well... due to demands... i m bk with another entry...

A wk plus ago... i finally gt my bro home... thou he say give him a yr... but i guess, it hit my family as well as myself's limit.... so had to go over to get him... apparently, he was stayin in a 3 rm flat ALONE at tamp.... n his "hse" gate was like disaster... wads worst? i had to break e gates to get mum n myself in... n we spent hrs tellin him, juz pack n get ourselves out of e place... n 3/4 of e time, he keep fearin this will happen, tt will happen... blah blah blah... sheez... juz get out alr... after tt, finally he juz say go bk n see wad happens... so we juz packed his stuff n all, we r off...

Finally home... now he is gettin used to life at home, after bein away for 3 yrs... but stuff juz keep goin la.. his siao ex keep callin his workplace juz to complain her ass off at bro... sheez... get a life la... then my bro hav this funny habit of callin n so called "report" to her every hr... now in order nt to do tt, he calls mum or even ME instead to kill time... n juz today... dead early in e mornin when he reached e office.. his boss called n say tt his ex early in e mornin called, n apparently e call was answered by his colleague... heng at least his boss was nice enough to say, if this goes on, juz contact e cops.... if its others... he wld hav kenna fired or somethin...

n now, he juz managed to get his important documents bk... n his ex wanted him to pay FULL RENTAL FEE WORTH 25K??!!! wadde hell la.... but end up, they come to a term of payin 8k odds instead... cuz its like, his ex sort of sucked his money since they were 2getha 3 yrs bk... seriously i wonder wad made my bro hang on to her bk then... juz e only answer came to mind is... he was blinded by love plus his mere desperation.... ahhh well... now things aint so bad...

but still... after he come bk home... he thinks he can control ppl n expect ppl to change to adapt him... well.. sorry sir.. tt aint gonna work for me... 3 yrs passed... ppl hav changed... they hav their own lives to deal with... as much as me talkin overnite with him for e last 3 nites... i ended up only makin myself fall sick even faster... sigh... thou his issue is somehow "over", i juz hope his ex don come runnin bk n end up, he go bk to his old ways.... my parents hav aged...i don wan them nor my sis as well as myself to go thru this kind of shit again.... 3 yrs is enough alr...

somehow after all this, i kinda lost faith in guys... cuz these 2 men in this hsehold hav somehow set a "good" example by makin all these issues appear n expect we(mum, sis, myself) to handle them... n to sort of like "ying chou" them... it has come to a stage whereby mum almost wanted to let them juz "die" by their own ways.. but... blood is thicker than water... when one person is affected... all kenna... no matter who it is... haiz...

i hav nth more to ask for in this hsehold... juz hope everyone is well n happie.... ahhh... well...

done for this entry....

mixed feelins again.... sigh...

i wish
i hope
keepin e faith left within thy self.......


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