well.. its been a month plus since i last blogged....

well.. wad to say.... hmmm... think think think... ehhh... now hor... is HOLIDAY!!!*man tt sounds fake*...
but anywae.. yep.. m in to e 2nd wk of holiday... thou.. its been xian.. but its betta than see those chers' faces... over and over and over again... it sux n it kills... well.. pro to say.. assignments haven been touched at all.... hmmm... anywae... i lovin my royae champs 18 family... thou we juz lost one, cuz of some reason... but he is still considered a family to us regardless of wad it is...

well.. as we all get 2 know one another well.. different grps r comin out on their own.... but its good 2 hav gatherins... like this comin thurs!!! ITS SENTOSA MAN!!!!! then hang on to sun!! ITS E CHALET MAN!!! wootz!!!
haiz..but bbq tt nite... CHERS r comin?! OMG!! PLUS ONE OF THEM ALWAYS DI SIAO ME!!!! KNS.... kenna phobia xia.... zzz... suan le.. shall hide myself in e rm...... haha.. anywae....

as e days past.. i hav come to think... y hav i been alone all these yrs.... in a way tt ppl ard me, had loads of BGR r/s, break patch break patch..... if not new ones.... well.. i don know... but slowly.. i feel.. mayb its juz e way i m ba.. as i get 2 know more and more ppl... more of them is like frens and of course i do wish to keep in contact with them as day, yrs passed... well... i guess mayb i hav juz gave up e hope of finding or waitin for it to come ba... i do envy those tt hav someone who watches them frm afar.. or wanna get close to e ppl whom i know, they will approach me 1st... i m more of e guardian angel to others ba... sadly... i wish to hav one guardian angel to myself....

i seen thru quite a no. of ppl's r/s... being there wheneva they fought or argue... try 2 bring peace... its tirin... cuz when they lose their direction... i hav to guide them.. thou i nv been into r/s... it has dwelled on me tt.. "hey.. aren u in e rite to advise nor say anythin abt it, cuz u nv been into a r/s b4.. how much will u understand their feelins and thots?"... when it comes 2 my mind.. i seriously doubted myself.... well.. i juz hope everyone ard me to b happie... i rather b e one unhappie than e ones ard me.. cuz i treasure them... i don wanna see them sad.....

well... stupid me is gettin emo.. betta stop goin on le... will try 2 blog as frequently as possible...

cHeErZ.......