well... it comes to a point in time where its time for me to start doin things e rite way.... as wadeva decision ppl made n cover themselves in which i cant do much.... but still future is in my own hands... its gonna b a tough road frm now on i guess...

well... haven been reali myself lately.. cuz after much thot.. i decided to bury certain thots deep in my heart.... regardless it mayb end up killin me frm e inside.. but still.. for e sake of one n all as well as for myself... i guess this mayb e best way...

anywae... today is pretty much borin.. cuz 1stly i m extremely tired.. cuz i haven even touch my bed.. had plans nt to go.. but still i need some stuff frm sch as well as not wantin to owe cher anymore homework... after i m all done with tt... home i go... well.. took me quite a while to get myself home.. well... i m quite uptight somehow... as holidays is gonna b like on my own? haha.. i don noe... i wun hav so much time to think abt it alr..

startin to get myself prepare for more things comin up.. thou home stuff gt help frm sis.. but still... more to come.. cant always rely on her... certain things assigned is best done by own 2 hands... anywae... as much as i wish to say i m ok now.. well... i can say it all as mix feelins? haha.. well.. i can luff it off.. but after tt.. back to sq 1? hmmm... sounds like typical pisces... oops... ok.. i think i m goin haywire.... time for some crashin.. before i gonna relax with my godsis at changi airport? haha... its been quite a while since i last been to e airport... kinda miz e place.. as there were memories i wld wish to remb....

mayb will update when i come bk....

anywae... a song tt i got so addicted to it cuz its somehow reflects how i feel... haha.. here r e lyrics... Linkin Park - Leave Out All The Rest

I dreamed I was missing, you were so scared
But no one would listen, cause no one else cared
After my dreaming, I woke with this fear
What am I leaving when I'm done here?
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Don't be afraid
I've taken my beating, I've shared what I've made
I'm strong on the surface, not all the way through
I've never been perfect, but neither have you
So if you're asking me, I want you to know

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside that you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself I can be who you are

When my time comes, forget the wrong that I've done
Help me leave behind some reasons to be missed
And don't resent me, and when you're feeling empty
Keep me in your memory, and leave out all the rest
Leave out all the rest

Forgetting all the hurt inside you've learned to hide so well
Pretending someone else can come and save me from myself
I can be who you are
I can be who you are

CRASHES~~~