk of sch is abt to finish... n my godsis is gonna b stayin at KL due to some reasons... gonna miss her badly... sigh... hope she comes bk soon....

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18 August 2008;5:27 pm Y

I will quietly wait for you...

back with another entry...

*CLAP HANDS!* WOOO I DID DAMN "WELL" FOR CATS LA... 11/100??!!! KNNBCCB!!!!!!!! ROAR!!! BLARDIE HELL!!! SPOIL MY MOOD LA!!!!

n frankly.. now i don noe if i wanna go on a not.. heart damn cold liao...zzz....

anywae.... today in sch was damn noisy of me... mayb i too tired, become restless... play play.. make noise... so those who today irritated by my nonsense... paiseh hor... >.<....

yep... n for e last few days have been quite borin... besides e fact of laggin sleep la...n reali bored.. bo lang jio go out... sigh... ahhh well... ppl hav their own lives n their own "tian kong"... wad to do... zzzz

all well.. tts for all...

OFFFFFFFFFFF~~~~~ n vulgar here ah
paiseh... CRAP + F STUDYIN LAAA!!!! ROAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!

9 August 2008;2:15 am Y

I will quietly wait for you...

well... HAPPIE 43th BIRTHDAY to SG!

finally... some dinners n stuff r cleared... can barely feel my livers workin... HAHAHA!! juz kiddin... anywae...

didn go sch, cuz i feel goin for "celebration" is gonna make me kenna "cooked" under e hot sun... so i decided to enjoy with my bed.. till noon... gosh e sun was like fire ball... hot like siao.. even e walls near my bed is warm... sheez... made me wake up... n so... i was bored, juz like ah ma was... so i thot go her place nua...

so took a train, da bao food n went her place, n so we all watched sweeney todd?? forgot e spellin xia.. but anywae... was kinda of like a mixture of gorrr, comedy, dark? frankly e bloodness made close to unlimted amt... bt e endin was extremely sad... ahh well.. wad comes ard, goes ard.... tts all i can say abt tt movie...

n watched another old movie.. IRON LADIES.. heh... had a gd luff... was so cute la... was munchin away, cldn stop luffin... almost choked.. haha!!! after tt.. watch all e sg dramas... blah blah.. then came DRAGGY olympic openin ceremony.. n gosh... there were loads of countries gathered.. some de name hor, nv see b4 la.. also saw some familar faces, esp e NBA players, as well as e tennis players... nt bad.. n by then was alr almost 11.. so left e place n head for home...

while was on e phone with ah ma, clumsy me, didn see e train door properly... b4 i knew it... i LANG GA-ED into e door... *oWWWWW~!!* painful xia... heng bo kenna blue black.. if nt reali look like i kenna head shot... but still.. was MALU TO DA CORE LA... zzzzz... qi sin... but ahh well... came home.. slackin... till now don noe y cant sleep...

n as for sch.. had been tryin to b on time.. but still, when i reach there, i didn even feel like doin a single bit of work.. juz wanna knock out on e table... zzz... betta start crackin in studies soon b4 sep's exams comes.. or else can raise both hands n go "WOO HOO!!! I M DEAD!!!"... yep.. so tts abt it la...

nitez..

cheerz..

OUTTA HERE~~~!!!

2 August 2008;5:42 pm Y

I will quietly wait for you...

well.. first up...

"a round of applause~~* guess wad... out of my 3CAs i screwed 2... thou managed to retake n made e mark... guess exams is gonna b GG for me alr... hahahaha....

of course.. current is e 7th month... guess all e dinners r all gonna pack in real soon... n tonite will b e so called "beginnin" one for me.... still gt more to come along e way... as usual... liver gonna start runnin again... hahaha!!! i haven been bk at my grandparents' foodstall in a long while... kinda miss it... so ltr can go wrecky ard... woo hoo....

gonna b a long nite for me.... somehow.. kinda look forward after a busy long wk... haha... o well.. anywae... i m glad i cld let things go n nt harp on e fact tt it was done to me... yep... forgive n forget n live with it, is e way... no point scoldin ppl childish and immature... if u start scoldin tt to ppl... arent u one as well?? ahh well.. in no position to say tt... haha....

anywae... after watchin dark knight movie with my sis, there was a line tt was said.. "In life... there comes darkness before light"... i gotta admit its damn true... cuz it applies to me as well.. haha... o well..

anywae.. kinda in a mood for crapness today... don noe wad m i so happie abt... die... brain goin sot sot liao....

off~~!!

1 August 2008;4:27 pm Y

I will quietly wait for you...

another song in which i kept listenin to over e last few wks... cuz its somethin tt keeps me goin when i m lost/down... its like a motivation to keep me goin.... well.. e things tt i m facin current has yet to decrease.... ahh well... anywae.. this song is like in e 90's... startin i thot it was like a borin song... but after a while.. like it a lot.. since then, i hav nt stop listenin to it... check this out... n sadly e mv is disabled in youtube cuz is frm sony BMG.. ahh well...

here's another mv i found.. n e words r here... enjoy

Theres a lot of things I understand,
And theres a lot of things,
That I dont want to know.
But youre the only face,
I recognize, its so damn sweet of you,
To look me in the eyes.
Its all right, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe Im the same,
I get carried away
Its alright, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain
Im relieved, Im relaxed,
Ill get over it yet,
The scent of vaseline,
In the summertime,
The feel of an ice cube,
Melting over time,
The world seems bigger than both of us,
Yet it seems so small,
When I begin to cry.
Its all right, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe Im the same,
I get carried away
Its alright, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain
Im relieved, Im relaxed,
Ill get over it yet,
Im so much better than you guessed,
Im so much bigger than you guessed,
Im so much brighter than you guessed.
Its all right, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain,
I believe Im the same,
I get carried away
Its alright, Im o.k.,
I think God can explain
Im relieved, Im relaxed,
Ill get over it yet,
Ill get off of your back,
I think God can explain.
I think God can explain

I THINK GOD CAN EXPLAIN...............

OFF.....................