12 June 2008;4:07 pm
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I will quietly wait for you...
Finally... m proud to say...
ITS HOLIDAYS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
can finally relax.... n i totally wash my hands off e biz alr.... i m done alr.... they r on their own...
well... proud to say.. i screwed my CATs paper... cuz it was reali like kns... sheez.... its like only 1 chap i noe de come out?? wads worst... e rest like lecturer nv reali go thru... so practically e whole 2 hrs i almost spent like 15 mins per qn to STARE n wonder how e hell m i suppose to ans them...oops... haha.... well.. i somehow blamed myself for nt workin hard enough for e paper... its mah jiam like international paper... wad to do....
n apparently my anti-smokin time didn help much... cuz after a wk or less i m back with a pkt in my bag n a stick in my mouth.... like "WOW"... pro xia...
well sch this wk as usual.. slack.. i mean seriously SLACK.... in a way i only stay in sch fully for 2 days... rest i only attend like half day n i m off.... n 2molo, fri.. guess wad.. no lessons at all... so i CLAIM its HOLIDAYS... LOLX....
relation with class ppl now turn for e betta... i m reali glad... but i guess there r still issues la... juz hope things turn out for e betta..... thou things cant b rewind... but still.. i m glad i choose my way to live my own life bk then.... if nt, i guess i will b sufferin for e worst.... things reali r unpredictable along e way... seems to me like nth is foreva... but still.. i do cherish with wad i hav now....
well... sad to say... war was goin on in e hse yesterday which made me reali wanna walk out of e hse to go chill... but it was alr wee hrs in e nite... so i juz covered my ears n blast some music to make them go away... well.. had a tiny tiff with mum early mornin today which ruin my mood badly.... sigh.... o well... i juz don noe y sometimes i reali juz don like goin out with family... nt becuz i cant smoke when i m with them la... but still.. i guess its been yrs... a mini gap is there?? i seriously don noe... haha.... i isolate myself?? don noe as well... ahhh well... movin on...
its holidays... finally no sch, no need face lecturer.... but still.. gonna miss e cafe food??(kinda sick of it somehow thou) haha.... cant wait to hang out with all my frens... well.. hopefully i can make e step by goin out with family... cuz i guess its seriously gonna b kinda an obstacle for me.... =.=....
somehow i envy my cousin who is like travellin out of sg back - to - back... but he aint happie abt it... cuz me n him all same.. love to nua... haha.... slackers.. woo hoo.... n when he told me he bought like quite a few animes bk... cant wait to check them out xia.. heh.... but for now.. i m still havin fun with diablo B.net tt i borrowed frm him... n with some frens who r playin also.. its even more cool... but greedy me wishes for chance to play dota at home also... haha... cuz lan shop = damn chor.... can die... haha... n its been almost foreva since i last touched maple... haha.. i guess i will extremely noob if i go play... n now my com aint givin me face... sometimes it even auto off when i didn do here... guess its gonna "siew deng ki"(don noe if i get it rite) soon.... haha.....
well... after readin a recent entry frm ah ma's blog.. it reali touches me... somehow gt emo all of a sudden.... but still.. i gt over it... but e story reali is meaningful.... o well... recently i been like crybaby... keep tearin out of e blue... but i m glad i hav my doggies ard... esp my yoyo boi.... his blurness reali make me wanna cuddle him... thou he pissed e hell out of me sometimes.... but i stilll love him... cuz he is e 1st pet tt took me quite a while to persude my parents to get him frm e pet shop... haha....
yep... so i will end here la...
happie holidays to one n all... cant wait to catch up soon....
cheerz.....
