21 October 2004;4:12 pm
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I will quietly wait for you...
2day is the death day 4 me... its like all the papers are back... and the marks are like "man jiang hong" haiz... i m givin up hope liao... i donno wad i wanna do now and in the future.... mayb i don even hav one... i don know.... its so hard and i hav 2 see her again... i hate seeing her... pain in the neck... i think i m givin up soon... and hopeless person, wad hav i done... i hav 2 reflect....
but besides that, i cant wait 4 the uni netball match 2 come... haha... and also hav trainin... so fun... haha... as well as bball trainin,( juz got news that coach selection 4 15 player and i think in m one of them, apparently some juniors are unhappy... i don know lah.. thats all i heard... one think i hate abt this is that, if u are not happy with me, i rather u tell me the truth than 2 talk things behind my back... it suxs 2 the core... thanx a lot...) and next yr's match.... yippee..... Luv it manz... anywae... comin back 2 my studies which is in a red bath now.. haiz... "xin leng qu".... yippee.. goin out 2molo 2 watch the grudge after trainin... sheez... hope i don sleep while watchin it... haha... and 2day is a rush and long day esp with my stomach crampin every like 2 hrs and i almost wanna die of "pain".. haha... well.. think that all i got 2 say... see ya... sIgNiNg OfF
