haha... i m back with another entry..

most ppl muz b stunned.. haha.. cuz i hadn blog some time.. now too much things i wanna say xia... anywae... yest got back chinese O result... OMG!! i cried like hell when i got home.. juz don know y i cldn like cry in sch....(guess my tears wanted 2 hold back ba..) despite i managed 2 make the mark... but i feel its reali not good enough... i m still in doubts in whether shld i retake or shld i juz let it go... i reali don know.. anywae.. after knowin e results.. i cldn concentrate in anythin i did... neither some of my frens could too.. some of them were in tears of joy.. some were tears of sorrow... haiz... it was e worst time of my day... was hopin 2 go call roy kor or jessyln rite after tt... but i guess they r busy workin.. so i decided 2 juz msg them... after tt, i cldn reali eat lunch.. so i head on with self study... thou was late la.. but my mood was all down.. it felt like e whole world hav juz despised me for doin badly for chinese.... so durin tt time.. i try 2 study a bit of accs... but almost nth went into my head... my mind was all abt chinese result or shld i retake or shld i let go... i hate 2 regret... i juz hate it... when e regret word came to mind.. i thot abt wad elieen(frm e grp of ppl who r close 2 me also..) had told me once... try ur best 2 do.. don regret... give it ur best.. if u nv give ur 100%, u will regret.... so don regret... after i thot abt it... mayb i shld totally sort of my thots b4 decidin which route i shld take.... and work on it.. so tt i will not regret....


anywae... when i got home... i head on down with eng..... thou after havin tt thot... i still felt a little down... havin thots of playin dota.... do i decided 2 msg jessyln(oops.. keep disturbing her... :X).. so she said they r playin dota... so i was like cool.. mayb play with them later... was quite excited 2 see them again.. thou was like days ago when i saw all of them... but i don know la.... haha.. i love them can... :P..... so i head on with my vocab... when it was abt 9 plus.. i got kinda xian of books... so i got changed and head out for a little walk... thank goodness got my mp3 player... so i walk down 2 city hall.. then head on 2 esplanade there.... sat near the mini concert place there and enjoy the breeze(aiyo.. my hair was in a mess after tt... wait.. my hair is originally messy.. haha...) anywae... while enjoyin it... i was thinkin how come still no one contact me abt e dota gamin.. haha... after a while, i was like mayb they busy la... so i left the place and head down 2 paradiz there.... went 7-11 got myself a pack of HL choco milk.... haha..... then head down 2 the arcade there and see how an ah beng play daytona 2.. wah lau... he keep kao bei kao bu... gosh... i was like.. whoa.. ur drivin skill pro.. but ur kao bei damn irritatin xia... haha... after tt... head on to parklane arcade there... whoa.. not many ppl there... so i was hangin ard there... then play a bit of time crisis 2.. which i m gettin suxy at it... zoinks!!! haiz... after i "died", i wanted 2 play daytona.. but there were 2 ladies playin... after tt.. i see them play.. one of them de drivin skill not bad... when they finish playin liao.. they wanted 2 play again.. well.. i was thinkin guess i hav 2 wait again.. but to my suprise.. one of them switched place.. then left one empty.. so i juz filled it up... cuz i was xian of waitin liao... somemore.. hav to wait for e rest 2 come play dota mah... haha... so juz play lor... then end up i lost 2 e skillful driver.... haiz.. but last time when i got challenged by 2 guys.. i won them hands flat!! muahaha.. so lose this time round.. thou a bit bu gan xin la... but it taught me not to be too cocky.... :X....


After tt... i got out of e arcade.. got a miz call frm roy kor... i was like whee.. they r here liao... then.. i cheong 2 headquarters.. haha... but after tt.. didn see them.. haiz... then gave roy kor a call back... end up.. he said they all havin some discussions over at boat quay's mac... and will come by later.... i was like -_-lll..... so i was like fine.. i wait ba... so after put down phone.. wanted 2 go roamin again.. but after givin thots of roamin.. i decided to go in headquarters and play first...(hands itch to play mah... wad 2 do??).. so while killin 2 hrs ba.. i think.. THEY FINALLY COME!!! wooo!! happie xia.... then end up.. i play frm one com another one... haha... so end up play like abt 2 rounds of dota with them... whoa.. 1st round.. i was with e "kings of dota" and aud... wah lau.. the 3 "kings" were like level up damn fast can.. aiyo... i luan qi ba zhao... worst... i dio 1st blood... aiya... jia lat xia... while playin.. i tell myself... muz jia you!! cannot lose out... whoa.. shld see how they play.. damn fast xia.. buay tah han... in e end.. won la... so head on to a 2nd round.... this time.. one of e kings(roy kor) and aud join e other grp.. so was e 2 "kings", me, kevin and sharon(new member to e grp).. whoa... at 1st after i chose my hero.. i didn reali like it.. cuz his movement was damn slow.. and damage state was not v good la... so end up... i cheong middle with alex.. wah biang.. he hav 2 keep coverin up for me la.. cuz i everytime i cheong forward.. dio whack till si bei jia lat.... so hav 2 whack a bit then hide behind his hero.. haha.... after tt... when i start 2 level states up.. i was like whoa... cool xia.. its power damn zai!! haha... esp its roar.. wooo... lovin it... after tt i help out them by traumatized opponent a while... let my team ppl with higher damage state whack.. of course i got help la... whoa... end up.. i was like damn xiong xia... and guess wad.. i keep killin roy kor la.. guess wad is his hero... a cute cute 8 legs spider... hee.... i think its his 1st time usin tt hero... so i don think he reali know how 2 use it ba... so end up.. he roam ard in e base.. when he wanted 2 come down and attack to level up, i always roar at him.. after tt use flyin axe.. then he dio liao.. aiya... unintentionally one!! juz jing guo er yi... :X.... after tt.. its like we were abt 2 win liao... aiya... e com off.. cuz shop closin liao... haiz... xian... was havin loads of fun... anywae... after all e payment and stuff.. we all hang ard outside.. had a little chat... aiya.. end up.. i dio suan la.. wad with all my "secret training"... bo lor... if its secret training... will they know.. haha.. due to over killin of roy kor.. he want one on one with me e nxt time we play again..(gosh.. sure die...) anywae...i was quite proud of myself la.. but mostly with e help of 2 "kings", kevin and sharon... come 2 think of it.. i hadn hav this kind of fun and excitment in Yrs.. since e last time i played with my cousin wor.... so after tt... most of them bid us bye and took night rider back home... cuz vivienne stay quite far ba.. then she got no one 2 send to bus stop.. so they ask her 2 walk highway back.. whoa biang.. damn cute la... but i offered 2 let her ton at my hse.. haha.. cute la... then they were aiyo... i so willing ah.. i was like -_-lll... end up.. elieen told me, "aiyo.. u reali gonna let her ton ah.. whoa.. u muz let her hav e whole bed.." then i was err.. kz... (jokin la..) then end up.. i think was billy who say, aiyo since like tt, can alex ton over?? whoa.. i pengs down there.... (-____-lll)..(is also a joke la.. haha... cute xia..) anywae.. after all e chats and stuff.. they all plannin 2 meet at Hans again later at 5... which i cant go ba.. went out so xiong these days.... somemore hav not go 2 grandparents place for quite some time... anywae... so billy, roy kor had 2 send some of them 2 e bus stop.. so i hang ard with elieen and vivienne as they wait for 2 of them 2 come back mah.. so they gave me quite an advice.. it made me think quite a bit... don think abt whether u wanna go JC or Poly.. 1st settle with ur subjects.... abt chinese.. if i wan, can go for it... but their advice is to concentrate on e rest... hmmm... i reali don know... so after billy and roy kor came back.. i was still kinda in thots... and after tt.. billy told me some things, and hav trust in him... i kinda had a bit of doubts there.. but i feel tt he is someone i can reali trust, juz as how much i trust e rest of them... after tt.. i bid them buaiz.. was in thots... so i didn see a cab.. apparently dio horned la... after tt.. i wanted 2 wait for them to zhao.. cuz apparently they were still there for a chat.. after tt i went roamin near there.. till i see 2 bikes leave liao.. then i slowly walked back home... while on my way back... i saw my dad.. as usual.. he is at one of e coffee shop near my place, havin major drinkin session with his frens... i went by fast, cuz i don wanna kenna anythin.... heng he didn see me... after tt.. was at my blk downstairs waitin for e lift... was fuming with rage.. i don know y....

after tt.. i finally got home at 5 plus.. then went 2 hav a shower... and rest a bit liao... only slept a while.. by e time i reali fell asleep, its was alr 5 mins to 8am.... i don know y i cant reali catch some sleep.. mayb too much in my mind ba... i don know how 2 let things in my mind go...

o well.. i stop here liao.. hopefully.. can bring in more entry....

Kei..down and out... chEErz...