it has been over a century or more since i last update...

well.. sch has started and we are all bk in the drive up mood... i m still standin in my own spot, not gettin anythin done, juz lettin e days pass by me... anywae... N level oral, eng is over.. but i think i screwed it... i don know wad 2 say... its gettin e examiners 2 luff gd news or bad news?? i hav no idea... anywae.. chinese one is comin this thursday.. i hav total no confidence in myself... will i go ITE?? i hav no idea.. mum say its not veri bad 2 go ITE... but till now, i still hav no idea wad i wan in life and in future.. no goals no nth... its like a piece of trash typin this crap...

anywae... yest... went 2 my grandparents' place as usual.. but with no car.. as my dad sold our previous one and gettin the VIOS if i m not wrong... but i guess.. its not that bad takin my dad's cab 2 sch... but can slp as late as 6.30.. if not i will b bloody late 4 sch... anywae... talkin abt goin 2 my grandparents' place, we had dinner and we juz sit and talk ard.. comes e goin home part, WE HAV NO CAR!!!! mum, sis and myself thot of takin a cab home like my grandparents suggested.. but my youngest uncle offered us a ride home in his 2nd hand honda car... i was like fine with it... but i heard that his car battery has died "unpeacefully".. so my uncle had 2 borrow his cab battery 2 start the car's battery 2 let it run.... hengly.. it did... so 2 hop on 2 the car after my uncle parked his cab in a lot nxt 2 his honda... and we were off... on our way bk... he told us loads of things that happen that we didn know at all as we hadn been visitin in the last 2 wks... and the most stunnin thing is that he has mature a lot frm last time, wad i heard frm mum was that, when i was still a kid.. he almost gone nuts(mental).. 4 some reason.. but thankfully.. he managed 2 get himself out of it and started settin his goals and work 4 it... and he told mum was is happenin 2 my 2nd uncle... but well.. its families business.. i m not gonna say much... but thankfully.. i at least hav my relatives frm my mum's side....

my dad's side of relative r a bunch of liers.. but anywae... i m not gonna say much b4 i flame up...

well.. frm wad i see here... i guess family is the most important thing in life.. losin them is one of the most painful feelin that one eva hav.... well.. i stoppin here.. got loads of things 2... well.. wish me luck 4 chinese oral that is on thursday.... cHeErZ....