think my blog has been rottin since internet has been taken away at work..

guess wad? i m officially jobless! hahahahah!! cool or wad... hahahahaha! my sleepin cycle is in a huge mess.. n PDL i gt since sept n only dec den i m havin my 1st lesson, how slow is tt, ppl alr gonna take test soon liao ba.. haha..

my sis gt a news sayin tt e parkin poles will b taken away.. so guess i hav to learn e hard way.. well.. its betta late den nv.. hahaha..

anywae.. i m confused with the affairs tt r happenin in my heart n in my mind.. its killin.. but i m gonna cover up as much as i can.. i rather get myself hurt... its nt worth of other ppl's worry...

haix.. k la.. its gonna b a short entry.. don think anyone is gonna read it ba...

ah well.. leave it as it is ba... cheerz...

well.. i m bk with entry.. haha.. as usual, m workin now la... with my partner fallin asleep nxt to me.. cant reali sleep, now at basement doin screenin la... gt visitors comin at e weirdest hrs of e nite.. ahh well.. cuz now most of e local clinics of course nt open..

yep.. apparently politics gt a bit worst here, now my supervisor kenna aim, well.. i guess sometimes ppl wan things either their way or e expressway loh...zzz.. ahh well.. i think after one whole wk of no off, my exhaustion start to take its toll on me... sometimes i don even noe wad day it is.. ><... b4 work, see sunset, after work, see sun rise.. sheez.. luckily nv intro more ppl in, i noe la, ppl work for e sake of income, but start off alr gt grudges or even more things, i think its no point to bring them in.. but still.. frm wad i noe now, they gonna train more staff to come in, cuz nite shift now currently only gt like wad 11 or 12 men operating, with some ppl leavin la... sad tt they r leavin, but its their choice.. wad can i say? i was actually asked when i wanna quit, for now, hard to find job, so most prob will stick with it until i can actually find a stable job.

well.. as much as i don noe y i still don blame myself on e fact tt education do play a part. but still, i choose this route, so its time to walk on n carry on with life. i hav been feelin extremely down, mayb nt juz bcuz of work, but also partly i feel 12 hrs all e time is like borin, don even hav time to do my own things or mayb even sleep, but still now is like i cant reali sleep much also, i usually will b in bed by 8.30 am or even ltr, end up i will b up by like abt 1.30pm. its sux n its borin.. but still.. life goes on...

i m quite xian la, no time for family, e one time i see them is b4 i sleep... i think its been almost a wk since i last saw my bro alr.. haha.. ahh well.. no time for my frens, cuz they r either studyin or workin.. i guess everyone moved on with life while i still feel i m still at e same spot, nt movin forward nor movin backward.

seein my partner sleepin now, i m startin to feel e beat, but cant sleep, ltr both sleep, both cant wake up, complain like shit, all die... cannot cannot.. eyes muz BIG BIG like O.O.... haha... well.. i guess cust service here also plays a part, if u don do things properly, there goes e rice bowl.. sigh.. if only e operations supervisor was bias at all towards anyone else, treating everyone fairly wld hav been betta. guess tts juz a wishful thinkin on my part. i was extremely pissed today, don ask me why, juz feelin moody i guess? or a part of me tt i missin so much tt i cant help but to think where-eva, wheneva... haiz...

k la.. i betta finish up, feel like i m gonna write a whole essay here.. my partner keep wakin up halfway sort of like KPO? haha.. cute xia.. tts all for now, will try update again.

till den...

well... my blog as usual can throw away liao ba...

ahh well.. after a month of bein jobless n low income, finally gt myself a job thanx to e swine flu la.. haha..

now bein a screener at one of e hospitals in sg, nt gonna name it la, for me to noe n for u to find out loh.. LOLX...

anywae.. its been like abt 2 wks liao ba? haha... had trainin on it b4 start work, once start its nt juz office hrs, its like a whole blardie 12 hr shift, of course gt break la.. worst, its at a timin when mostly ppl r asleep, NITE SHIFT... zzz... thou its tirin, plus no life, come xian, but at least betta than no income.. LOLX... ahh well.. money come come cant complain much also... haha...

so far its been fun, thou as usual politics issue is there la, but hopefully wun get worst, now is like day shift n nite shift mah jiam gt grudges against each other, biangs, come on la, all on same team, juz tt i cant stand e some of e day shift supervisors, its like they hav no comtrol of their own team, n they r like everywhere all over e place, or else doin nth, tts y ur team members kenna complain for nth la, u think its worth it? i pui man! =X...

ahh well.. workin these 2 wks is like no time, cant spend time with frens cuz they r schoolin or workin in e day, den nite wanna jio me also xin ku, cuz they either gt their plans, arbo i workin, but mostly bcuz m workin nite la, so nite activities wanna find me is like hell la.. haha.. ahh well.. sincerely sorry for tt... ahh well.. finally my off comin on 13.. heh... cant wait, wanna like sleep whole day, i noe no life la, but reali la.. nite time chiong, is like tirin.. eyes can barely even keep awake now, day of course don need to say, cfm sleepin, nite is like after finishin wad i need to finish, waitin for e time to pass, its a drag, wanna sleep but scared ltr cannot wake up.. LOLX!

k la... done for e entry.. will try update if m free la...

ding ding ding...

i noe its been wks... start up.. guess wad.. i m unofficiailly school-less.. n yes.. economy aint gd.. havin a rough time findin job, but will get thru.. i hope? ahh well

been gamin almost this whole wk, or else goin home late, i mean "early" la.. like eh.. lets say 5 am in e mornin? oops... XD... ahh well.. anywae.. been playin this game call Left 4 Dead at e lan shop? y? cuz can play 4 ppl n all their reactions can b seen.. haha.. fun fun... played with ah ma la, serene la, si baba la, kenneth n jiahui(who juz join e clan some time ago).... was all fun... hahahahaha...

yest juz went play again.. but this time with netty n her fren, ina.. we travel to e place, gt ourselves coms n started playin.. n there was one blardie map we can nv finish.. tts e hospital one.. best.. we play half way, whole parklane blackout.. think for almost half hr? hahahahahaha... we were so bored tt we started takin pics in e dark, mah jiam in club with no lights only.. hahahaha.. we step out of e lan shop n see only us affected, almost e whole shoppin mall kenna xia.. somemore ppl eatin their meals in darkness.. funny xia... then after e power supplies come bk, we carried on play, n we took like almost 2 hrs to complete e airport one.. biangs... take a long time xia.. hahaha... usually chiong v fast one.. LOLX...after sittin our backside in there.. 5 hrs pass juz like tt... gosh... body ache xia.. so we drag ourselves to e mac at e basement lvl.. n had our dinner... n most of us were like dyin, cuz partly, eyes nv blink much while playin, air con was fuckin cold, n i noe i kept blowin my nose, worst, i lost my ring... sob man.. ahh well..

after tt, netty n ina cabbed bk to their homes, poor netty nt feelin well xia, mayb she aint to e air-con or nv marathon this long b4?.. while i decided to walk bk... so i walked n walked.. then went bugis, find sab a while.. haha... then nua there till 9 then carry on walkin home.. haha.. was a short nite.. haha.. mayb i m too used to havin long nites... haha.. ahh well.. anywae.. tts all for nw... hahahahahaha...

OUT~~~~~~~~~~~

well.. love song time..

ahh well... been lookin for this mv.. thou i didn reali like e singer, n e singer is quite well known in sg thanx to e 1st eva sg idol, think was runner up? haha... but this is one n sort of e ONLY song tt i like frm him.. had kinda a tough time findin this, cuz e quality kinda sux.. at least this one is a betta quality...

tattoos frm him, well kinda tempted to do one, but i don noe whether i shld, cuz i don wanna regret in future.. but seein my godsis latest tattoo kinda got me extremely tempted to get one, but i don wan ended up freakin whole world out... haha.. ahh well... anywae.. days pass n its nearin to end of ITE... well.. kinda glad, but mostly kinda sad, cuz it goes to say, i m no longer a student like soon? i don noe y i hav no thots of goin poly, nt bcuz i m like hate poly or wad la, mayb juz hate seein books, juz wanna go out n get myself hit by society n u noe, get experience n mayb in future work my way up? hopefully i aint tt old by then.. sigh... economic recession is a killer... ahh well

now i hav to wait for my bro to get done with his drivin licence, hopefully by beginin of this yr b4 i can start mine... sigh.. hav to pay for my own one.. bro n sis one is like sponsored la.. WTF... aint fair man... ahh well.. ppl always say, e world is nv fair... guess it work ass off to get e things i wan.. i mean e positive n "clean" way... n nt e negative + "dirty" way la... damn.. heard e pract drive exam is like ex... ahhh... mayb shld clear theory b4 thinkin abt anythin else... ppl always, don think, go for it, JUST DO IT~! sounds familiar? haha...

anywae.. yep.. done for this entry.. crappin so long, i think watch n listen to e song i wanna intro will b betta ba... here it is...



沈祥龍 第一個原因

e above is e title of e song...

cheerz to one n all...

OFFFFFFFFFF~~~~~~~~~~

well.. its been a long while since i last seen my maple char.. kinda missed it thou.. but anywae.. talkin abt maple.. i came across this vid.. its abt e disturbin e indian at a prata hse.. as well as e one disturbin one uncle at e kopitiam la...

its actualy juz vocals plus words.. now.. i guess ppl decided to add in e maple char.. kinda cute.. but i guess no one likes to hav this kind of customer esp in e service line.. its reali a killer... ppl always say customer is always rite.. when this theory applies, this is wad happen loh... haha..


this is e prata hse one..



e kopitiam one...

i guess e ppl who disturbed them were e same couple of ppl ba.. ahh well.. this is life for some ppl? while disturbance to some also... ahh well.. tts all for today...

OOFFFFF~~~

well.. life goes on after ranting... well.. grats to my cousin for doin his Os well.. heh... hopefully those whose siblings or relatives did Os also did well...

sigh... cant help but to let loose my anger at times, esp when someone in e hse think she is earnin money, tt can give her e rites to shout at ppl when she herself do e same mistake in e hse... argh.. sua.. don bother arguin bk.. waste my breath only.. pui~!

anywae.. well.. today sch's been ok.. juz don noe y my stomach hasn been feelin well.. like wanna give way xia.. ahh well.. anywae.. was seachin for e usual youtube ppl for any nice music, then i came across this song.. its nice... words r meaninful to me.. i don noe abt u.. but here's e music.. if u wanna find more abt e lyrics... any website tt hav j-music lyrics in eng shldn b hard to find... yea.. here's s song... its Dir en grey - Glass Skin.. enjoy..



sleepyness kills... damn... zzz... i think finally lap comes e exhaustion... its somethin tt has to b faced... sigh... done for today...

OFF...

P.s. Man u won chelsea 3-0.. PUI~!!! zzzz.. hopefully they don catch up with liverpool.. haha...