alrite... forgot 2 blog yest.. so blog today... pu chang... haha...

anywae.. yest... went to east side run up the train lines and down... juz becuz of my bro's tai ji.... haiz... he dio fights.. so go cover for him... then shun bian get bk some stuff he stole frm my dad.... haiz..... pissed xia... wanted 2 whack him after tt... but decided to hold bk... don wan any more nonsense... so head bk down 2 home to put down e stuff....

after resting a while and cover a bit of injuries..... i head up to bedok reservior to meet xiao di, kel and jj at sheng siong to buy e bbq food... cuz we r EXTREMELY on TIGHT BUDGET... so i decided to help with e money a bit la... not gonna say how much i gave la... LOL.... but anywae... they all ah.. like aunties xia... see which one cheap... blah blah blah... which one betta?? blah blah blah.... biangs... 1st time see them like tt xia... ji cute yi xia... LOL!!! anywae.... after tt we pay up... then we went to kel's place to put e stuff...

so.. at e bus stop i didn talk much... cuz my wounds started 2 hurt... so on bus ride... was shaky.. and it hurt again.... finally... we got 2 kel's hse.... left all e fozen stuff in e freezer... then finally.. kel took out his ledgendary VODKA PEAR... LOL... and xiao di was like WAH!O.O... anywae... kel let xiao di try a bit... at 1st xiao di was like whoa... HOT XIA... but after tt... kel tried with green tea(gui hua)... and let xiao di try... guess wad? XIAO DI LIKED IT... drink drink drink... LOL.... after tt.. we head to kel's rm to rob his com(well not reali rob la)... then he d/l O2Jam offline version... well jj who claims to b e pro tried... but ehhh.. hav to say not bad.. thou a few miss and bads... e pro came... kel.. biangs.. he play like don know wad xia... LOL... damn fast lor.. and his combos was like UNLIMITED!! AND I MEAN UNLIMITED!!! LOL... PRO XIA... haha...

anywae.. after a while... we got hungry... and head out for lunch.. and guess wad? on our way to e coffee shop... jj jump ard like pro till he broke his slippers' strap.... O.O... gosh... pro man... and he walked to e coffee shop like v jia lat xia... so we went reached e coffee shop, jj went to buy his slippers... while we order food and drinks... so when jj is bk with a new slipper.. he was happie.. y? cuz it only cost $2.90? O.O... cheap xia.. mine is like don know how much lor... LOL... hehe... not gonna say again... anywae.. when jj got his drink, he forgot to order his food.. haha... cute xia... and so he waited.. and all of us ate 1st... and so... xiao di and myself finish 1st... heh heh... cuz too hungry le ba... :X... so we waited for kel and jj to finish eatin... so after tt.. we walked bk to kel's place.. and xiao di almost went e wrong way xia... LOL... go kel's hse for e 3rd time still mi lu... cute xia.. haha... anywae... when we got bk... we rob e com once again... after a while.. we decided to play MAHJONG!!!! HAHA... at 1st jj didn wanna play xia... (biangs buay steady de...)..but he did play... YAY!!!

so we KAI TAI AH!!!(start mj la..)
and guess wad? its xiao di's 1st time playin mj... -_-lll... teachin time.. so he learn how 2 stack e tiles.. and with e help frm kel's family maid... xiao di slowly learn 2 play... but hor.. we all luff like don know wad.. cuz his PONG= CHI... then his CHI =PONG/CHI... wah lau... then wadeva he sees on e table, he said"this one nice.. i wanna keep" when its not even his turn.... wootz so farnie xia... we all luff till we tired xia...anywae... kel wanted 2 kill me xia.. haha.. cuz he almost got himself a qing yi se.. but guess wad.. i won over tt... and he almost cried.. HEHE.... o ya.. and i asked le.. e animals hor.. is one for one tai.. so if its 2 regardless of "ka" or not will b 2 tais... finally got tt clear up... well... thou i been playin this for quite sometime.. but still.. not pro enough xia... zzz...

anywae.. we played frm like 4++ till 8++ and its like only 1 whole round?? BIANGS!! power.. guess thruout e whole time, we were luffin at xiao di... he cute xia... anywae... we left kel's hse... and went to tampines station on our own.. and was rainin, and we were kinda wet.. and so we took a train up 2 pasir ris again... since only 1 stop diff... and so.. we chat till reach lavender and b4 i know it... I M HOME!!! YAY!!!! hehe...

yea... so... tts all folks.. will blog again in e nite later.. hehe..

CHeeRZ.... :P

P.S... WISHING JIA YING MAMA A HAPPIE 18 BIRTHDAY WOR!!!!! HEHE!!!

well...

today ah... ehhh... woke up kinda late... suppose 2 meet godsis to go sentosa... but guess wad.. e weather sux... worryin it may rain anytime.. we decided 2 go woodlands' causeway to eat SAKAE SUSHI!!! WOOTZ!!! sushi... o sushi... how i miz e sushi... (ok.. tts crazy..)... anywae... yep... so .... took my time 2 prepare and head out... but guess wad... when i board e train... was FANG GONG SHI JIAN!!(aka. where ppl zhao off frm work)....

then sat to jurong east... OMG!! its like a lot ppl lor.... then when e train tt head for woodlands come... OMG... u can see ppl with green faces squeezin their bloody way thru... so i gave up and wait for e one tt heads to yew tee.... guess wad.. after i got off frm yew tee... e one tt head for woodlands came.. and its like flooded... and since my godsis is late... y not take bk 2 jurong east again.. and head to woodlands again... so after tt, i board e train tt heads bk 2 jurong east... man... e train was damn empty... but my happiness came 2 an end when e horror came.. e one i took ENDS AT YEW TEE AGAIN!!!! OMG!!! Y M I SO SUAY?!... and do i decided to juz wait for tt bloody woodlands train and SQUEEZE all e way xia... and finally got myself on board... cuz i was extremely near e door... so no choice.. had 2 balance myself.. so after e door close... e train moved.. then one fella, gu niang hair... gey kiang.. act cool.. didn bother balancin.. so when e train moved... he fell on me...=_=lll... wah biang.... pissed man... i alr pissed enough.. still add ppl 2 fall on me... argh... nvm... i hang on... finally... Woodlands.. wanted 2 get off liao... then one auntie ah.. BIANGS... like e door will close in 2 sec xia.. SQUEEZE her way thru when e door haven even open xia.... and like i m not gettin off at woodlands meh.. ok la.. tt part don blame her la.. but at least tap or somethin... u think u wad? sardines ah? squeeze ur way thru.. ppl will whack u ah... :X... oops.. a bit violent... anywae... yep.. finally got off e train... then chiong 2 e nearest convience store and get myself a pkt of M&Ms choco.. cuz i was BLOODY HUNGRY!!! and my godsis still haven come....

zzzzz... anywae... was munchin my choco when one person approached me and ask can sell her one cig... i was like... errr.. alrite.. y not... so solded her 1... and she paid like quite a few cents... cant remb e amt now.. i was like WHOA... ok.... cool... LOL.... and yep.. after finishin my choco.. my godsis finally reached.... so we head in... and find SAKAE SUSHI... WOOO WOOO... due to heavy HUNMAN traffic.... we had to slowly walk.. when we finally reach there... GOSH!!! GOTTA QUEUE!!!! XIAN DIAO!!!! while waitin... we heard some gossips frm ppl at e bk and front of us.. some were like lame crap.. we giggle.... then while killin time, we stare ard e ppl at sakae sushi.. and we saw e manager... combination of some ppl we know... and we luff our heads off man... wootz... ji farnie yi xia... HAHA.... ESP his hair... reali reminds us of someone xia... LOL.... anywae... yep... after waitin for ard 20 mins or so, finally our turn 2 sit down and CHIONG AH!!! haha... my godsis was damn cute xia... guess how hungry she was.. she didn even bother to put down her bag nor talk to e waitress.. she juz grab plates and plates of sushi and chiong like mad liao... haha... damn farnie xia... then we order.. order... and order... chunks and chunks and chunks of food.. woots... ate quite a lot of chawamushi and CHICKEN MAYO SALAD!!! WOOTZ!!! YUMMY YUM YUM.... wootz... then came dessert.... GREEN TEA ICE CREAM AND WATERMELON!!! WOOTZ!!! GOODY!!!! after tt.. paid e bill and head out for a smoke...

due to time constrain... and my godsis wanna go bk chat with her boo online... so we left.. and head for home... so i took e train tt goes marina bay... so i passed by kathaib(don know how 2 spell)... some flash bk of e past came.. and i felt a pain... somehow i juz cant describe it... its like i hav lost somethin there.... but anywae... i was listenin 2 my songs.. suddenly shallow sleep came on... i was like... v into tt song xia... and i became emo... somehow... i hav to say.. i do envy ppl in r/s... thou they say it sux due to arguements and stuff like tt... but i don know... suddenly i juz felt sour.. its like i nv felt like tt b4.. its weird...

yea... but anywae... i ate till i reali dropped today... hehe.... well...tts all folks...

chEErz.... :P

alrite folks.. i m bk with another entry...

well.. today ah... nua at home, then met up with ICHIGO members for roleplay.... and guess wad.. kel who is not in our grp came also(EXTRA!) haha... no la... he came becuz we need 2 get some stuff for chalet and e money is with him mah(mah jiam banker xia), then shun bian go his place wrecky la... hehe...

anywae.... as usual.. everyone was late... i came half hr earlier.. cuz i wanna *****(u know.. e UNHEALITHY LIFESTYLE la).. yep.. then end up.. kel reach le, played his initial D.... -_-lll.. went to find him... then juz nice.. when we got out of e arcade.. xiao mei they all called in and say they reach liao... but guess wad.. some got lost.. haha!!! cuz don know where to meet xia... then after tt meet up.. i was dyin of hunger... so instead of goin KFC.. we went to macs... GUESS WAD?! WE FORGOT TO INFORM KELLY(ER JIE)!!! zzzzz... yep.. so i called her.. she nv pick up.. so nvm, then we went to order food... guess wad.. i thot can order nuggets and share.. end up.. i finish all 20 PIECES of them on my own.. PLUS A MEAL TTS UPSIDED!!!!!!!! OMG!!!! ji hungry yi xia.... all damn stunned... can see a lot of them need soup spoons... *cuz eyes were all O.O*... hehe...

finally... while we were eatin, er jie called... then i ask her if she wanna come down, then she told me tt she will give a call if she is comin down la... so ok lor.. we ate on... then after tt... KAI GONG AH!!! then we discuss lor... then Xiao di and his "3D explanation" power xia.. at 1st he wanted 2 draw.. then we were like huh? wad? huh?... then he xian diao... so created his "3 D explanation" ... and so FINALLY!!! all of us get where he is drivin at... haha.. yep.... also.. discuss abt when can do e props... guess its gonna b a tough wk nxt wk.. cuz got chalet plus this... but damn qi dai for chalet xia...

But sad to say.... e bbq may b my nitemare... cuz apparently... A LOT OF CHERS COMIN!!! AND 2 OF THEM R MY NITEMARES!!!! zzzzzz..... when will tt eva end... zzzz... i guess tt bbq.. i will hide myself in e rm... and ***** la..... :X... aiya... i famous ANTI-SOCIAL PATTERN......

anywae... after a while, we finish discussin... we SHOU GONG!!! and decided to go sheng siong to buy stuff for chalet/bbq... but sadly some of them didn join us and left... haiz... anywae... yep... da ma(winnie), Xiao mei(Li Ting), Kel, Xiao Di (Qi Liang) and me head down 2 bedok reservior de sheng siong for e stuff... while we were abt to board e bus... a V INTERESTIN THING HAPPENED!, xiao di was in front, kel was behind.. then kel was lookin somewhere else, suddenly xiao di stopped, then kel didn see, b4 he can STOP, he lang ga-ed into xiao di and almost fell... i was behind kel.. saw tt whole thing xia.. OMG...(wonder nxt time how they gonna drive xia... :X)....apparently da ma and xiao mei didn see it... LOL... anywae... thruout e whole bus ride, CRAP CRAP CRAP... hehe... then when we got there.. we thot can get some cups and plates at a cheaper price(accordin to kel).. but guess wad... WRONG PLACE LA..... zzzzz...

so.. we walked bk again to sheng siong...then we jalan ard e place for cups and plates.. end up.. we miz e entry and got lost... haha.... after bein directed by e ppl there.. we finally found our way... while lookin for e cheapest plates cups and stuff.. guess wad.. we saw e JI GONG SAN ZI(traditional fan la...)... cuz was v warm and stuff xia.. so we decided to play ard with those SAN ZI.. and decided to help xiao di and help him fan lor... in e process took a few pics.. and errrr... ppl stared at us like we r ailens xia.... oops... hehe... too much commotion liao... then came 2 drinks... OMG... we like water tanks xia..."OMG... LEMON TEA!!! MUZ TAKE... GREEN TEA ALSO!!!" biangs.. like we in market shoutin xia... haha... ji farnie yi xia... then finally came snacks... WAH... this one is best in HISTORY MAN!!!! "OMG!! TIS CHIPS NICE!!! TAKE TAKE TAKE!!!" in e process.. da ma said somethin reali made us luff.."ehhh r we like on e run or somethin?" HAHA!!! WOOTZ... farnie xia.. anywae.... we used up like 4 baskets full?? O.O... pro wor.. hehe.. e horror came when payin xia.. guessed how much we spent xia... ehhh... lets see.. if i m not wrong.. was like err.... *$89.30*? and we were like WHOA!!!! OMG!!! like tt left like 10 plus for BBQ FOOD?! wad can we buy xia... -_-lll... zoinks... haha...

anywae... after shockin.. went to kel's hse 2 put e stuff... haha... b4 we head up... we walked passed a bball court... zzz... i gian dio... if only there is a bball court near my hse xia... *envy envy*.. yep.. so we went to kel's place.. greet his mum.. left all e stuff at his hse... then we left... then we walked bk to tampines there... and while on our way there.. we did somethin silly... in e middle of a walkway.. we take pics with our ehhh fingers and toes? hehe.... was cool man... and apparently.. xiao di cldn get enough of takin pics.. wanna take over and over again, and as usual.. we were being stared at..... haha... was cute and farnie.... after tt... we bid buaiz to kel and took a train bk.... due to heavy HUMAN TRAFFIC, we decided to take e train tt heads to pasir ris.. and take bk down again.. aiya.. only 1 stop diff nia... anywae.. at 1st me and xiao di sat another place... and guess wad was he doin? countin where e sun will come in frm... =_=lll... then after he change sit and explain himself.. guess wad he said?.... "ya hor.. now evenin time.. no sun liao...." WAH BIANG!!! JI FARNIE YI XIA..... then da ma, xiao mei and myself luff like siao.... then after tt.. pasir ris.. xiao di and myself change 2 a 2 person seat.. and u know la.. my size big la... made xiao di felt v small.... and apparently took up most of e space.. then when he kpkb... i decided to give him a "frenly" SQUEEZE lor... hehe.. and he almost died.... :X..... after tt.. while on e way.. all of us kinda crap... but all were like stonin... like mah jiam...*train ride = STONNIN SESSION IN PROGRESS.. PLS DND(aka do not disturb)*... i was havin a shut eye... then don know y.. finally LAVENDER STOP!! wootz... my eyes juz open.. haha.. then bid bye to xiao mei, da ma and xiao di... haha.. then xiao di try to inmitate my way of biddin bye.. apparently he cldn get it rite la.. haha.. but was damn farnie!!! haha!!! yep.. today was a happie day for me.... i m glad 2 hav them in my life wor.... love them...

ROYAE CHAMPS 18 ROX!!!!!! WOOOO WOOO WOOO!!!!! *padang wave!!* LOL!!!!

alrite folks.. tts all for today...

CHeeRZ!!!! :P


E pic of e day... wootz.. starry starry feets.. hehe... =p

well... i decided to ask my fren help me change blogskin!!! HYDE again... but guess wad..

she forgot all abt my tagboard.. well.. i don blame her.. its cool man...

well.. its been so many yrs i had this blog man.. mayb ppl ard me who r bloggin may end up motivatin me in bloggin like every single day juz like 2 yrs bk... haha... i was still 16... and i m sittin down here.. 2 yrs later at e age of 18... typin and facin com every single day like it is my last... haha.. i hav eva wonder how m i gonna spend e last day of my life... most of them of course wish to spend their last moments with their love ones... now tts envyin... i don know how i wan 2 spend it with... cuz i walked thru all these alone... my family has been ard.. but i hav communication breakdowns with them... so, somehow when we wanna ask for things, we may end up arguin like no one's biz... somehow i cant communicate with them well... i turned to smokin, drinkin and fights to get tt feelin away... in a way to vent anger... wad i left now? nth but few broken bones? well.. ended up in this state may b a punishment.... but who knows...

wads love? does anyone know e ans? well.. i hav no idea wads love... ppl say its e love they got frm their families.. also e love frm their bfs/gfs..... its a feelin tts felt in the heart..... well... i grew up in an environment with a word, alone...... spoon feed is out of qn... its as good as throwin urself out into e middle of a amazon and find ur way home.... in my mind was nth but gettin throw out, fights, smoke, drink and grow my way up and hangin out with frens once in a while.... and mayb how 2 get bk at someone who cant remb his name(not 2 mention his family) and punch me in e face... guessed juz tt i hav forgot how it feels to cry... as much as i wanna cry sometimes... tears juz wun come.... ppl say no tears is a gd thing... it shows how strong u r..... but will there b eva a chance for me 2 let go of tt and relieve myself ..... ans... i reali don know... juz cant cry....

ppl in life hav alr found their meanin and purpose in life.... hav i found mine? its been a long 18 yrs... apparently i haven..... most of them went on to b on a career that will bring them to a position tt can bring bk a 6 digit income.... aint tt cool... but some who cldn find a purpose in life... some slowly found theirs... some thot of usin a tupid illeigal way 2 get their way... but end up is jailed.... and end up.. as usually e love ones are the ones who get hurt.... its like... if u know e endin may bcome tt way.. y do it? those who did tt way ended up havin 2 pay up their life span becuz of spendin time imprisonment... and end up... love ones' insecurity may b shaky and tts when another party will step in and take them away..... and usually will b e best frens..... isn tt unfair?

life is full of ups and down..... ppl say.. life is extremely unpredictable..... well... i agree with one but not all... my life has been up and down, but its been pretty much predictable... yep... cuz along e road i hav seen quite a no. of ppl's life... wad has happen? how they go ard it.... even i myself reali hope to find someone who can love me and vice versa.... i alr given up hope... so ... tts it then....


chEErZ....

well.. its been a month plus since i last blogged....

well.. wad to say.... hmmm... think think think... ehhh... now hor... is HOLIDAY!!!*man tt sounds fake*...
but anywae.. yep.. m in to e 2nd wk of holiday... thou.. its been xian.. but its betta than see those chers' faces... over and over and over again... it sux n it kills... well.. pro to say.. assignments haven been touched at all.... hmmm... anywae... i lovin my royae champs 18 family... thou we juz lost one, cuz of some reason... but he is still considered a family to us regardless of wad it is...

well.. as we all get 2 know one another well.. different grps r comin out on their own.... but its good 2 hav gatherins... like this comin thurs!!! ITS SENTOSA MAN!!!!! then hang on to sun!! ITS E CHALET MAN!!! wootz!!!
haiz..but bbq tt nite... CHERS r comin?! OMG!! PLUS ONE OF THEM ALWAYS DI SIAO ME!!!! KNS.... kenna phobia xia.... zzz... suan le.. shall hide myself in e rm...... haha.. anywae....

as e days past.. i hav come to think... y hav i been alone all these yrs.... in a way tt ppl ard me, had loads of BGR r/s, break patch break patch..... if not new ones.... well.. i don know... but slowly.. i feel.. mayb its juz e way i m ba.. as i get 2 know more and more ppl... more of them is like frens and of course i do wish to keep in contact with them as day, yrs passed... well... i guess mayb i hav juz gave up e hope of finding or waitin for it to come ba... i do envy those tt hav someone who watches them frm afar.. or wanna get close to e ppl whom i know, they will approach me 1st... i m more of e guardian angel to others ba... sadly... i wish to hav one guardian angel to myself....

i seen thru quite a no. of ppl's r/s... being there wheneva they fought or argue... try 2 bring peace... its tirin... cuz when they lose their direction... i hav to guide them.. thou i nv been into r/s... it has dwelled on me tt.. "hey.. aren u in e rite to advise nor say anythin abt it, cuz u nv been into a r/s b4.. how much will u understand their feelins and thots?"... when it comes 2 my mind.. i seriously doubted myself.... well.. i juz hope everyone ard me to b happie... i rather b e one unhappie than e ones ard me.. cuz i treasure them... i don wanna see them sad.....

well... stupid me is gettin emo.. betta stop goin on le... will try 2 blog as frequently as possible...

cHeErZ.......