Well... after speakin my mind in e previous entry, and think abt it.. i think i shld juz let things go... despite e chalet wasn a fun one.. but i still let it go... not gonna be like some grouchy fella and start gettin pissed with ppl... well i guess this is e time 4 me 2 start gettin along with ppl...

well.. 2day is a alonesome day... no outin, no, nth... and most of my frens r out of e country, some went aus, some went japan and some went 2 our neighbour country, Malaysia(mostly genting highland or KL... ) haha... well.. 4 me.. i stuck my ass in sg.. haha... well.. cant wait 2 go 2 a fren's hse 2molo.. i hadn seen her since like months ago.. i know it sounds short.. but it feels like i hadn seen her in yrs.. haha... so much things 2 talk 2 her abt... yea... and then thurs, goin 2 cousin's hse 2 learn GUITAR and PLAY XBOX!!! WOOOOO!!! haha... so happie.. and hopefully can go sentosa with some frens end of this wk... despite e fact tt e weather has gone whacko this month... haiz...

and 2 wks later, is e collection of e N level result... my heart is like up on my throat already... wad if i cant make it? which ITE shld i go? wad courses shld i take?or shld i retain... ARGH!!! pissed... haiz... well... guess i hav 2 wait and see how things go.. and guess wad.. holiday hw hadn been reali touched on... haha.. well.. aint i smart... :X... haha... but anywae.. i shld stop here...

my hand kinda tired frm e previous entry... haha... anywae... those ppl who were affected in wad i said in e previous entry.. pls 4give me, pardon me 4 e rudeness... :X.. anywae.. cHeErZ ppl.... (:

haiz.. i juz found out tt i hadn been bloggin.. well.. i m kinda xian.. but anywae...

after my headstart, i had a busy wk, went badminton with frens, went havin 2 good meal with my net frens and had CLASS BBQ!! WHEEE...

then after tt had a chalet... was quite happie.. but loads of things happened.. haiz.. cuz, mostly were like couples.. then there one of them is alone wad.. so i juz came 2 company.. e 1st day was quite fun.. had loads 2 talk abt.. e sad thing came on 2nd day, there was BBQ in bad weather.. then she brought her frens in, then a few came at 1st, then e couples were like with a bit of food, then went bk 2 e chalet and watch tv.. not 2 make her feel alone,i stayed and kinda help a bit with e BBQ.. then one of e couples had 2 b gone 4 awhile 2 get clothes... then more of her frens came...then she had her company.. then she found out tt her other bunch of frens havin another chalet down at another place.. as it rained, then she and her frens left e food at e chalet and left... then i was left alone in e chalet with e other couple, i felt worst than a light bulb, bulbin there like some idiot... after some time, she came bk 2 meet her other fren, then i was kinda alone, then dio dragged 2 pick up so of her frens whom i also know lah.. then walk bk 2 our chalet, but on e way bk, i wanted 2 draw some money, but e machine kinda choked 2 much money and e buttons gave up on me.. heng, at least got bk my card... then while walkin bk, went 2 cheers and get somethin, then walk bk.. but a phone call came, e frens at e chalet, hopin they all go bk there again.. while considerin, they went 2 our chalet... but e couples weren happy... but i cant do anythin.. then kinda went in and out 2 company both parties... then, she was tryin 2 do some self-reflect, and after i sat down with e rest, i was like where is she? she left w/o a word... haiz.. then i was like wonderin whether i shld go look 4 her.. then one of them suggested 4 me 2 look 4 her.. so i rush out of e chalet.. while lookin, i got myself drenched... then while i passed e chalet, e balcony ppl called me, tellin me tt she came bk.. then rushed bk, seein her with a jacket goin out again... then i was like concern abt wads up with her.. so i was like u ok? wad happen? mayb u say it out will b betta.. guess wad i got? I M OK... JUZ LEAVE ME ALONE??!! then i was like fine.. but in my mind i was like thanx 4 "apprieciate* my concern.. i m so "glad" i went 2 look 4 u...then, after tt, they wanna go bk 2 e other chalet liao... due 2 they feel tt they r not v welcomed.. so they went, i didn wanna go, then one of them was like go la.. go la.. then e couples were like go lah.. go lah... then knowin tt i will b alone, so i juz went with them... bingo.. i was alone there e whole time till abt one plus?? then after tt, they went 2 red hse... known as a ghostly hse... hmm.. was kinda creepy.. cuz it was a hse in e midde full of trees... and was thick grass.. so when its in e dark.. its v dark.. but 2 person, dared 2 climb in.. but they came out after awhile as it was 2 dark inside... after tt we left e place, then went bk 2 our chalet again.. then i knock e door, had no choice but 2 bug one of e couples... yea.. but most of them were aslp.. and end up, we hang ard at e balcony... played taitee till like abt 4 plus goin 5? then after tt, they left.. then she managed 2 slp, but i was 2 xian 2 slp.. so i waited 4 them 2 go, then, she was alone, so in order not 2 make her feel alone again, i company her, knowin tt i m sick already and tired... i still held on and company her,, then she told me certain things.. then she said her frens asked her out 4 breakfast... she agreed, after that, she went out 4 breakfast.. then i was so tired tt i fell aslp..in e afternoon, i woke up awhile, and she was like abt 2 go off 2 e other chalet as they havin BBQ.. then i was so tired and sick tt i juz went bk 2 slp, knowin tt i will alone as usual... then i slept till 5 plus.. when i got up, i felt like a gun bullet juz went through my throat and was kinda feverish... then my mum called me.. then she asked me, wad was i doin... i told her tt i was slpin liein tt there r ppl ard.. then she started 2 get suspicious, then she asked me 2 get someone 2 talk on e phone, i was like in a lost.. so i was like fine, i m alone... then e moment, my mum heard tt.. and she suspect tt i m sick, she scolded me 4 bein alone and not lettin her know.. she and my sis rushed down.. in e meantime, she msged me, askin me 2 pass her camera.. whoa.. i was kinda like jia lat.. so i told her tt i m goin bk.. then i called e couple, tellin them tt i will b goin bk soon.. then i worried wad will happen if i don come bk and help 2 check out with her.. so much things.. then, i decided 2 bring some of e chicken wings with i use my effort 2 season it... then my mum reached.. then when i got into 2 car... she blasted e hell outta me.. she was like Y U ALONE HUH??!! WHERE R ALL UR FRENS?? HOW CAN THEY LEFT U ALONE??!! then i was like they all had their own stuff, somemore there r couples, then one of them is alone, i didn wanna like leave her alone.. then my mum juz flamed up.. she was like u company ppl, then y didn they company u.. u chu qian ye chu li.. wad u think u r??!! huh??!! u r there 2 enjoy urself.. not 2 torture urself!!!! after tt, i lost of words.. so i juz kept quiet... then my mum asked whether i hav eaten anythin, she burst out again after i told her tt i hadn eaten anythin in e day... haiz.. well.. tt day sux.. but i was ok in e chalet.. mayb i was left alone since young till i was kinda numb already... end up, i still didn eat anythin...

4 this wk.. still didn go out.. but keep stayin up and online, or watch DVD till dawn... haiz.. well stoppin here... buaiz folkes...