well.. today.. i muz say i enjoyed dinner today... was pretty much borin in e day besides watchin anime and drama..

after tt.. had dinner with kel, cheryl and athena.. haha.. as usual.. talked quite a bit.. jalaned ard.. stare at them enjoyin swensens' ice cream... then went shop n save with noisy promoters doin some activity... then head on to TM.. played hse of dead 2.. was lame la.. cuz i reali sux at it... wonder how i b gunner in future xia.. haha.. tt was all crap... then head bk home..

while in e train.. somethin caught my eye... PCK BOOTS.. haha.. cldn bear it but to take a pic of it.. howz tt... haha... i miz e PCK xia... esp e mole.. plus.. i saw another one in PCK boots.. but if i were to take.. it wld hav been too obvious... haha.. i wonder if nowadays ppl's fashion sense hav gone haywire.. i don know.. haha.. can comment much anywae...

anywae.. as i m typin this now.. my mum is headin for tamp.. most likely gonna bring bro back home.. i don know.. i juz don know if i can live with e fact after bein hurt for so long... gosh... it feels like a kinship tts been torn apart and now.. its gonna b patched... which i feel e holes r gonna b there.. whether he comes bk a not.. i don know n i m tryin not to bother.. i don know y n i don wanna know y.. i m actually pretty much happie with my life with e ppl ard me n in my life now.. i juz hope it stays at it is...

somehow ppl say.. family r more impt than frens... i don know.. sometimes i doubt myself.. hav i become too unfilial tt i actually sometimes feel tt frens r more impt than family... i don know.. its like pain and sufferin brings family closer.. but i don think tt applies to e state i m in rite now ba... i don know how shld i go abt it... mayb juz see wad i can do to let myself feel tt i m redundant ard e hse ba... i don know.. i juz can bear to think abt it.. all e flashback has got me all in a mess... i wonder how is it like there now.. frm wad i know of my mum.. she may b breakin down.. i don know.. cryin has been all been since for e pass yrs.. i wonder how actually hanged on... with e company of my doggies and e ppl ard me cheerin.. i managed to keep myself happie... home is a burden for me.. heaven for the rest.. i guess... i don know...

anywae... i gonna go and relac a while.. but i don know y i keep prayin tt bro doesn come bk.. i guess e amt of hate i hav in him is too much to contain.. too much to say.. e scar tt he hav inflicted on me cannot b erased ba...

k la.. tts all for e day... lookin forward to sun and monday... hehe... wun b home.... yay yay yay.... no more blardie face frm home.. yay yay yay.... :X....

DORAMON/PANDA... ALLL OUT......